我愛他 - 叮當

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

Faker

Faker existed. So that Justice is a lie.

Don't know. Just so f up that everyone be like that.

Just feel like ending up everything.
Shut Down my brain.

Describing person

After 3 weeks. Still , my class English lesson still in Chapter 1 - Describing personalities.

Teacher asked us to write an essay about a person.
Who influence you in your life and changed you.
There's one person pop out in my mind.

I actually raise my hand up and ask
" teacher , can you tell us a story about you? Someone who influence you in your life? "
" Ahh` So you guys are trying to waste time " - Cikgu
( cause she gave us 20 minutes to discuss what we should write..lame )
End up she didn't tell us any story.

Hmm.
the problem is, I forget about the memories.
And.. how to write eh.

Should back to a blog ..
used to describe this person .. :O
Might help.

AHHHH But I don't feel like going to school TMR!
So !
I want SKIP sch. Shhh

Colour of Life

Not to deny , but admit.
Lesbo is good. =D
Lesbi ? its for Charlene haaaaa


Not to deny , but admit.
The sky is blue , it will never be dark except you describe it when it's going to rain.
The grass is green , it won't turn yellow unless there's no sunlight & water.
My heart is red , it will only turn black If I smoke.

People always say , memories fade.
But I couldn't see one colour belongs to memory , know why.
Because every colour is memory.

I was upset and down .. it's black.
In a romantic situation , it's purple or pink.
When happy , it's yellow.
That's my colour.

.....

Someday , you would have to let someone to go their own way.
It's up to you to make a decision cause God gave us freewill.
To choose.

If you want me to choose colour for my life.
I would choose black & white.
Everything happen in life can be black or white.
When I made a decision , it represent one color.

When you gone.
It's grey.

And I fall in love into grey this year.
Black + White = Grey

You made my life into Grey.
you gave me happiness and sadness.

can the "cold"
let go of you?

Can I not to be alone
for
one night?

current emo music :

Banana !

Start from today , babe gang have to start to speak English when communicate. =P
It's for our own good right. Time to be banana

Huu !
My converse ! =3 mwahaha
The latest which is same with Xiang :x (weee kama!)

Went to sch for exams , then SPBT meeting.
So embarrassing in front of the junior.. So unpersuasive :x

After that joined Leeweeeeei to watch 大日子woohoo~
It's nott boring at all! You will laugh and keep staring on the screen only.
It is much better than the others barat movie :x
You guys should really watch it ..

Start to find tuition centre .. Now I get to find two place, just need someone to fetch me.


Quite emo right now.
Was chatting with MKay , send her some songs..and start listening emo music.

Ciao !

Aku Emo

仰望着天空
看不见你的思念
你只不过是天上的一朵云
如果可以
我想把爱放在云朵里，
风一吹，把你和爱也带走...
你只是我天空里的一个过客...

2008 year , when i was 15

无聊没事做 結果回去了gt-lover 看看

没什么耐心看那些自己写的华文posts
原来两年前的我是那样的
那时候的我们 都在学习面对生活上的问题
友谊 有问题就在部落格写 当场说道歉

现在的我们
则没那么直接 ... 有时候敷衍了事 -.-

对呀 2008 很开心
对呀 2009 很emo
对呀 2010 超背叛 ..
2010 年 彼此的友谊比一切都重要

sorry , I don't know how to describe in Mandarin.
Lost the feeling of writing.


Sometimes , we do look back.
Sometimes, we must not look back.

猪
:+: 天天开心 :+:

哈哈
It had been a long time.
somehow the memories fade
All remember is happiness we shared
and also forgot
what happened made us apart

Sometimes, it's hard to hold
Sometimes, you need to think when to hold

22 of Jan

My first performance in a band.
At Taylor College.. get to meet a new friend- Amy Goh
A girl I said she was cute b4 she graduated last year.
Just singing one song.. but it's fun.
Bryant , you rock! =3

Daddy called around 10pm but my phone not with me. :\
The event end around 12.
After 12 will be another day...

The day everything start to change.. mwahaha.

No basketball , no church , no band.
I lost my way again.. hoho

hmm tuition , school , piano , home. Life for 2010 =D

wish me luck !

hope you'll be there for me

Me & myself

Finally , it's 9pm. Finally ... I'm free.
-.-

What a life.
Woke up at 5am , then facebook.
School history exam , great didn't study at all.
Sch end ... do piano homework , GOSSIP..xDDDD
5Bai's Gossip topic is funny.. Lolx x.o.x.o
Computer class 4-5pm ... took LRT , mum fetch there and go buy dinner ...6pm reach home.
Batheee and practice piano..
7.30 piano lesson ... 1 hour ++ .. :x

I am home
I am alone
I am sleepy
I don't want to eat my dinner la :\
I don't feel like study my chem & addmaths
I don't want emo either.

