Reopen sch soon!!! I'm nervous cause I'm going to study at 7.30am!!
I'm happy that i ca sleep earlier and wake up earlier..
because i can see the sun rise~~ how beautiful it is..
According to my plan , i shud sleep at 9pm and wake up at 5.30.
15min for shower time and 15min for take on my uniform and tie my hair.
I should take part tuition lesson, and study on Saturday.
I know i always said " i shud do"..but the end i nvr do.. lame
control myself~ control myself!! ..
everybody +u+u .. erm
Dun gv pressure for myself now.. I know everyone will be crazy for facing the exam..
Relax~
Yes! gambateh !

The happiest family that i ever seen..
He , as a father of two children , a husband of a wife..
I'm impress this family ..
He, is my uncle .. my father's brother..
He and his family now live in S'pore.. He's a chef,same as my dad.
I still remember what i had asked him, " How can you communicate with ur children even you only study Chinese? " , and he told me.. " I use many time to learn English, it's necessary.. It help my job, my future , my life... and English is national language , dn't give up on it ".. admire!!
I'm thinking , how long time he had took for learning English? He must be evry hardworking and did many research.
I don't know how to describe .. he's a role model of his children.
Everywhere there are, any question his children dn't understand..he try to explain to them..
to tell them which is right, which is wrong..
I think , his children must be have a good future.. cause they learnt many from their father.

YO! Christmas! This must be my happiest time of Christmas day~..
My bro& I said t my mum that we bbq at Deckson's house.. yea.we did..
I'm the only girl.. but it's just normal to me..
After bbq , we played games.. 10pm..we went to Sg.Wang for countdown.
Lolz~ Ah wai- my neighbour, he drives really fast..and it just like sitting on a racing car.. fun~
okay, we walked til a place and sit down for take a rest.
Yea! I called Ruth by using the card which belongs to a stranger..
I picked up at 24/12 afternoon at the Leisure Mall shopping mall after i watched "I AM LEGEND" with my friend..
I didn't hear the sound of countdown .. people keep spraying on the girls..gang~
Lolz..I'm the only girl in the gang! They called me to walk at the front, so no one know which gang i belongs to... And I'll get spray, and they will "attack" back..
Oh right, there's a gang,..they suddenly count "1,2,3"..and run toward us for "spray war".
Idk where I'm running.. there's a person keep chasing me..=.=
We back to Deckson's house for the second time BBQ!
BBQ..play games..til my mum call me the third time at 3.30am..
Then we play the last round of game.. then i said.." Merry Christmas!" and spray to them..
yea...very fun~!!! But I think dn't hv the second time..
4.30..I'm too tired.. I dried up my hair then sleep.. guess what time i wake up?
3pm at the other day...=.=
yea...fun

A lonely shadow when sunset..
sitting on playground,
then go down the street..
she doesn't know what's the real world like..
she's being alone...
The only partner with her now,
is the music ..
even the music can't make the world more colorful,
but still ,
it is the only sound with her now...
And she's not alone now..
but with a lonely shadow...

PAVILION~~~!!!
ytd i went to PAvilion with my family.
My bro said, thr got abt 13 rooms of cinema~!
Thr got so many restaurant , "Japan Chakcoal Steak" ~~ Next time I'll go in thr if i got money.. hoho.. We all ate at the restaurant name " LiJin " .. chinese cuisine..
wow` the dim sum very expensive.. but I'm enjoyed it...
Let's see... White Christmas ~~ Actually i steal the pic from the other person blog..haha

I'll nvr have whatever i need...
Who is me?
An object of the world... ...
No point for online...
thanks for my blog...
you're the only one i can share everything..
jin tian , wo hao bu kai xin...
Is that friends are important to me?
I'm happy when I'm with my family.. not friend...
I'm unhappy with my friend.. they seems like all faker..
so, who am i?.. I dunno what i need.. so i dn't need to hv anything..
from the world.. worthless to be too nice...

The Style Of Richard Clayderman - romantic piano
Why am i sitting in front of the com and doing nothing?
I should not on9..
it's boring...
it's wasting my time..
it's no fun..
but.. the only thing i always do when i on9 is..
Open my MSN...check out that Ruth got on or not..or Vicky..
go t Ruth's blog..
then turn mine...

Ytd, i went t hospital to let the doc check ..
and I'm okay... and i dn't nid t eat the BITTESTTTT medicine..
I watch tv at home.. enjoying~
8pm..ntg to do with me... so i hear the disc i buy..
Richard CLayderman..
then i fall in sleep.. til the other day...
guess how many hours i sleep for?...15 =.=...
and i didn't watch "why why love"..

my life = watch tv , hear song , check out blog , drawing , and sleep..

I watch ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS today..
yea~ last min only decide to watch it.. if not I'll regret.
My friend keep say.." dun la..I want I am Legend! "
lolx...when "AST" come out..my friend keep said.." DAMN CUTE"..
I'm happy to watch it .. and I can know how happy Ruth is..
yes... I'm happy of that~

Back home - I'm not that tired..
My bro is watching Ratatuoille? how to spell..whatever..is abt the RAT - REMY..
but i watched it at Cinema b4..
After that , we watch Evan Almighty.. lolz~ is funny...and ...weird...
GOD~BIBLE~and...FLOOD..

