300 POST ; Happy dog

Post 300.

新的开始.. 等待六月的来临

正所谓 旧的不去，新的不来...
电话坏了可以再买

可是生命不能挽回.
Happy2不在了，某人的粗心大意，把小狗送去下面世界了。
那个人一定也不好受，别怪他了。

拿了另一只小狗回来，
却怀念Happy2, 我昨天读书前还喂它喝美禄 ，
我自己很饿，看它好象也很饿就分一点。

有一点后悔昨晚介绍Happy2时说
“ I said OUT , no coming in ” ...真可笑。
这下真的是OUT了


你说啊
生命是不是很珍贵？



是的



和我们没缘

绮，奔跑吧！

自由
请在适当的时候来
我不想英文作文写的是废话 哈哈

27日
终于在这天，和堂姐们见面了
伯母变了，那现在有心事找谁聊？ 人真的随时都在变

去了妈妈好朋友的餐厅
很喜欢那边的景色
也许会在那里打工


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下雨

我怀念你 910 =\
最爱就是你的keypad.

我
2010
耍白痴

2010 年 4 月
生活开始变了
你回到我的世界
我找到了自己 却开始怀疑自信在哪
无法去信任
力量仿佛不见了

你
No.1 PoohPooh & pitpooh
可怜 没合照

No.2
sneaker鞋子水壶
可怜 现在都受过伤

No.3
你
热爱电子吉他
说要我好好学钢琴
也很可怜 蓝色伴侣没在 没合照

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小狗，和我一样
其实它很寂寞
我却总是回到家对着它说 " I said OUT , No coming in "
不可以进家里。

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今天
domino's

Onion Ring
耍白痴

Adam & Me

Masjid jamek

thank you Adam for the day =]

不知几时开始
我又撒谎 而不觉得guilty
抱歉 我没立刻回家
因为我只想见一见傻瓜
也许我今天会好一点

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四月九日
说过最后一次见面
但我发神经 把你叫出来
但是 昨晚你还是没来
也只好疯疯癫癫 和朋友拍照耍白痴
Did something illegal at legal restaurant. xD
Err ..well .. lalala

算了
今天以后 不想见你.. hahaha!


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一个月的乱跑经验
呵呵 傻瓜 这不好玩 但我很喜欢

你会不会和我一起
今天以后 开始努力?
我要抓紧你不放，要不然 你一定跑走..

呵呵 也许不会
因为我们都有自己的生活
我还没能妥协
还没能自己走下去...


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烂透了
烂人





我知道 六月会是很不一样的开始
对你 对我

但我还是会牵着你的手
就像我信里写的

绮 奔跑吧

budong

同道中人吗？
错了..

我们的生活都很乱
乱透了..

I said I will pull you back,
and now you pull me back.
So what now? 互相就是了？

呵呵

一起发傻的时候真的很开心..

雨影

发觉部落格是我的唯一...
会让我spout whatever nonsense


我爱你 雨影

Lost

Thank you. N

Always there to console me when i need helps.


yea,
no one understand me.


maybe no one will be there for me.

so then i runaway

and dont even know myself is escaping.

lost my confidential

lost trust

lost myself.

lost direction

great.

Runaway

I just wanna scream and lose control

throw my hands up and let it go

forget about everything and run away

i just wanna fall and lose myself

laughing so hard it hurts like hell

forget about everything and run away

27 Reunion dinner 28 - paktor day xDD

I am happy to meet my cousin again. =]
We have a little chat.. happy =D


LOL , Maybe you didn;t realise.
But everyday of May we meet each other, just like paktor. haha craps!

Go ur hse study or else LM jalan2. Dotdot.


to be continue

Oh Shit !

Oh SHIT !

To all my friends , please give me your phone number again. =x
I lost all of your contact.
Please please please!
If not I really wuwaaaaaa

I am sorry if I didn't reply your msg.
Might not have phone to use for quite a long time.
:X
Anyone have spare mobile phone ? :___:


Thanks to Mr.MA T



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谢谢你
愿意帮我..
慌了，第一个想到就是你..
love you so muchieeeee ya

影子

哥哥和Sara

我說過 影子不會反抗

It's 25 of May ! This reminds me of my piano exam is around the corner.

Gonna eat alone tonight? Siapa teman aku? =x
Go out? Cook? haha

胡言亂語

小凱元。
剛開始我只知到第一個寶寶叫凱凱.
看，這是她的二寶. =D

以前我們常聊些心事，看她已經當媽媽了...
我還曾經很支持她開花店... 但現在沒聯絡. =x

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生命是多麼的神奇
胡言亂語

我要睡覺
我要吃東西
我要雪糕 !!
我要巧克力 Lindt!

