绮的生活

绮的生活

雨影之心


When you did nothing but it still hurt that way

雖然很寂寞,但回憶給了我們安慰。

有太多想说
才发现要从脑里深入的去思想
会让自己受伤
...
所以,有些回忆还是免了




Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Change

Facts

1.Everything starts to change

2.Everyone starts to change

3.Motivation is a need

Sunday, August 29, 2010

26 August, MSN ARTS



As you know, there's this function - handwritting in MSN.
Great ! you know what is gREAT ? -.-

okay stop bullcrapping.
Here comes some hasilan. =D





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At first, this KongLong fella start to have a drawing game with me.
Nice tortoise ! CUTE




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Then Kong Long said wanna get some sleep.
Probably the bed need to change. See those sharpsharp back konglong has.
After that, sendiri say " CACAT "



I need to go piano class, but I can go anytime.
so I just bullcrap alot there.

Then kong long start to 'beg' me . =3



In the end kena halau D:










ZhongZhong



Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Craps

I can't bear to lose you
Didn't mean I don't want to bear.

I want to do something
doesn't mean I mean to do it.

I want to prove it
It's with my own way , not yours.

Things I seen,
it's what I've been through and not you.

Things I've unseen,
Doesn't mean I can't get to know it,
I will someday.

If I never fall ,
I will never stand up again.

I am stubborn,
don't have to say it out by you
cause I know myself more than anyone does.

No matter what happen,
I will only condemn myself,
It's my life and I have responsibility to that.

干!





严重不爽


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干!
我的执着不用你来提

后果我自己承担

干!
我蒙蔽事实
你少管
我知道哪里出错

干!
提上名来
否则你娘的给我少出声

干!
我就是严重不爽
我也有言论自由
世界很大
你很小 少你一个声音不会怎样

干!
我纯粹写爽
看不爽的可以别看



干!
不要用你的观点
批评我对事的想法


Monday, August 23, 2010





I can't bear to lose you

and I am lost.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Arts

I was afraid
I was scare.

I keep my smiling
pretend my feeling.


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I fall for her when the first time I saw her,
the second time I saw her, she talked to me.
The third time I saw her, she was rushing.
And the fourth time I saw her, she was smiling, but she couldn't recognise me.
So there I stand, hesitating is that the one I know before.
No doubt, that's her.
The one I ever fall just for a moment.

by xxx

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Arts

to be continue

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Happy 12 !




Happy 12 !

Ps : This is only mean for me & u.
Not him.
I know, it's 12.
It's special.
But me , and you .

Did you ever think that a friendship do have a special date to celebrate?
usually, no.
But I take it so serious that there's a date for us.
okay, it's a long story.
Anyway, I am not turning 12, I had already 16+.
Happy 12, is for Me & V.

Weeee


Thanks for the McFlurry ! =3
love ya.


okay okay

You're ROMANTIC


Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Me , my dreams , my thought


I bought this book last week.
Silent Boy - Torey Hayden.
And I finally read it all today. in 7 days.

I know it's not a right time to read novel or books like this now but more focusing on my SPM.
Duh duh, I know. nanana `~
This book wasn't really attract me at all , but when you read it , you would have realize every words, every sentence, every story that author trying to convey to readers are impressive.
I found no pointless in that book. It's like everything in it as a soul. A complete one.
Well , a writer should have felt that way to write a book right.

Ps : I was thinking about this guy when I read this book , and I felt it's a little like him but not that worse. And yes, zhuzhu cause of you I read this kind of book. Still I wonder can I get to help you a little in future, cause you know, we aren't in a face to face condition.



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There you go.
Here comes INCEPTION.
A quite complicated story.
Mm-hmm.
You guys should watch this , it's amazing and ~~fantastic? ha
Impressed me.

And then I woke up after a half hour sleep around 2.30am. Felt someone's hand around me, and there I saw illusion my room's window opened and someone trying to cover my mouth after I scream " Thief Thief ! ".
It just a dream anyway, when I awake and realise no one is around and I didn't really scream at all.
This scare me , I couldn't forget last time. If , If I really in my room that day in the middle of night. I would have been ...ahha` something bad.
But this kind of like imprinted in my mind and become an influence for me staying alone in my room.


I hated dreams. I never like them.
I told babe how I've been struggling over my feeling towards these.
Always, there's someone trying to take my life or kill me. Keep chasing me over and over again.. different environment , different type of "runaway style", different time..but mostly night.
And I never know what's coming in the end, and I don't want to know.
It's so scary and I would have always imagine things like this happen on me when I standing alone down at the street.

Let's see.
I am not trying to sound like a psycho .. but I hated these all.
Falling from a high building and trying to grab something..clench my fist and felt nothing in it..and still I am falling ..unbearable pressure.

Ps : Aww ! D: This is the reason I can't play roller coaster





Friday, August 6, 2010

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生活的步伐与规律是自己定下的`不会因为某些人某些事停留`
没有谁干扰谁`只有自己理不好的道理