They said family would not leave you alone.
But sometimes, maybe they push you away
or maybe you push them away.
Sometimes, both did.
For some reason I would like to really try on different alcohol
interested in it
But for a reason I would hate to touch it
like forever
The smell of you after working.
Is it a smell of love?
Or smell of money?
Is it a job holding you back for years you've been in the industry
or is the alcohol ?
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I just can't take the smell of alcohol
not when i drink it
Is when that scent come from you.
Would you ever label your family member as alcoholic?
绮的生活
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Sunday, May 19, 2013
Silence of Tears
Sometimes I just need somebody to listen to my story
But it turns out our conversation only about college and a club we running.
Tears are for the moment of silence during a simple meal
no words was mentioned.
No topic
No eye contact
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The only thing to keep this going
is your morning greeting with soft tones
let me still believe everything can be fix
only time matters.
But it turns out our conversation only about college and a club we running.
Tears are for the moment of silence during a simple meal
no words was mentioned.
No topic
No eye contact
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The only thing to keep this going
is your morning greeting with soft tones
let me still believe everything can be fix
only time matters.
Monday, May 13, 2013
Friday, May 10, 2013
Simply and happier life
Do you remember how you said people get easily satisfied with their life even with low income?
You said they have less expectation and to pursue a better job.
But do you know, how is the simple and happy life they actually living in?
Yea. Happiness.
I don't have a reason to jealous because I am lucky to have my own room, my own vehicle to drive around, and dealing stuff on my own. Sound pretty lucky huh?
I don't have to live outside but to stay with my parents even though my college is so far away like 40++km back and forth.
You see, that's how lucky I am. I really don't have a reason to jealous.
Guess what, I do. I do feel everything I have is suppose to be appreciated.
But how can I convince myself, when every member of this family, settle things on our own, without sharing.
No communication, no discussion.
You see how lucky I am to have parents to love me and work so hard to earn for us.
How? How to change all these? If, we aren't always going for a greater life?
If we aren't so self-center and thought living in a better house would be a thing to proud of.
No one would say money is enough.
But if that's the reason changed a life, what should you blame on?
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I don't wanna runaway from everything I have
But I want to rely on my own, and stop living in a life I am not happy with.
I want a change.
I don't wanna care any shit of what you guys doing with your life.
Either it is harmful or harmless to the family.
As long as you love each other in a simple way, that's all enough.
Continue to keep your secret, cause I don't want to know the ugly truth.
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So yes, I am jealous.
I rather stay at someone else home and enjoy their family time,
than staying alone at home.
I would stop crying from any issue related to family.
Cause I am on my own, and I will always be.
Stay Strong.
You said they have less expectation and to pursue a better job.
But do you know, how is the simple and happy life they actually living in?
Yea. Happiness.
I don't have a reason to jealous because I am lucky to have my own room, my own vehicle to drive around, and dealing stuff on my own. Sound pretty lucky huh?
I don't have to live outside but to stay with my parents even though my college is so far away like 40++km back and forth.
You see, that's how lucky I am. I really don't have a reason to jealous.
Guess what, I do. I do feel everything I have is suppose to be appreciated.
But how can I convince myself, when every member of this family, settle things on our own, without sharing.
No communication, no discussion.
You see how lucky I am to have parents to love me and work so hard to earn for us.
How? How to change all these? If, we aren't always going for a greater life?
If we aren't so self-center and thought living in a better house would be a thing to proud of.
No one would say money is enough.
But if that's the reason changed a life, what should you blame on?
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I don't wanna runaway from everything I have
But I want to rely on my own, and stop living in a life I am not happy with.
I want a change.
I don't wanna care any shit of what you guys doing with your life.
Either it is harmful or harmless to the family.
As long as you love each other in a simple way, that's all enough.
Continue to keep your secret, cause I don't want to know the ugly truth.
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So yes, I am jealous.
I rather stay at someone else home and enjoy their family time,
than staying alone at home.
I would stop crying from any issue related to family.
Cause I am on my own, and I will always be.
Stay Strong.
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