我要 ... 好起來

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我忘了妥協...
我想是時候妥協了

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Your umbrella is very useful. =]
When I holding it ,I keep spin it round and round.
Looking at the shadow of the umbrella.
Feel like taking a photo of it.

Oh , my pink devil umbrella~ella ella eh eh~

Dawn

是啦 我很得空.. -.- 不读书 我就是这么坏 啦啦

On the way back home around 7pm. Saw the sun is red colour and sangat bulat !

I can't take photo cause my direction to my house is North.

Needa thanks to the person who help me take the phone =x

和堂姐聊了聊

觉得生活真的很不同...

其实我对她对着世界的看法更有兴趣..

她部落格提到 “有真心朋友的人，应该好好珍惜这段友谊，珍惜身边所有的人，学会原谅”

也许我们生活差太远了.. 我很幸运不是吗？

放心，你会找到的 =]

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毕业后，是一个恐惧。

我可以不要面对吗?

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真是个笨蛋

傻瓜

...

事情不能像太阳升起，到时间就下山.

如果事情那么简单就好

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消减

就让我伪装

我嘴角不削

让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我保留我最后一点点的特权

Life

Job 33.29
God gives each of us chance after chance to be saved from death and brought into light that gives life.

Job36:15-23
Job 36:18 - Don't let your anger and the pain you endured make you sneer at God.



Mr.B , do you rmb the question ?
Remember I told you " Someone's part of my life ".
I have seeking for an answer, when nobody is perfect, you are only 50% , and ur partner will be another 50%.
But I know, when I tell you that sentence, my mind was thinking that person is another 50%.
Sound exaggerate right?

Well , I will ask the question myself..

So what if I tell you you're my soul?

So don't leave me.

Shadow

谢谢你 ...
好久没有在茶餐室吃西餐..as in breakfast.
最后一次与家人吃，是几年前在Pertama某某茶餐室。哈


不够睡

谢谢妳 让我在你家休息
我睡不着 ... but很累
不过，有一瞬间我是真的跌入睡意中然后又迷迷糊糊...

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是的，拿着相机到处拍
这样的天气，这样的感觉..
要等多少天才能有？

昨天错过了拍摄的机会 ，今天就一定要有个交代。
Camera's noise isn't nice. The photos not really nice though.

陪我走

一起荡秋千的日子
是一年前 还是两年前 ?

影子最酷的地方，就是你做什么，它都不会反抗

短暂的快乐 被遗忘在后
就像烟
拍这张照片时候，有一种感觉..
所以蛮喜欢这张

我的最爱
我与影子并联...

End of the day

I made a pose , right hand - a "v" , left hand - 1 finger point out.

dedicated to Hassel, who taught me this =D

more pictures ,
http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=217514&id=712773803&ref=mf

thanks.

A day with Shadow.

Faith

雨影
曾经，我也只是把部落格名为影。
我喜欢下雨天那忧郁的感觉
所以就把影和雨合并。

雨天，
是不会有影子的..
但其实
是你眼看不见
心中的影子
自由自己知道

用雨天来隐藏自己
最适合不过了

Maybe I have to go back to those places I went.

To find back what I've lost.

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A little faith.

Where I should go tmr

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HASSEL

Hassel , give me a specific date.

I miss that place and seriously I wanna go there. =\

I miss those time. =\

Make it fast.

I just can't wait.

x.x

这奇怪的感觉持续了5天
今天是第五天

感觉很好

早上下了场雨

凉凉的

心里凉凉的

醒来凉凉的


我


想你了

这样的感觉

让我开始爱上
这样的生活

我知道
我会再次陷入
那感觉

random

I know I miss you
when I listen the song.

a feeling of hearing a song.

I remember what you wore on the first day
ha

天天开心

Recently fav quote =D
" Pigu " ~ It doesn't sound like those harsh one but with some cute accent.
Ah la, call me I'll teach you how to make it sound cute xD

Alright craps.

去打劫你朋友的鞋帶 !
平結 !
五分钟 二十分钟 !

wuu 老师，你好[恐怖]

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祝你天天开心
by 杨凯元` DOTDOTDOT

serious shit this making me LOL.

