童年

鋼琴後
戴著耳機，聽著歌曲走路回家...

看見了四只狗狗
其中兩隻就死那天追我的該死的狗
我家的狗狗走丟了
我不曉得那只頑皮的狗跑了去哪
我看著這些狗狗
心裡這樣問著 [ 你看見我家的Puppi 嗎？]
很好，看也沒看我的就掉頭就走去

...

看見草場上的他們
就像當年的我們
一樣的，當中只有一位女生
不過他們不是在玩足球...
我也不曉得是什麼
就覺得住在這兒的孩子們很快樂
旁晚時分都很快樂

不一樣的是
他們的人數少了我們當年的兩倍
5/6年前的我們，騎著腳踏車到處奔馳
是的，是奔馳.. 哈哈 [亂飛]
騎著腳踏車到另一邊就為了買冰棒.
單手騎著腳踏車，另一隻手拿著冰棒舔著...回到家的遊樂場去
坐在5個大"石頭"上..
不知是誰把不再用來建築的大"石頭" 搬過來
對我的童年來說還蠻重大的` 那是大家休息，聚集，聊天的地方
比我們年紀大些的哥哥們都會玩足球...
有時候不夠kaki,我有參與哦 ！ xD

變了嚕`
當初總把我褲子弄爛的木滑梯沒了
那棵大樹讓我們扮演泰山的須須也沒了...
剩下的是寧靜的遊樂場，新的滑梯，新的鞦韆

我們以後，暫時，都看不見有人在草場上踢足球



哈哈
真想當小孩
我到現在，都還沒真正放風箏...
請問還有人要放風箏嗎？

我就是這樣
是懷舊嗎？
童年的我
故事可多呢~~

別怪我太小孩子氣
因為那樣的時候
我是最快樂的

我的10號戰鬥機 =D

愛與不愛

愛與不愛






故事情節
怎麼有點熟悉

寂寞的不是我們
寂寞的是
這座城市

Days before 23Oct & SPM

Wee Wang Wang`
Gonna update same thing like laopo did -.-

Er well.
12days No emo (:
I really no EMO la..

1 week went Times Square 3 times -.-
Monday - With Sy&Leewei. Ask for the price of phone.
McD for lunch
Wednesday - With Sy&SookMoon.
Cari baju for graduation day`
Friday - With Sy&SookMoon&Gaigai.
2nd time cari baju. Some of them bought.
Sorry aku no money. =x

I didn't see my mother since ..thursday night after slp. LOL
There's lot to discuss with her.



I brought camera to school on Wednesday.
Ha there's some pictures (:

SM & I
We sit together in class

It's a fake camera! It's actually a note pad xD
Here is our monitor (:

4years ago`
4 of us were studying in this class.
Took a picture last time at this place.
Now we're Form5 =)

GaiGai & I

Laopo fat hao

I love my pose :x
that .. fella >@<

Times Square

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Yesterday. Eh lol`
Friday. School met SY 6 hours`. After school Continue to hang out til 6pm. Another 6 hours`
9pm meet again til 11pm.
Yamcha with Mk Tam Sy and Kenson.
1 day 14hours. Okay bu cuo yi xia ==

Let's talk about today`
Woke up in the morning around 8am
Well since I got nothing to do I sleep terus again.
Woke at 11 and moody. Idk why =\

Then then, I went to stationary shop to photostat papers.
And get some pencils.
Ew Those pencils and stuff cost me $$ chingching ! :___:
Da bao my fav Pan Mee for lunch. (=

This one
F size`
Don't know where I got it.
But I draw alot of pictures by using this only

pencils I bought (=
Should get 5B & H next time

muahaa

Then start my drawing since 3.15++ until 5.20pm
D:
Needa improve next time` It's taking too long time.
And my product doesn't seem exactly the same as the original one =\
Would post it on here on next month (:

End with this perasan picture (=
Friends forever love you guys

>@<

Okay It's 23Oct.
Great.
Study.
Stop on9
D:
Ciao

不寂寞

This girl is good !!! OMG D:






Another one (:

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This is song in Grade 4 2009-10 Pieces c3.
Somehow this would be my emo song =)
Well. should be -- loneliness. That's how I feel by listening this song`.
If there's someone play this a little more slower.
Learning this..love it.