All I want is ..
weeeeeeeeeeee
to hear from Daddy.. =D
He didn't call me for 2 weeks le :x

I MISS YOU

This is how my life now
Accept it
And be strong

Papa I love you

Family

Morning

I don't like this feeling..
After sleeping for .. 7 hours and still my eyes lid heavy.

what I am getting frustrated is about my bro.
Irritating human being. Impolite and rude.
Slept around 9.40pm , around 1am heard someone talking harshly to my mum.
Who else , there's only 3 person in this house now.
Mother is the Greatest woman in this world.
She did everything to you ..and now you talk to her like this. I would say , Fuck Off you.
Your bloody attitude made me sick.

I wish to be at Indonesia with my dad this Cny.
How do you feel if you have to be alone to celebrate ur tradition festival ?
How do you feel if your parents still have to work on CNY ?
And we were having fun and dressing nicely.
Complaining not enough money to buy clothes.
That's what we do.
Sucks that I finally realise something else ytd.
Sorry I didn't want to cry infront of you.
...

but u are the only one
i would cry and show u
hows my feeling
my beloved friend.
Z

Need go church :\

I need to go church.
Repentance. Something in me made me feel so sad.
Something that might be happening and I dn't know what is it.

Moral test paper tmr. Don't think I can do it since I no morality.

Things I really wanna do
1. Go to beach and scream
2. Sing out loudd
3. Cry til tears dry up. -.-
1.1 - wo yao qu Genting.

Just in abrupt collapse for no reason.

Lord
Forgive me.

A day with c.c.ah & kama's

Time pass so fast !
Woke up at 8am ! And lateeeee so unable to go merentas desa.
Now I yawning cause woke up too early.

* duh i know u exam earlied =p
dun blow me

Then blablabla

Went to Midah psr mlm with this c.c.ah & his gang of friends.
They are quite funny...and all are friendly (:
Their friendship are like..wow =x

c.c.ah and I walk walk and his friend walk themselves.
We Both talked alot craps .. keep pointing the winnie the pooh & fishball. xD

" Fishball ! omg omg .. " - me.
" OH ! FISHBALL hahahasss " - LOL by ccah.

he walked with me til public bank after Weixiang called me , and ciao.
scare to talk with this fella laaa.. @@
And Suzuki Swift is damn cool lohhhh ~

went kama there.
Wait Kama until 11.30 .. practice the song.
then ciao.

Tada...
Sleepy !
Ciao

Thanks for the day guys (:
C.C.Ah =D
weeeeee

"Winnie the pooh~"
"I want tiger"

Lovely day =x

wu waaa waaa
wee wang wang `

Crazy today. Guin2 find me to chat and we were chatting for 3hours+ ? xD
Then I start to be crazy and ask yuuji to join the crazy stuff.
Tada!



well it's my idea =P copy guinguin dp.

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Wake up in the morning ~~ stomach pain
My bro & I both.. zz
Then mom "bou" the gok fah 凉水 for us.
Get to drink after school..
Gotong royong at school today.. lalalass
Sorry P.yan cause I played in the SPBT =P
After school I didn't back home but stay and accompany Apple.
Only one sprenger member stay for the marching practice.. then I join to kacao and help out =p

My cousin ask me go her house , but night no one send me home :\ didn't go.
End up going back home around 3.
Load drama for mom and found this website Http://sogoideas.com

then start my crazy section in MSN =D .

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Merentas desa tmr ! I go duty =D
gah yaoooo

wee
go out tmr night ! =D

200 posts

after few years using this blog. Finally it comes to the 200posts.

since I come back from sch , I am alone.
It had been 2 and half hours.. But I feel the time more than that.
Done addmaths homework , phy no book cannot do.

got nothing to do.
nah , I dun want to do revision.. I hate to the serenity and it makes me feel solitary.

I just want to go out and spend time.

Why do people want to be at home alone.
I want daddy ..I wanna mum here , I want my brothers always stay at home.
I want a pet that can accompany , I want a plant for me so that I can look at it and feel more relax.

But there is a lot of thing I have to do at home ..wash the clothes and blaaaa

Why dream so much ..
and why you all expect for luxurious but all you have is loneliness.

Blame It On the Pop

I know you want pop . I know you want dance , I know you want rock n roll.~

So baby don't worry , it's alright it's alright ``

Nice songggg laa ! :x
knock you down down down``` ~


There's lot homework to pass up tmr.
Done Komsas , but I am here in front of the computer.
trying not to think anything about you.
But you know wht,
I can get to know a lot of thing through the net..
this is what I hate the most when using computer.

guess shud just on msn and listen song , do homework.

xD


* blame it on the pop blame it on the dance blame it on the rock n roll

Baby, don’t worry, it’s alright, a-alright when it knocks you down

Somewhere far along this road,

Stressed out, I wanna let it go, I feel down, down, down

Tired Day

It's Monday ! :x
So tired now ...going to skip my dinner again and sleep.
10 mins more i'm going to slp.. 7pm

Do my peka around 2 to 4.30 am.. =.=
Realise I didn't finish it when I kemas my books.