好了
傻瓜
天天开心

我也要LOLLIPOP ！！

RANDOM

所有事情都在突然间内

昨天起床后突然间有一种很奇怪的感觉
像是一种回到过去的感觉

直到今天
感觉依然在
开始觉得很不错

但原来我错了
突然间这感觉让我摸不着头
突然间很空虚
突然间很想跑到远远的
突然间想大喊

无言

原来当你找回自己
却要用一段时间去适应
而也因此
不晓得自己是谁

过去不能弥补
现在不能重来

she's lost inside

Keep holding on

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend,
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah!

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

煙花易冷

煙花易冷 - Jay

Everytime I listen to this song, I would have fall into the deepest core.
Well , it actually just 淡淡的傷感. =x

我覺得中國樂器，尤其是笛.. 真的很好聽

SHAGUA 2

I never know I grow a lot.

I used to tell my friends to keep smiling no matter what happen.
And even that is a fake smile, still it is a smile.
I used to tell myself , no matter what happen, after a good night sleep everything will turns out into good. And yes , cause I believed in myself and things really better.
I always tell those friend to keep calm while facing some problem , cause it is really works.

So now I grow, things I seen different.
And those concept I insisted last time had been blow by a strong wind call " GROW "

I can't smile with an easy way like I lost my soul. Yes , I found it back , the Chee people used to call me the "cheerful one" .
And I fall again yesterday , like I losing someone important with no reason. And I don't know why. Don't worry , I am okay now.

It is always a solution to see the person face to face when you had something hidden in ur heart.

I am not good when I wake up this morning, maybe I didnt tell myself to cheer and be calm.
Bringing the emo mood into sleep. So then I decided to walk alone to a better place.
I can't walk far, its too hot out there =\

I know what's the feeling I were having this morning.
I am escaping , trying to hide myself. But I failed.
Remember the day when I broke up with N , I actually hiding myself from him cause I were scared. Sound funny right? That's a feeling telling me things going to change, either good or bad.

So last time wasn't a bad one, cause we still best friend.
So today wasn't a bad one too , cause I do take one step to hold your hand.

I wonder do you feel that, I am holding your hand tightly.
Do not want to let go.

Sorry shagua , now only I read what you write. (near 6pm)
Is that for me? I am confused.
Nevermind , I will always there with you.

Now I see the Choice.
To do it.

God is always so good.
Praise the Lord =]

NO CHOICE

It wasn't about my life.

This is the first time, I am facing a NO CHOICE problem.
Seriously, NO CHOICE.

To do it or not?

Maybe I shouldn't help , and I can't interfere.
So that is , No Choice.

So that is, looking everything fall into apart.
And pretend nothing is going on.
Owh , I can't.

Shagua

Currently at shagua jia.

That fella don't let me sleep on the bed =\\ aku sangat sleepy wei.

:__:

3pm +
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8pm +

The feeling of blasting the songs.
Alright, I admit it's not good.

Compare with singing in a band , this is quite a different experience.
First time, I played the song with a high volume.
First time, I care no one around , sing out loud and express my feeling.
The song keep repeating.

I rmb those time when I am still with you,
I loved band songs and those hardstyle songs.

I didn't know how tired I am,
because of my sickness , I was feel like half dying during the daytime until I back home and shout out loud.

You know that when I said "nothing" , there's something.
You know that when I said " whatever " , i am fed up.
You know that when I said " nvm " , I am escaping.
But you are so far from me since last time until now.
It is just my feeling to want you be around when I am down.

Trying to understand everything that is happening.
Well , there's no answer.
Maybe I shouldn't be so "hyper" over all these.
I should just keep quiet and care no shit.
But what will you do , when you finally found your soul ? And there's someone in a part of your life? Even just 10 percent , it consider as a very high percentage.

So if I want you to be my listener , will you put more attention on me?
haha , nvm , I already know the answer.
I wonder why there's a Baby N ? And I totally forget it after the incident.

I am fatigue.

Realized that I weren't as strong as you. Maybe its kind of way that call escape?
I ever wrote a post about I am snivel , who only know weeping.
Maybe one rather do something alone would be always better.
Maybe it is kind of escaping , but still it's better? to be in your own world.
So now I understand. What made you fall into these all.

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I couldn't tell you Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
I couldn't help her
I just watched her made the same mistakes again.

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有时候

有時候无言不错。
很多事情总是在开口后才知道该不该说...