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從平時不喜歡看到狗狗
到現在每次回家都會對狗狗笑
這樣的改變不奇怪

它的寂寞不會比我少
他沒有其他的兄弟姐妹一起生活
而所有的樂趣就從主人身上得取
但抱歉 我從不喜歡帶它去散步
只是有時候心情不太好
像吹吹風 我才讓它在草場自己奔跑
自己玩耍
一樣的 我懶得理它 哈哈

但是現在我都會覺得
它的陪伴是一種幸福

我的寂寞會比它少
因為我還可以到外走動 做自己的事
今天看不見月亮
空氣污染 把天空染成灰色
雖然是自己喜歡的顏色
但別把我的大自然美相給破壞了 =\

牽著腳踏車
慢慢走去
我很享受每一次風迎面而來

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放學時
走在草場上彷彿沒什麼
一種沒心情的心情走向門口
是風讓我微笑了
我很傻 閉起了雙眼 就像電視劇

走回家的路上
看見一位男生走草場當捷徑
我怎麼從來沒想過 有點笨的說
放學已經夠累 還要背著書包走10-15分鐘的路回家
這個我從沒把腳步踏上的草場
當我把雙腳踏上 我發現視野變闊了
有一種感覺 舒暢
其實已經不埋怨走回家 習慣了
我很喜歡這樣
我喜歡我住的地區
也許沒有人明白
當你走在街上 沒有高樓
只有排屋....看見的是美麗的天空
兩旁有大樹...
家前有片草場 有小小的遊樂場
兩個羽球場
這些陪同我長大

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轉眼間
11/12年了
如今鄰居們都各有工作
哥哥讀書 弟弟工作
爸媽努力賺錢
而我 浪費時間在這

明顯嗎？
是的
一個星期7天
昨天是很開心的一天 (=
雖然不能一家人一起吃飯
但至少 多了點溫馨
一個星期7天
有5/6天是自己一個度過的
不寂寞 不寂寞 =]
誰叫我是家庭的一分子
我可是要看好屋子吖 !

Valse lente
寂寞之歌

帶出了我心中的感覺 =)

你知道嗎
我很相信
注定
這兩個字

Celebration

20/10/2010


Family day (:

Teehee~~
To be continue

別靠近我

強烈的反感

最近自我保護的感覺越來越強烈
別碰我
口頭上是說潔癖
其實真正原因我不知道
但別突然碰我
別碰我的東西 ...

補習完全不能專心
腦袋空白
腦袋裡只有《我真的受傷了》 的旋律
補習後，是月光陪著我走到家裡
別靠近我
鄰居和他走在後面聊天
很反感...
我加快腳步
他們也加快腳步
別擔心 街燈到處都是
就別靠得我那麼近
影子別靠近我
影子別超越我
那很沒安全感
Stay a distance from me.

到大家各自走去自己的屋子
我看著月亮 漸漸的模糊了
微風吹過 勉強地在心裡笑了笑
感覺 安全了

一個人的時候
還是比較好

還是說
我對男生有時候會不自覺
保持距離

我不是有病
我只是沒安全感

Oopsie ! A day :D

Eeeeeee
Gor gor bought de egg tart not nice one D:
Nvm i love tart =3

Oppsiee
Don't know fat meh yeh shen geng.
Back home eat an apple for lunch, then watch one episode of drama.
Did laundry` blaaaa then eat 2 slices of bread.
Aku hungry ma =x

Time pass so fast.
Things also haven't finish then going to be night ! D:
Don't leave me [evening] , you got no idea how much I love you today..
Don't leaveeeee .. cause if you leave, the wind will leave :____:

Okay ..done being sampat`

What should I eat for my dinner ? x.X
bibabiba` ate a tart.
Well , I guess just an apple again and drink :D
Milo or Cadbury? Aww anything ...

It's not that I am in a good mood.
Just normal. (: Doing some normal thing people do daily.
This is call life, isn't it? Haaa ! Keep this on.

Well I guess college life wn't be this easy and can come here update all the time.
Now I realise. oops

Gotta go continue my stuffy =x
Nanti baca buku yeaaa`
1 week 1 subject is already late ! There's 9 subject.
4days have to finish all. Oky kill me.

I not doing this for you, Cay!
I'm doing for the Choc and the Half Mountain ! :D
See I promise you be goodgirl. done.

CIAO

guess what, when I found this picture.
There it wrote.

"Smile, for fuck's sake"
LOLOLOLMAO!! LTBCO !! ROFL

910 音乐 一个人

我想念我的910.
W910i `
和生日号码一样 9-10.
总觉得这数字不起眼但很特别
也很顺口...

没有了910` 当年第二份工资买给自己的东西
没有了音乐`没有了让自己在不开心的时候
一个人的时候 要到处走的时候
有音乐的陪伴

哥哥要与女朋友庆祝生日
我看见冰箱里的蛋糕还有一些食物
想必是要在家里庆祝吧
所以必须离开... 问了问哥哥
我不在家也许是比较好

没有了 910 ` 没有了音乐 ` 没有了自己
不敢问太多..不想要别人带我到处去
我可不可以冒险驾车出去？ =\

习惯了
不是放学回到家没有人
就是得自己一个出去做些事情
在想，如果毕业后我照计划进行...
家里会空无一人 `
但如果我常一个人在家，我也会比较危险
呵呵...