After ate my lunch.. I still wanna watch tv..
but all the show are boring.. so i watch the disc which my mum took back 3 days ago..
lame...is boring too...
Okay...I'm tired.. but i stil need to bath , hang up all the clothes , fold the clothes which dried..and wash dishes...it seems like a lot of job..
I just done some of them~.. and listen to the disc i bought this afternoon..
It cost RM35.90 only! and 6 disc!..erm...is all piano music..
And now i on9... but I feel no mood when i on9...
Life~ see ya~

it's hurt````...
no...it isn't...
I dunno that is friendship...
or relationship...

Don't say what u dunno..
don't pretend like you know it..
what shud i do?
I'm confused...

I'm happy today...
And enjoy chat with Kj, Ruth and tt Francis..
lolz...
Francis let me see his pet..guinea pig
wow/~ damn cute
but i scare it.. it's big..as my two hands..
Mayb i dun hv time to have it..haha
My parents sure will say.. " you want a pet for what...did u got time for it? "
lolx.. wuu... a fish also good la~
see ya~

I wish i have a pair of wings ...
fly to the world which belongs to us...
but there will nvr be...
the wish will nvr come true...
I wish to have a pair of wings..
to fly to ur world...not us...
to feel wat u feel..
to see what u see..
to enjoy what you enjoy...
when you're sad...I'm sad..
when you're happy...I'm happy...
I used the way to be with you...
but it nvr achieve my mind..
I just wish to have it...
but my mind keep say that..
you're worthless to be like...
I'm waiting...
waiting for nothing...
for no reason...
the wings will never be on my shoulders...
and all i want is ur shoulders...

Today is a sunny day..
I went to piano class with full confidence
coz i know i can play the song well~ yea~ I use 1 week then learn it~

Francis confessed to the girl he like..lol
I'm happy met Kejin * Frans through RUth..
She always intro friend to me..lolz

i'm not stress..
I feel like I'm not same as the others..
I always alone..
But i enjoying it..
Maybe I'm alone...and not lonely..
Everyday , watch AXN - CSI ..
hear song..play com...
Sometimes , i dun like my friend sms me..is annoying..

I'm waiting the day i become 18... i can do whatever i want..
I'll got the guts to watch movie myself..
to play basketball myself..just only me..
the vent the anger with every way..

Kj asked.. When end of the world..blabla
i dunno wat he's talking abt..
I scare die..
When end of the world ,
I wish to have a peace of death...

Thr are somebody caring me
Who is that?
I wonder why he be so cool to me
And now he keep ask me to rest..
It's hard to understand what he's thinking

Coincidence between us?
Or providence?... to trust the god arranging everything?
Plans - will nvr achieve
Plans - will nvr end
Plans- will nvr work out
What should i do for the plan anymore?

It's hard to wait somebody coming to you
It's hard know what the person want
Lack of communication
Lack of meeting
Lack of trusting..

There another person
to instead of you or not..
I ain't got full of confidence
to wait the day you back
It's hard..

LOLX.. back from hospital ..no is "hotel"..
the service of the "hotel" are really good!
need diao shui and inject..lolz
Ain't got pain when injection..kinda fun~ no feeling..
after 21 hours stay at "hotel" , i went back back..
Then i jog with my mummy...
Actually i just have a walk thr (new park near my house)..
Sigh`
I can't eat too much thing..
Sometimes , is good to be a patient .

Christmas is coming~
What should i give Ruth?..
Erm...to send the present is a prob too~
Aiyer~..My bro wanna send present too...he kao lui?
lolx!!!
Okay~
she ask me what i want?...Suprise~~ I don't want..wakaka!
But i nvr receive any Christmas present...
Yuuji!...Shud i ask u out to celebrate b4 u go to NS?
erm..I don't have the guts...

Shakugan no Shana! 夏娜！！
I finish watched it!!!!
I love Shana!... kawaii nerh~
Shana love Yuuji.. lollol..he didn't hear that...sucks
dai jium derh~ he will know one day...
continue Shakugan no Shana II!!

Super Dancer online-Extreme...REOPEN!!

Who is interesting can go to this website...---> www.xdo.com.my

What a cool game..
When i start to play it..I'm not nervous..
But then... I'm moody. I don't know why~
I play for alone...and i'm thinking abt what i told Ruthie..
: your happy is my happy :
If I'm not happy..will she same too?
She tot I'm angrying..hoho
But xdo is v4.5 .. so, that's not many song as China SDO..
China Sdo soon have v5.6 to play~
but XDO is enuf~

watashiwa aishiteru

I used to this silence since I'm alone...
Would we meet in this holiday?
Impossible...
Will you miss me when you go for national service?
Impossible...
Would you celebrate Christmas with me?
Impossible...
Would you... would you...

Confession is easy...that is what ruth said..
just.." i loveeeee youuuuu !! "... zzz
I won't say that...but i will say...
watashiwa aishiteru...
Yuuji - I'll miss you - Shana


Today ruth is mad..and no mood..
Coz Kejin splash him cold water...
cycle?..I nvr do that for a long time...
If i can..I wish to cycle with you...
If i can...I wish to share everything with you..
wo bu liao jie ni...that's what i know today..
your attitude..your behavior..
coz..
there got one line..between us...
On9 and Real life..

wakada...aishiteru,..