Tired ! Slpy!
ciao =)

Hope you score well in your quiz

Happy Bday Ruth ! 10 was my bad day

10 of Jan

Well , as usual ..I woke up late cause no sch.
I made red bean tang shui with tang yuan for my lunch.
Then , I use computer for a while ...then start to sort out my homeworks.
Blaaaa

Realise there's ton of homeworks. :\
Mum ask me to eat grape , but i am like ..going downstair , eat few biji , go upstair do thing..
keep go down and up.. :x
Done my tatabahasa , then 6.20, mum go work , fetch me to LRT , sendiri go jusco find buku komsas.
Great lo me..last minute only go buy...
MPH no stock , take bus to Leisure Mall ...got scold by the bloody driver.
His eyes like evil ..really like evil !
Popular no stock.. == went in speedy , saw some american artist music disc.
I WANTT !!

sorry to yuuji :x

then cute cute come and get me and we go Petaling street popular find.
When we get there, it closed. And saw those employee going back home... Dots

Fine , gave up just tell teacher I tak dapat beli.
went Pudu " wei sek gai " , cute2 makan , I makan fishball.. weee
Back home.
Wash sch uniform and pj clothes =.=
Currently drying off by the fans & air-con.
on9 find komsas note ... and here I am

..

how much I wish that
you will be here with me ,
so i won't be alone to go out at night,
almost get lost,
and scold by bladi driver,
people staring at me while waiting someone,
to get me,
and teman me


How much I wish
it was you...

11 of Jan

Happy Birthday RUTH !!

I know there's something happened
But still ,
I am here wish you have a good and nice birthday !
Happy 18

Weeeeee The Last Minute !

aku aku apa pun Last minute!
=D

Suppose wake up around 9am but late..
then didn't wash my hair..teacher msg me...10.15am lesson !
:\
rush ..brush teeth , change clothes...cycled to teacher's house.
Lol ..quite a nice lesson. :x

then , cycled bck home..mama & gorgor wanna go eat.. I joined =D
Went Jusco for new clothes after that until 4.30 only back.
Practice piano for awhile and try play "shuo ni ai wo" by - S.H.E ..weee I can!
So rush..to bath and eat my dinner.
Nowadays I dn't like eat dinner one...bread or milo will do. =P
Kama reached my house so early and i still chewing my rice..
Then went to studio for jamming.. I mean they Jamming.
I sit there watch..=D

nice la kamaaaaaaaaaaaaa =)
then I sang Love Story lala so fun !! had a BLAST today.
after that awe =.= went to the nasi lemak mamak.. I ate McD frieds =DDDD
love McD

Cute cute cars de song awesome... KOREAN !


LOVE Korean and Band songs =p

Can I perform? :x i wanna I wanna I wanna

got back around 11.30 :D thanks guyss

Kama You are AWESOME
keep the mood
Have fun at HK

weeee ! I stand up and the wind blows toward me
my hair messy and i feel nice with it
and Shahz driving..
speed up speed up , I'll be high xD

wo bu hao

今天 我并不好 ...
我想你了...

只怪我， 执著想要买那顶帽子 ..
谢谢leeweeeei ... only I try to forget that.

当你回来
我不再是那个我 ..

.....

So damn tired.
Got back home around 10pm ++
Didn't practice my piano for longsss
New Year is coming , why I didn't hear anyone talking about it?
Is it all growing up and have their own plan ..

Ms/Mr Dot & Question Mark

Wish you all the best in your exam

Always be happy

Lyn , still I need you there like before.. hho

我冷血的愛

聊了很多很多
Very emo right now. Listening to my current emo song. - 雨愛
...

Be strong

Worry about how are you now.

I'll be there if you need me.

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Form3 因為一篇文章 老師說我冷血
我承認 ...
這場戀愛 ，也隨著我的冷血.. 漸漸被遺忘
I am not that care into anything.
When thing changed , I follow and try to get used to it.
This is how I call my cold-blooded attitude.
No care No care and No care.
Gradually it comes to an end.
An end that the fact I like you within this cold-blood heart.

那天雨下不停
很害怕 很害怕某瞬間會有誰破窗而入..again
不敢Text你 也沒必要
天氣很冷
但身體在那幾天都比之前高溫
在想 是不是一切停止了

當我很冷 你的擁抱
沒想象中溫暖
只怪當時 依然保留著冷血的愛
卻不知道 你的好

我很好
冷血的愛還在持續


我遷就 ，我忍讓
嘗試適應你過的生活
你的所謂繁忙 推翻了我一切的努力
到最后
我還是很冷淡的 靜靜的
聽著你說結束一切

我不喜歡雨天
晴天才是我的[天空]

我不需要溫暖的愛
我只是酷酷的 冷冷的
在自己的晴天里 期待著某個雨天
會有一雙溫暖的手
讓我改變

it's craps

New Blogskin!

Weeee
Muh new blogskins

Took me quite a long time to edit it.
Well , just mix mix with other skins...
and there's lot of code I didn't know what is it. =.=
End up mess up everything and re-do it.


Suppose is Nana Mika Nakashima's picture.
And the blogskin is about emo still ..
but I changed it to this cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee man tou =D


Alright, this is 1st post of 2010.
Sch was awesome on first day , worse on 2nd day.

Keep my mouth shut better...

Hold my love for you

Cold love