有时候觉得自己很傻
告诉自己只要快乐就好，但世界就是没那么简单..
为了快乐，而做出决定，甚至有时候是错的
难道简简单单的快乐，就只能这么的短暂？

有时候就是没有的选择
最近总在告诉自己‘注定这两个字的存在意义
注定我在这时候出现，给了不一样的判断，不一样的看法
主角不是我，但你身边的配角，谁被影响了只有自己懂

有时候连矛盾都不如
想要安慰，却找不到适合的字...
简单的说一句 " Hug " , 只是想说就算不在身边，我的支持都在
抱歉，除了“支持” i can't find any other word to express.
Cause not everything can say it out with words but action
默默的 要怎么用？ 静静的 又怎么用？
最后还是选择了用 “心” 代替所有。

一句话，一个安慰，一些支持
为的就只是那颗心

我的生活
少了些[简单化]
会更精彩

无聊

my first post of this blog

22. First best friend: Sure Vicky, LW2.. peggy..

http://babygulz-chee.blogspot.com/2007/11/special-day-trip-for-my-life.html

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER- vicky, peggy, yuzi, Ashley, yokewai.. and the otherssss 1/8/08

http://babygulz-chee.blogspot.com/2008/01/i-felt-that-vicky-and-i-are-stranger.html


少许的回忆..
原来曼琪那个时候已经是yuzi xD


吃饭去.. >< 下午到现在，只是吃了杯雪糕

原来 死党是如此重要的角色

原来，在我生命里最空虚的时候...
是这样的。

原来，我并没发现我少了什么
直到今天，还有这一个月累计的记忆...

原来，就算我觉得很匆忙，
我还是停下脚步和你走

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能再这样嘻嘻哈哈的，是缘分。
虽然都不再像以前的快乐，甚至各自隐瞒着某些事情
但每一个微笑，都在脑海里深深的刻上。

有时候就是不喜欢自己唠叨
但很抱歉，当我关心一个人，我就是会过度...

[ 佩琪总说我以后的小孩一定被宠坏 ]

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原来，就连一个地方，都画上只属于你我的回忆
原来，我曾经那么爱搭巴士
原来，书局里有我们不同的回忆

原来，在那一年里，我开始少接触华文，喜爱的文学书，甚至使用华文写部落格。
原来，连搭巴士都是你教
我第一份工作的第一个天假期是你陪我度过的，10am - 1am 才回家，结果是被禁足。
原来，当我再度接触华文书的时候我已经不习惯了

而这句，不是原来... 是我愿意去了解你喜欢的东西。
用你的角度去看一本书，很不错，也很有趣。

原来我们不开心 ，都会想要吃雪糕 :x




而原来
缘分是这样的





原来
死党不是叫着玩的




也许有一些事情记不得
但不要紧...

我们去创造更多的记忆

原来 死党是如此重要的角色

突然，不晓得什么是“无奈”
也许就是看着你面对困难却帮不上
很无奈.
是这样吧

Papa Birthday Celebration

Woot Woot !!
Photos for Papa Bday celebration =DD
Can print it out as Moral Project gambar =]

I like this picture very much! =D
Cutest daddy xD

Friends invited

Families pictures
Not only I am the one with chubby face la.
See ! Inherit by Yong Families members
if you come to my grandma house on chu 1,
there will be more ppl , x2 =o

Woot Woot !!
Photos for Papa Bday celebration =DD
Can print it out as Moral Project gambar =]

Mama said : Your papa was very happy.

Friends

你知道吗，如果要算我们大家认识了多少年...
还真的是算不太出来。
哦？ 也许是1月6日哦～ 也许是7 ?
算了，就打从我们同班的那一年那一天开始`
( 这下惨了，曼琪，你记得我们幼儿班的开学日吗？ 哈哈）

那么接下来的每年 1 月 6/7/8日都要拍照！ =DD
答应我嘛 .. :x 算是看我们自己成长也不错，反正你的手我会永远牵着。


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OH yea, Hassel ! Why never ajak aku go out with Crystal huh?
Aku jealous punya tau? xDD

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可能2010的12月31日，我又会再次掉泪
因为我找到了我对友情的爱

隐藏 & day with mocha

灿烂的阳光
带有你的微笑

从老人家变幼稚鬼
看“公仔”被抓包！

她就是喜欢摩卡 的原味

oops 把你的泡泡嘴照片登出来了
不要打我 =o

我和PitPooh , 不是pitbull 哦!

隐藏

每个人都有自己做事情的原则，而当中到底隐藏了什么，没人懂。
当事人自己清楚，自己想要的是什么。

不管说再多，也必定有自己的原则在，也必定有自己的原因。
我说过，是我们必须破例的时候..
对，我是做了类似的选择.. 好与不好，自己清楚，也有原因。

是非对错，已经不再存在了

well , craps.
I don't know what I should say.
Totally speechless for today.
I know it might be wrong , because i have my own reason.

