Goodbye 2009

How sad this is. 2009 is saying goodbye to me.

My tears is falling down right now...
How sad this is..
after go through so many things ... and grow so much.
And this is going to end.

That I see how important the friendship between us.
That I learnt a lot...
between friends.. and others.

My dad went oversea, my bro start to be so naughty.
I got a lame cold war with 2 of my trusted friend.
I tried to be strong.
I joined Christian , I started to pray, I start to independent.
I start a relationship with someone and it ended.

And now they all become a past..

* Get up and go` take a chance and be strong
you can have your whole life holding on` *


Goodbye 2009. I love you.

That's why you go away

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the girl your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the girl your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
That's why you go away I know......

do not feel bad
do not feel inferior
that's why you go the way ..
your own way

Christmas Eve !

Merry Christmas to everyone I know (:

to be continueeeeeeeeeeeeeee



P.S ; Don't go club , not safe. =x

Dong zhi !

Piano 2pm postpone to monday 5.45pm
weeeee (: one more day to practice.

My right side of body is so tired due to the strength I used to ply badminton ytd.
terlalu over. :\
My eyes like panda .. buuuu



hahaas. Auto msg for me :o
He said : " Lies are like drugs , once you start , its very hard to stop. "
It's the same when I doubt on something, once I did that, hard to stop.

When I love someone, hard to stop.

It's time to change the style of writing blogs.

Jesus ! Christmas Party

OMgOMG I felt the Christmas atmospheree .. weee
Thanks to Bro Daniel and Mad fetch me to Shamila's house.
I met friends there , they are Sarah Low's cousin =D

We sing there , chat there , have a Christmas party!
Got some games , some story about Jesus.
Dinner was nice, the curry made by Mila's family always nice (: thumb up
And there's two Iranian , one is so handsome and friendly, another one I don't know :x

The last part is present time. We got our present and this that.. hahaas
A lot of snack and I feel uncomfortable that it all stick in my teeth.
It's a wonderful day.

Didn't sleep. Morning went to badminton with them.. after lunch back home then take some nap.
wake up bath and ready to party.

When turn to 12am .. I thought is 25th already =.=
too fast to be in Christmas mood la

that day will end up alone at home. Ish.
date me

Happy birthday Joel (:

I am too over

=3 I know I am too over.
IT's 6.38am. Good morning to everyone.
Something bothering me made me couldn't sleep.
Well well . Lifeless.

19th actual plan cancelled.
So that I joined Daniel for badminton at 10 (: Not sure who is going too.
didn't exercise for long! lalaa

Then I'll go Shamila's house around 5pm , Madeline is coming to fetch me :D
I am happy cause my holiday is not that boring with church friends.
I just feel happy with that (:

But it's bad when Mum said " Any event you also want to join , I thought you suppose to study in this holiday? "
:x sorry.

God Bless Me tmr !
Not sleeping today ! =D

Love you

I am so high !

Thanks to LeeWei
That I had a blast ..we had a blast in k box today (:

Well , happy because I can sing for many hours and my voice is not hoarse.
After got back home , sing in msn to Adam. So fun .. :D
is like I've been singing for 6 hours o.o
Bet the neighbour wants to poke me already.

Happy Belated Birthday to Lingwei here (:
Wish you always happy.
Sorry if I spoilt your mood today about those stupid cash thing.
:x

Learn to see things clearly .. (:
That is always good for you.

* I might be too quiet with them
but I feel comfortable.
Maybe I become the quiet type? :x

and no reason to say out pointless thing
so I just keep quiet
no lame joke
no offend talks
no criticizing
no comment
(:

Morning msg (:

weeeeee
nowadays I always sleep late and woke up late. =D
And everytime I log in the msn.
Eu will say morning to me.
But ytd, I didn't log off the msn ...so he doesn't know when i wake.

So then , i go and re-login ..haha




haha =p

2nd time dining with Bryant

went to dinner with Bryant again. :D
He brought along his cute cute , and I brought along my cute cute + giant neigh :x

Eat at 118 food court near my house. (:
Meet a new friend.. listen to their funny way conversation.

Was complaining about Malaysia bus service .. =.=
then I tell them about the story i heard.

