Isn't this is what life about?

Just feel like stop blogging.

Stop facebook.

Stop everything and let it be gone.

Dig a big hole to bury everything inside.

Listen songs I loved.

Walk to places I like.

Bring my dog for a walk with my earphone on.

Ride on a bicycle with smile and enjoy the view and wind.

Focus more in my piano.

Revise my theory so that I could understand more.

Start to learn every note and sing it with playing scale.

Learn to compose.

-.-

Okay`

Done.

Isn't this is what life about?

Instead of wasting time on9.

Where's my BGF?

501.

My boss said, I have quite some luck with opposite sex.

Oh` Met quite a lot of people recently.

Birthday Parties.

High School Friends.

" Where's your bf ? " , always the same question from my uncle, that i thought he would never ask when me meet again on saturday, mana tau he asks on monday. Faint.

" That N leh? " , always the same question from my friends who seem to be quite close with me.

Countless, seems like quite lot of people know about my firstttt love. -.-

Well,well. He called me ytd night and we talked lotsa bullshit.

Ngekngek.

He gotta come down bring me up. :DDD

* come up bring me down ( geography failed )

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I delete the whole post of what I typed at first time. It's too long.

Crappy.

I ask myself now

" Where's my gf ? "

:/

(: tumblr? thee 500

My 500 post.

Doing this post is like, writing tumblr.

Maybe I should try that?

Random post.

Where'd you go,

I miss you so.

and it's you and me

And all of the people with nothing to do

Danbo is cute (:

Apologise for not posting up "ily" in the previous post.

Will update it sooner with my own picture.

It's been a while,
Since everyday and everything has felt this right...
And now,
You turn it all around,
And suddenly you're all I need,
The reason why I,
I smile.

Been see quite a lot of "you're the reason I smile" recently.

I never laugh for so long`

He called, I picked it up, we laugh about all those past.

Almost an hour talks, Awesome.

:)

That's a reason I smile for today too.

You and Me was one of my favourite, but I didn't listen it much.

Cause I never download it.

You n Me these two words will got into my mind anytime and bring me to Lifehouse.

Smile is a song sing by Avril Lavigne.

And the coming month , I would need her song to back me up.

PS : what inspire me to do this post is after I see JackJack (Incredible movie) picture, I shared it. I smile. :P

3Words

Remember when I keep emphasizing I don't like to say [3words]?
Here they are.
But things goes wrong, when my friend Fish always go Facebook and said
" I love you ". Is being so normal.
I got no idea why I restricted myself to speak out those word, except IHateYou.
Maybe I scared of saying IMY too much.
And ILY is always mean like nothing, and the meaning of the word is gone?

I didn't sleep very well for 3 days. Today is the third day.
Someone might have injected me poison when I was asleep I guess.
I keep on waking up around 6am , and my mind were somewhere else, telling me I wasn't at my own world. Should be say that, my heart were somewhere else gone.

Wake up at 8am everyday, then I will check on my phone, continue to sleep until my alarm ring at 8.45am` , except Saturday n Sunday.


3 days is like sitting on a train meeting new people, having meals with different people, and heard conversation with different topic.
I no longer hug my Sakae doll , but I hugged the duck doll given by Norman n Isaac as my 17 birthday present.
It is so soft and warm that once I got addicted then I won't feel like letting it go.
The reason I hug the duck is because when IMissYou, I hug it.

So I wonder is it the poison got too strong when I am sleeping, so that I couldn't let Chiz (duck) go somehow. =/

Sigh, Since when a doll given by them will not make me miss them , but you.
WTH am I talking. @#%^&*

D:

ILY :)

crazy spamming

yay
i like my emo spamming post.
zzz


am crazy yes. i am.

1.21pm now
sitting here like a fool.
gotta make a move.

jisun is love =3

whatever

Last day of School Holiday.
Nothing to do with me.
whatever.

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What the fuck right.
I had had enough with all your nonsense reasons.

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Don't be good to me
Cause I would not appreciate.

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What justice really mean is
someone treat you that way, did the same to them.

Block my way, I cut yours.

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Idontwannamissanyoneelsecausethatsnotme.

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Whatever.

Edition ! :D

An Addiction to Edit pictures :)
although it just some low profile editor i use.


Last Sunday` I went for basketball ... It's been so long that I never play this sport >:
Like half year above.
Then my body ache for few days after that.
Wanna go for it again this Sunday!

Slam Dunk!

Here's the guy who did that

Here's our blackwhitered

I was too boring yesterday night..
I got mad for some reason then end up listening Riverside.


This is the reason ---
skype =/

Turtle ask me to show her. Here it is
I wanna get another pair - white colour but too bad no one exchange with me
so it can be yin yang colour xD

I felt better after Piggy Head called me for a talk. (: It's like an hour.
Then I took some picture, being so perasan. Ngekngek


I rmb piggy head said something like " Chee Paranoid " to Ruth. LOL


I took some picture of this [Sorry] word.
Don't have any idea, but just want to apologize.
There's few so I end up choosing this for editing cause there's this little rabbit =P
*hug* the SORRY.



Then I realized I used only half of the paper.
so I decided to write something common - ILY.

There's a Greyish picture`
that you said you like the colour

Then i actually like this picture with cyan colour :x

Here it show

There's only a few chapter left and I read it before I sleep (:
Finally. Finish the whole book`
Like 10 pages only I bu she de read last time =x

Dedicated to this girl here (:
I hope you don't complain for the noise effect,
I purposely made it one. Ha

♥

(:
A Smile for today

Lycheeee! Gone mad

IMLOST. this morning.
Feeling back to the past isn't really a good thing.
Although I enjoy the moment in the morning, 9.30 on my way to agency, wind blowing, and looking at sky at the same turning , the same road.
But still, I was so not myself when I reach the Agency.
Nah, should be say, when I woke up, brushed my teeth, changed, and get ready for work.

