I wonder if you read
or you don't even remember i have a blog
or you don't care at all.

I apologise for all my assumption on you.
And all the Illusion I have on my own, and then blame it on you.

But I am just expecting to have more you put on others, that you will put on me.
That's all.

Is fine, u say we see each other like all day long
and is really a less min u spend with other.
Then i screw thing up by a sentence u talk to other and argument comes up blababla.

It doesn't matter how long you spend with one person
or one minute you spent with the person.
It matter is how you communicate with the person even just for a second, a minute, an hour.

Things screw up.

The 4 months break.
I wish us goodluck.
Cause I will try to care not shit about approaching you anymore.
Cause I live on my own, my pride, my selfishness.