You're not a good listener

You're not a good listener..
You never listen to what i say..
You never know what the mean i say..
you never...
I never cry...
I never listen the word u said..
I didn't know the mean of you said..
I lost it..
Now I'm regret..
I want to hold your hald...
but i can't..
I can wait...but the time didn't wait for me..
Things changing..
there got no chance..

Brother arguing with mother..
noise keep coming up my head..
Can you talk to me and listen to what i say?
I'm waiting..
1 month more..you go for National Service..
I wonder when can i see you again..

你要加油哦！

假期已经接近两个星期...
但仿佛已过了一个月似的，
岁月不留人... 突然开始知道什么是寂寞.
成长的过程中，寂寞是最主要的...hehe
你要加油哦~ 虽然SPM已过，但我看到你正为未来打算着..
当然，我就是那默默支持你的fans~
不要放弃... 我也要为自己打气！
在这11天里，弟弟和妈妈都病了..妈妈说话还不清楚。
我就帮妈妈多做点家务..但总觉得不够，妈妈总是好像不喜欢...
妈妈最疼弟弟了..我了解，我是家里唯一的女儿，也是中间那个...><
妈妈总是关心哥哥学不学驾车，做不做工..弟弟有没有吃药，去那里玩..
而我，妈妈总是要知道我有没有帮她做这做那..不过那也是应分。
有一天，我paint了一张图。一座山，满天星，绿森林..夜空。
有人跟我说，星星代表我的希望，山，是我要继续走下去的路..夜空，是我宁静的心..森林，是我思绪宽阔...我想得开。 说中了~那是我。 所以，我跟妈妈说，我要买图画纸..妈妈也没反对，它应该是看见了我的图画旁写了 "放松心情看着夜空，那就不会寂寞..成长中~"..
Sigh.. 我总是那么喜欢看着天空...因为，那是希望.....
我不知我在做什么..

Walala`..Lov3-!s-Ntg..
TO ME~..
It's such a lie...love is ntg?..lol`
I hate that...hate that...hate that..
I wish all of you who got a good relationship..yao zhen xi!!..
thx god..
the day i say give up..the day i begin to stand up..
i gv up on u.. i run for my future..thx for you

I dream you?

I dream you..lolol. Coz Sy hug me so many time in class ytd. And all the classmate looking at us..lol.
SY.. i dream SC when i sleep coz u hug me in class...lolz
the feel is...warm? it's very comfortable..that i know, haha.
anyway, i'm just hugging him from back and the hand put on his neck. And take me cross the road...zadao..

Last day of school..

wulala` ytd was last day of school.
I didn't play with them, laugh with them, joke with them.
What i do?..I sitting at my place and read the book wrote by "zhang xiao xian".
L.MunKay asked me , "You like to read book?" "not really..i just read when i'm ntg to do."
In this year, i learnt many..yeah~~But thr got many times i read story book didn't bother anyone.
Lolz..that's the loneliness..
I cry coz when i heard the sound of laugh by my classmate. I bend down myself and i cry. They tot i just too tired and wanna sleep, but i'm crying thr. my eyes are pain after that..LOL!!
I wonder what will happn to me next year. Melia will beside of Mawar, this is what they said.
PMRPMR..i scare..
Tuesday was HSM dance competition, we dance well..rock~..
Shook Yeng and Mich dance solo..shuffle~~.EE i want!..haha
Ytd, we got the result. We got 2nd place. and the present will be given on next year..zadao.
Now on, it's another beginning for me.

A SPECIAL DAY`

Trip for my life. I meet 1 friend which really experienced many thing b4. He tell me many, and we chat and chat. I'm boring abt love....that kind of thing. really make me gone crazy.
Anyway, i don't hv that kind of stuff prob now.
7am i wake up. (But i sleep at2.30am coz rain) , i went out with sy, we keep chatting with each other. And didn't play bball. LOLZ..
I trust her, she trust me..that's the important thing... Next year we'll be seperate coz diff classes.
I'm already for what i'll face next year. /Something will change definitely!..Friendship.
But i'll keep on it.. everybody is ready for the PMr too.. I think i should do many revision for it.
Thanks god..
I will be seldom on9 since holiday begin. GAMBATEH!

Today need to wake up early for sch. I just dapat one certificate. But enuf to me.
I tot today teacher will teach us today. But no teacher come also. And 2 Melur- Kenanga need go to form3 classes. 3 MAwaR class is at the banglo. They always say got that "thing".. OMG! scare scare. But the class is really .. nice for study. How to say? Not bad.
If i drop classes, I'll go to Kenanga..that class is kong bu then others. is the last class of that row!!..Dark dark..

It's too free in the class. Then we discuss abt the High School Musical. We choose a nice song(can't say at here).. I'm being lonely..2LW , Sy, and Vv also didn't come.
After sch, i go to "yang guang" with Pk, and i meet new frenz (pk frenz) ... I'm happy.

Wong Ann Yu..dun simply say "someone" is "someone" GF. LaME..

If you ask me how was my exam? I can tell you that.. from now begin, no matter what i do... i just want happy. that's the word. "happy". I don't care i got failed or what.. I care how my parents feel.. what would they think abt me?

I draw scenery..no.. i paint it. didn't even draw. I'm not thinking anything. Just paint. There is a dark blue colour for the sky. And the dark green colour for the forest. And i try to paint moutain thr.. this is the 2nd i do this kind of thing..natural scenery. I feel...joy~ I write " try to imagine the pic in real, you won't be lonely ".. I did it. But just a few min.
I love midnight. But i hate midnight. I love to watch scenery, which full of star. I hate watching it with no one, and it's feel kind of terrible.. Midnight...I'm gonna say goodbye to you. When the 1st day of holiday.. I try to slp earlier and wake up earlier. So, 12am is over..

EnEn` thanks alot...