There!
I keep on blaming myself for being so naive recently.
Expecting thing would not come.
Let's see, mobile phone is the first killer.
Second, that would be the internet.
Third, anything that get through to you.

Ha! why on earth do I care about all this feeling,
that Lee Chee last time who would not really care a shit..
when no one replies a msg, or talk to me.

Keep asking myself the same question, and the answer still the same.
I'm being like a fool recently, making decision without thinking...

Guess it's because I got fed up with myself.
Guess because I hate to say Imissyou.

And still, I am those person don't like to admit anything that is true.
Don't ask me any question if you start hesitating about how I feel. Cause you might know the answer right there when I deny to talk.

yesh
I do feel the same
But just hold on there
Cause it's good enough like this

i like to hear your voice
sound like hers
but with your own style

it's pretty funny to hear u scolding foul words
cause that's the way you're
don't care a shit for others
don't like to lie
don't like biatches
and spout out whatever u feel beh song.

Good one.

What a life now

Somehow I feel like I am being myself, or to be say, alive? when I am playing the piano`
That's how I feel ytd` Practice for 3 n half hours .. That's how time flies.

maybe there has nothing to do, or maybe I didn't want to watch any movie because i am sick.
Super duper tired`

Skype is really not a thing for me.
Then I slept` Msg keep coming in, calls coming in. semi-conscious lol.
Well ya, woke at 10.30pm check on the stupid skype, then 11pm off.

Then I back to sleep.

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What a life ...
Maybe because My mum had start to work again~ and I will be home alone Again~
This kind of life will continue to be happen for another 2 years + ?

ID / Dip in MC - 2 more days to consider.

I promised myself to take a visit
to Singapore and Malacca.
Guess I gotta change my mind,
go to a place that no one knows me.
(=

or maybe movie by myself some times?

高中同学 (=

年轻人的世界，就是能随着心情而下决定。
但不是每一个人都那样。 只能说，这世界有很多不一样的人.

31 May
那天我约好Lady Gaga =x 去逛街，结果因为交通的问题，我们都不能确定。
好朋友突然邀约去喝茶，就这样大家聚在一起了。

One of them feeling sad
One of them is really boring at home
One of them is having an off day

我很讲义气的咯 xD
喝茶时间一直延迟，但是最后没有取消是明智的选择。

When you ordered ice-blended beverage,
then you could have play with it.
Just like this by using the straw.

Gaga Michelle (=
She look really like Lady Gaga with that hair.

po--po--po--poker face
Poker Face hahaha

Shh` She doesn't allow me to upload on facebook :x
Cause when she smiles, and the camera is near
totally a big diff. ngekngek

Gaga 回家了· 结果因为这样的喝茶时间真的比平时还要早
所以 11pm 的时候我，Moon, and Gai 建议到MCDonald一趟。

我一直叫她让我拍照
hahaha`
有时候她都拿我没办法，就让我做我要的..

Moon :D

And Me! (=
我承认剪了头发后真的比之前差别很大
Some more my fringe curl .. -.-

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The next day`
1 June
与好久好久都不见的Form3同学见了个面
也在回公司的时候偶然遇见Form3补习社的朋友。
真是好开心啊 (=
It just too bad I didn't get to take pictures with Hailey Ng D:

当她看到我的那一刻
从学校走出来，加快了脚步
脸带笑容
然后大家就以简单式的打招呼
×拥抱×

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我爱的930
今天天空很美

这是在公司拍的

昨晚吃了药后非常非常非常的累
却在Skype听人家讲电话... @@
But I was half asleep that time

却不晓得自己在等什么

但我知道
对话中
我有点温柔。
（外加病得七彩不定和精神欠佳，语气温柔是正常的）

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And now I am so so so san fuu D:
:____: I can't use my nose to breath and my mouth is so so so dry`

anti - med
anti - sickness

I wanna go back home early
I wanna cancel piano class today :'(
I wanna sleep

Crappy

So there's time you move your sight to the other direction.

You have no idea what the other one is thinking.
All you know is what you want to say when both meet up.

So yea, i try to forget everything but still those scar that made would never be heal.
Song can be replay, but not those memories build.

I step in the hole again, and I wonder will this keep long.
or
just a short while will do.

So nobody will get hurt
and nobody will take it seriously.

i hope my reader wouldn't felt awkward.
But after some while you'll see it's quite lesbo in my post.
didn't really mean it that way but that's my life

On the call, the other side
there's this girl
who just sound exactly like her.

On the call, the other side
busy for her new life and all I know is
she was all I cared about
in the past.

So then now I tried to let go all those past
here it comes
another one.

D: imy

Because of the past, I afraid to say those [ three words ].
Whatever it is, it made me goose bump.
Except Ihateyou.

I am so so so so so not good in controlling myself to say it out.
Sounds stupid to control.
Cause I don't wanna get distract when I am working.
I don't wanna get disctract when I want to be serious.

Met an old friend today.
It's quite surprise.
But when she texts me, there's [ I miss you ] leh! in the message.
Kinda couldn't accept it that moment cause we didn't see each other for 2 years +
Well, a friendly person (=
Hope we can be really good in future.


And yes!

knn =/ Imissyou already.
*monkey, u dun say i also know knn is what =P