" Do you know the rapid KL bus? They usually will stop at the station right, unlike metro. But then, there's one old lady , she doesn't know about that. She go and spam the ring. So the driver open the door while driving.. then this crazy old lady jump down from the bus ...while the car still ... "

then they asked me , " who fault is that? " ..
I said : " the driver la, he open the door what " ... kama : " no lo, i think is the lady.. she jump off "

and LOL
I took the whole box of tissue with me when I got down from the car.
Pencuri tissue :x

Cheer up ! (:

I will be happy on Sunday.
Like usual I slept around 4/5am.
Because I watched Naruto Shippuuden and was listening to David's new Christmas album songsss.
Love him much much much!!! wahaha

I felt sorry to a friend.
She's having a hard time because of some relationship thing.
Well , I am those person who will blame myself for things I had done and made decision.
Cheer up girl (:
Someday you will understand.

I felt happy to a friend.
I am happy that I able to help my friend when she needs me there.
And wish she might have feel better now. wakaka.

Relationship? Why do we have to care so much.
Study la doi...

Mum said : " If you study good , you get to find someone good, and maybe u both have something in common .. the same interest or what. "

lmao. yea yea.. I know ... =.=

Yuuji , impressive you can hold your feeling for that long.
Persisting your own thought , admire your perseverance =D
God bless you and have a bright future .. :O

weeee
I didn't lie. So I didn't cry because of guilt.
I am always good girl.. =O

perasan bnyk.

Future

Have to go back to school on 16 & 17 of Dec.
:\

Is that something good?
I am just so confuse.

Can time pass more faster?
Just let me get out of this secondary life , though I love to be 16 yrs old.
Maybe I got influence by you guys.

Just wondering how nice college is.
How wonderful their life is .. the most enjoyable moment , the most precious period ..to learn
and get acknowledge by the society =D

Future .. ~~ say " waaaaa " to future ..

Eu : " I don't see future of me "
:\

waaaaaaaaaa somemore , SPM year will come =.=

Just wonder.

NewMoon

Off to watch New Moon ! :D

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Back !
Went to watch New Moon with Adam. LOL LOL He growed alot lot lot =D can't recognized at all.
And dyed his hair this budak ==

New moon wasn't bad , it still okay.
The only interesting part is about those Volturi vampires =o
You wouldn't really know about the story if you didn't read the book.
Cause they cut alot of details in the movie =\
Not worth to watch coz exp. =P whatever hahahaha

Is a nice day though we didn't talk much.
And thanks for sending me those song I love =O weeee

Went Vivo for lunch , then movie. dots ...
Choosed the wrong flavor for BR. :\
Went to times , might grab some books next time I go there.

Ja ne!

My life turn upside down? x=

It had been days since I last updated.
Finally, going to watch New Moon tmr =\
Finally someone acc me go to watch.

It's 5.06am in the morning.
Good morning everyone.
Great, I have 5 hours to slp .. LOL

My life start to be like this since hols.
Slp around 5or6 in the morning, woke up in the afternoon. =D
zhu I am.
What a shameee =P

Addicted to The sim3 when my connection is failed to on9.
ahhh
Dah biasa with this LONELY night. Day day alone when night.. :x
God Bless Me.

Baal ! Sms !

Enrichment day

I don't know how to say
But I felt it.

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Since 4 something I start to do my piano homework
and skype with Kev. :x
Then around 6.30 I bathe and ready for my piano lesson at 7.45pm ( before that i practice)
My mum pick me up at 8.30pm then we headed to Jaya Jusco - sale
There's crowded and those woman are crazy !! ha
I ajak Hassel and Bryant go psr mlm with me , but can't make it.
Around 10.30pm , went to eat my dinner with Bryant at Ampang point.
Nasi Lemak. LOL
Then 12am I reach home.

...


Drinking juice now.

Two is better than one.
but Where am I
when you need me

LOL ! software

Skpye ! I love skype xD

Bryant : F*ck ! My msn keep dc
Rins : is it ?
Bryant : Mine la !
Rins : but you can't f* it
Is there any software can f software? xD
Bryant : Bitdefender
can f anything
Block it
LOL
Rins : o.o
siao
Bryant : Bitdefender memang cheebong wan
Rins : What is cheebong
Bryant : i dont know
modify from cheebye


* sorry there's alot of fault language ==

/annoyed !
Why is that gunbound cannot play !!
what la ..firewall off ..then antivirus cannot use.
siao punya game =x