SHAGUA 2

I never know I grow a lot.

I used to tell my friends to keep smiling no matter what happen.
And even that is a fake smile, still it is a smile.
I used to tell myself , no matter what happen, after a good night sleep everything will turns out into good. And yes , cause I believed in myself and things really better.
I always tell those friend to keep calm while facing some problem , cause it is really works.

So now I grow, things I seen different.
And those concept I insisted last time had been blow by a strong wind call " GROW "

I can't smile with an easy way like I lost my soul. Yes , I found it back , the Chee people used to call me the "cheerful one" .
And I fall again yesterday , like I losing someone important with no reason. And I don't know why. Don't worry , I am okay now.

It is always a solution to see the person face to face when you had something hidden in ur heart.

I am not good when I wake up this morning, maybe I didnt tell myself to cheer and be calm.
Bringing the emo mood into sleep. So then I decided to walk alone to a better place.
I can't walk far, its too hot out there =\

I know what's the feeling I were having this morning.
I am escaping , trying to hide myself. But I failed.
Remember the day when I broke up with N , I actually hiding myself from him cause I were scared. Sound funny right? That's a feeling telling me things going to change, either good or bad.

So last time wasn't a bad one, cause we still best friend.
So today wasn't a bad one too , cause I do take one step to hold your hand.

I wonder do you feel that, I am holding your hand tightly.
Do not want to let go.

Sorry shagua , now only I read what you write. (near 6pm)
Is that for me? I am confused.
Nevermind , I will always there with you.

Now I see the Choice.
To do it.

God is always so good.
Praise the Lord =]