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yes you're the first one I think of
when it comes to the x.x stuff.
I know it's hard to let go.


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我只想大哭一场

是努力画下记忆的时候

是大家接受whatever task 的时候

是你我都必须破例的时候

是我们看清楚这世界的时候

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I always like to look into the sky
Day or night.
The blue sky
or
The starry night

Its so nice to see the sky in blue-purple colour this morning.

So.
MrB
I wonder how can you actually view the starry night for few hours?
Next time, tag me along. Thru the phone xD
Since its really hard to find someone who has the same hobby?

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敷衍

不要用你平时的言语来敷衍我
因为我是真的关心

你可以不管
但我不可以不管

你现在的安全
比一切都重要

" I don't care Hng "
我是真的不管你的敷衍回答

算了
I sound like mama again.
Shxt

Vision

I've been dreaming quite a lot recently.
What I'd seen and it continues to happen in my dreams.
Or
Words I cannot speak out to who and who,
it happened in the dream.

Death ? Vision?

Well , some of the people said its vision.
I open my facebook today and saw a share note, its from Paul.
He actually wrote it by himself, I do not know what his purpose is.
But its quite interesting. Guess what, I am the main character of this story.
Who saw vision..
Well , the title is " Final Destination Malaysia ".
Just wonder how the story going to be like ..
and I would be the last person die or ?

I am sure He would write something about God in the end. ha

Good work Paul! (=


Job 33:15-16 In a dream , in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falls upon men, while slumbering on their beds, 16 Then He opens the ears of men, and seals their instruction.

meaning : 15 Somtimes in the night, he uses terrifying dreams
_________16 to give us warnings

Random

Random


两个人 两个世界
落叶铺满地
仰望着天空
期待另一个人的世界
带来的精彩与快乐

哪天我说要请你搬家了
很坚决下定了决心
你却打断了我的思绪
让我翻滚在暗地里

而哪一双手
会将我从黑暗中拉出
不需要问候
不需要慰问
安静的 用那温暖的双手
在我跌入悬崖前那刻
拯救了我



一道疤
如果能像彩虹
那我会要它留下
想回过去
如果是笑容
如果学会了坚强
那前方的路
会不会比彩虹的颜色
来得鲜艳？

而你
会不会牵着我的手
带我走过每一段精彩？

而朋友们
会不会用你的拥抱
温暖了我的人生

冲动2

DO NOT BLINK YOU EYES
EVEN ONCE !


THIS IS ME

冲动2

感觉很冲动后的我做了一些让我自己惊讶的事情
推翻了我懒惰的行为，做起事来

还 有一些疯疯癫癫的自恋行为

看看我的疯癫和无聊。

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刚开始只是要洗衣服，结果我把床上看不顺眼的一律收拾掉～
换床单，接着是发神经..把握箱子里的相片拿出来看
原因是看到一下第一张照片，为了那贺年卡证明一下.. xD
接着抹床~ 然后左拍拍，右拍拍 ( reason because there's S.H.E poster in my box )
take it out then ..start to be crazy

贴了很多年
某某某送的

这就是某某某
名为阿棋， 但很抱歉我到现在都不知道他是谁
在小学毕业后收到
until now unknown

是我看过最喜欢的字体
我不曾把我自己名字写那么漂亮
但谁是欣颖？ 也不知道

以前很要好的邻居送的
很有创意 xD

数S.H.E海报的数量

为了拍而贴上去一阵而已
( 搞得我爬高爬低 )

我最喜欢的 （ 因为黑色background ）
结果为了搞这张海报，我手上的汗占到海报了 =\

SHERO =] 谢谢Apple, from epop

为了这张海报，紧张了两天
留在dynamic 书店
幸亏员工没有擅自拿走

一些的图片是疯疯癫癫 无聊后的努力
对，莫名其妙
我换床单，我把我的娃娃们都‘打包’起来 ! =D

Mocha 铟！下次你要抱我的ChichiChan 都不能了 哈哈

看到我的panda? 下定决心要你搬家了 =]

*可是为什么你却突然又出现在我电话里头...
注定？

最后剩下的小家庭 (=
Tigger, Xan bear , Hyppo and Zhuu
Hyppo 是我小时候抱着睡觉的 =o

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对啦对啦
刚开始，是不是觉得我发神经，
真的很疯癫，结果越看越觉得我真的很无聊？

哈哈 很好
我要睡觉了

S.H.E 海报数量 = 9 张
还有两张不好看，没放上来 xD

也许我在梦里说

会比现实说来得好

so then

i'm so f*cked up