无所谓吧` 大家长大了
毕业后 就没有固定的时间表
就能做自己喜欢的事情
就必须开始体验自己的人生

我不想出去
呆在自己的房间就好了
我就是这样...
我只想自己看看电影
听听歌 看看书
呆在自己的房间吹吹冷气


其实一个人就好
不是习惯
不知道怎么说

是想要与别人分享
还是
只是想得到关注
搞不清楚自己的所作所为
只是觉得一切都很做作 虚假

...
嘀嗒嘀嗒
还是呆在自己的房间
读书吧 (=


微笑面对生活

雨影最近不在了

微风最近来探望我

他说

见到我笑就好了

=)

我并不觉得寂寞

因为这样的生活

我已经适应了

呵呵

寂寞 谁怕你啊

孤单 谁在乎你啊

你们还不不知是我的手下败将

Embarassment !

请给我一个微笑
好让我知道 我做得好不好
请给我一个拥抱
好让我知道 我对这段友谊的执著
没做得太糟

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beep beep beep`
There's a lot of funny thing I did today
Or I should say
Embarassing. =x

I didn't mean it .. I swear ! I don't wanna be that clumsy :X

Went to watch this [ The Other Guy ] with my friend.
Since he said belanja.. why not =x
Try to find 7-eleven`
And it's so stupid we go and count and guess the number of 7-e shop that has in Times square. =.= okay good there's 3.

Second thing`
We look at the Hall board for around 5sec,
and in the end we still think Hall 1 - 4 is on the 3rd floor`
is like we never realise the "escalator" sign there.. yea we just never. Dot`
Wanna go in the cinema, I walk pass the entrance..
What was I doing???? idk. kinda sot hari ini.

Third Thing`
Stand in front the cinema door`
There's another door writing "no entry" beside the entrance door.
Guess what I did, I stunned there for a second.
Then I try to open the "NO entry" door. My brain isn't working when I telling myself stg wrong with this door in front of me. then I open -.-
My friend keep laughing on me , of what I did today`
Ahhh


Enough. =x

FOURTH !

I accidentally hugged May Kay, and I thought she was LingWei.
Oh my god? And LeeWei staring at me like I am somekind of alien.....from MArs.
She cepat2 wanna run when I wanna hold her hand and hide myself behind her.
AKU REALLY out of my mind today laaa

....


Ah la.. okayokay. Sorry Maykay I hugged you =x I thought you're my dear friend.

wuuwa

done`
Pompom pergi =)

被狗追記

我牽著腳踏車
月亮伴著我照亮我的前方

我繞道回家
就為了避免那兩隻狗

PISSED OFF

把我的心情搞砸
鋼琴課無法專心

我繞道回家
牽著我的腳踏車
心裡只說
" CAN you please keep your fucking dogs inside the house? "

我討厭被追
我不喜歡逃跑
我不喜歡跑

別叫我跑...
夢裡我總是逃跑
那種恐懼在夢裡就算了
現實生活
把你狗放在家裡！！！
不然就牽著你的狗！！

現實生活
我不想跑
不想逃

10月記 | october

I'll Let the pictures talk again.
It's updates about my October life :D



Let's start it with 2 of October. Saturday. 8.30am
Planned to go swim with laopo Vicky`

The sky were dark,
Vicky said wait until 9.30 only decide wanna go swim or not

It was all fresh air walking from my house until here.
The road, after this part. uh hmm.
*cough cough*

I just feel like to have a walk to relax since I wake up so early.

here's the park

last year, I asked her to jog with me.
There we seated on either one of these swing..
Taking a step forward, try to forgive one another.

ouh` this near pertama house.
I been out until 2am near 3 that day.
at here.

haa, that made me to have a nice *lesson* from mum =x

weee` I met her (:
Shapo

I stand on the 2nd floor. Heee
[ =P bleh ]

PGRM swimming pool

End up went to Joyee's house to swim.

=*
pig

Jump !

4 Oct 2010. Mon.

Went to 九皇爺 with laopo n her teacher.
Sorry no pictures D:
Didn't bring along my cameraaaa
But I saw our Chinese traditional ..blabla :D



7 Oct 2010. Wed
Oops` I and laopo again.
Went to Pelabuhan Klang for a walk.

way to ktm

near to ktm,
there's police .. wow?

dunno who take this .. D:

(=

Mochee
on Ktm

Pelabuhan Klang

trail way

Back to KL
Went to Sogo mall have a look.
wee Mr.Bump & I !

Sakae sushi for lunch.

(=
See okay I love you

9 Oct 2010. Saturday. Sunny day

I bathed my ZhongZhong (=
weeee

Pay a visit to laopo at night.
wulala =x

10 Oct 2010. Sun. Windy

Fazz (=

There` 4 fella sitting there.
Left me and Kevin, then we left them and went for lunch ourself

Go back practice la Norm xD
Not a right place

This boy charm !! D:
I snapped his handsome look =x

shh
He doesn't know I upload here

He thought is cool carrying it`
End up shoulder tireddd padan muka

Nike!!
Sorry I curi2 snap

Can Ｉhave this? D: