死党。我需要时间

有多少個如果，才能滿足一個人？
那又要多少個假如，才能讓一個人滿意？

我很需要時間，就突然间，我觉得时间不够...
是的，要让一个人明白某件事情真的很难，

当那是关于他的人生，也许再多的时间，他还是坚持自己的原则..

很笨啊，我就是那么的笨 ...
我就是可以有牺牲一切的念头，就为了某些人...

如果，时间能倒流，我会不会到处乱跑？而不是常常想呆在家...
如果，时间能倒流，你会不会不再乱跑？而是常常呆在家...

算了吧... 前途是自己的
小说书都写啊～ 那些要好到可以彼此牺牲的死党
在选择自己的前途的路，都会彼此分开...
一连串不同的故事，如何接受.. 如何看待

不是每件事，死党们都能一起做...


曾经 曾经 曾经
这些日子里 这几天里
看见的是遗憾 遗憾 还是遗憾
时间就是不够...

曾经
都把你当死党介绍给朋友
死党死党地说
但我们都长大了
长大了就是有更多更多的事和task去面对
选择... ? 不知道了

只是不想有更多的遗憾

偶尔

闷了一天
...

偶尔还是会想起一些有的没的
偶尔还是会想一想你
偶尔还是会按一下电话的记忆卡确认一下你的不存在

偶尔还是叹一下气 发个呆 再叹个气
偶尔又偶尔

我还是比较想呆在自己的世界
不说话 静静的 就静静的

可能是Never Mind 这首歌的旋律让我有这样的想法
偶尔 还是要听一下带有伤感的歌曲

就很喜欢这首歌
Never mind- S.H.E

Grade 4 Practically piano exam
25 June
预感真的那么准？

就这样

听着你对她说某某老师性格怎样怎样。抱歉，这老师我不懂...

身体很疲惫，躺在桌子上的我望着你.
对，我就是望着你，不是放电，不是暗示... 我只是很真诚地看着你的眼睛.
对望时候，我没回避，还是很真诚的望着你...

心里想着，疼着，
原来我错过的，不是一年...
是两年。就这样。

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每个人的人生里，都会上演既不重头戏，不过并不是每个人的重头戏都一样。
游戏人的中有细致影响了自己，有些则影响了家人朋友。
但不管影响了多少，你的重头戏里的主角，永远都只有你自己。
别说你不会演戏，在重头戏开场的那当下，你演的可精彩了。
或许你正怀疑这我说的这些话，不过在你怀疑的同时，请你仔细地想一想，或是回头看来时路，那些你人生当中的重要时刻，你的表现如何？


流转之年-藤井树


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可能你喜欢橘子，
我喜欢藤井树，
就这样。

可能我想的和你想的都一样
就这样。

我就是学藤井树的写法，
就这样。

但我和你的重头戏
不管影响了什么人，甚至没人被影响
但路
不只这样

铟

Mocha
+
Chee
=
默契

=]

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to my friends

忽然想到一起开始的旅程　
这几个字有种温暖的气氛
如果用来形容我们　
是不是很巧妙传神

从没想过事情会这样发生　
原本陌生的人闯进了人生
从此生命中多出你们　
也多出无限可能

一起作伴　
一起游玩　一起分享
青春的宝藏
一起前进　
一起转弯　
一起想下一个梦想

My baby　You baby　
什么都不想错过
用心感动　这旅程中　
因你而加倍的感动
My baby　you baby　
让我多记下一些沿路 感受
那将会是我　最美最好的收获

这是一段我们秘密的旅程　
别人很难了解其中的兴奋
可惜我没空理会他们　
我在意的只有你们

感谢你愿意陪伴我　
不然我将会多么寂寞
不然如何能把泪水　
变成回忆的彩虹

Bball friends! 3 yrs Anniversary

3 years Anniversary celebration (=
With my basketball friends.

This was actually my idea to have such a gathering. Hahaas
Not that bad, but one of them suppose kenal the other two girls on 28 July. LOL

Well , in the end didn't get to buy any cake for that. NvmLike tam say , we will get a better celebration after 2 yrs..So sorry Thye that you have to buy ur cake urself for your advance bday celebration.

Look out point isn't that bad, but just that I couldn't get to sit at the side and 'yan xiong' the scenary ...
I always desire there will be one day someone with me, together 'yan xiong' the night city
scenary.

: Mocha Chocolate Blackberry : , for me it isn't that nice.
I actually can't get to taste the Mocha flavour in the drink. -.-
Mocha is very nice to drink , somehow I like it more than Cappucino.
Because until now I still don't really know how Cappucino taste like .. =\

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Well
when 你心情犹如大便
my 心情犹如小便　.. -.-

" DOTSSSS "


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bendan 铟

几年前的我们

Bendan
neng bu neng bu yao zai rang wo liu lei le.

stay with me.


累积了一年多的泪 ，终于忍不住流下来...捂住嘴，不肯相信眼前的一切是多么的陌生...很想知道你过得怎样
很想知道你是怎么过的

不管了没错 我们长大了很多事情都不能用讲的
很多事情都很难再去了解
但我不能放弃不能放弃每一分每一秒
去了解你的机会
时间总在冲淡某些事情
而时间也总在提醒某些事情
大家的性格变了而我还需要时间接受不一样的你Because friends meant to be accept each other
and understand each other
可能你真的不善于表达
让我更加迷糊 你是怎样的

我很想把[自由]告诉大家它是怎样在我青春期间留下不同回忆的
但我还是选择了保留
只属于我们的回忆

有时候是矛盾
但我宁愿当你的笨蛋

是时候停笔了
向未来出发

我爱你黄淑铟

现在的我们

长大了

(但吃雪糕还是一样小孩子)
呵呵

完笔

Bad mood

Isn't really in a good mood today =\
I felt inferior for my attitude.

I know I didn't behave well today in school
I am so sorry for scolding/yelling/shouting on sm
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But when I see you smiling to me,
I tried to smile , because I don't wanna let you down and show you those bullshit face.
Cause what we have now is , the sikit time to be together.
And I want it full of joys =]

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haiz, really buut buut de.


Chee , cheer ! woot woot !

yuu , how to make my blog look bigger o.o
it just half of my screen.

Or should i change a Tigger/pooh blogskin (:

http://babygulz-chee.blogspot.com/2010/04/what-day-with-diff-types-of-friends.html
updates

A day with 11 friends

The Chemistry tuition today had been postponed to June, just hope that it won't be on the T.O.U.R day.

So then we planned to watch movie , the whole gang =D
Ice-kacang puppy love is very nice !
You guys should really watch it if you have the time to.
I almost cry at the ending part , well , mostly because the music/song.
Somemore bendan singing beside me even just listen one or twice time when watching the movie. If anyone dl the song, pls send it to me !!


12 orang hang out..what a nice look while all of us standing at the escalator , and wearing in pinafore.

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Aim: Look for poohpooh
Hypothesis : There'll left some stock of Poohpooh in Watson.

Procedure : 1. Asked bendan that I wanna find Poohpooh.
2. Walked to Watson and then look around in the shop.
3. Asked the counter for further information.
4. Show her the poohpooh that on bendan's phone.

Conclusion : The hypothesis is not accepted. There's no pooh pooh stock anymore.
So then left watson with an unhappy mood. =\

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To my T.O.U.R teammates , hope that you guys can
give the money to WeiQian as soon as possible =D
Make a date and hantar together la (:

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bendan
牵着你的手
我觉得比任何人都幸福
它会比他的手更加温暖

zhen e xin xD

I'm insane

Yes, I am insane. But not the only one who is insane.
Okay ,I still couldn't calm myself down for whatever happen today and recently.

Babe gave me an 奇怪眼神 twice today, when i was laughing so madly.
I know you still cannot get use to my 180degree changed. But I am insane , sorry. =P

I didn't know the time pass so fast today. Everyone also dislike Wednesday because we have to stay til 5.30pm. But to me, it just too fast for today.
I don't wanna leave the school in the end of the year! Its April !
That April always meant a lot to me .. happen a lot of incident that suprise myself.
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I will be all that you want =]

And If I let you down, I'll turn it all around
'Cause I will never let you go
And all my life I'll be with you foreverTo get you through the day and make everything okay

I am just a friend
But I will do whatever
just to make you feel better
and not lonely when without him
trust me
I mean it.
I'll be there for you
no matter u need me or not.
Just say.

My bro actually said he love me ytd !
Haha.

Dream that scared me

My friend who sit beside me had told me about a dream today.

I was about to cry for what happen in the dream.
Something I couldn't bear the feeling facing it if it is real.
Well of course it just a dream.

Just wonder why is it lot dreams about death and end of life recently o.o

You know I wouldn't have leave you
right?
You know I love you
right?
=]

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There's a party held at my house ,
Its quite crowded and I like the feeling (=
Adults were talking about politic issues , jobs issue , comparing this and that.

I like the feeling =]
That you guys be in my room with me,
laying on my bed , chatting to each other.

I like the feeling.
When the birthday song sang by everyone.
The one who having birthday put on a bright smile on his face.
And I never see the smile for such a long time, its so warm. (=

I like the feeling.
Taking picture with all my families,
smiling together and "cheeseee".
To a child , it's like staying in mother's womb.

I like the feeling.
Everyone is trying to share their joy.
My uncle will play my piano like everytime he does when he come to my house.
Grandma listen to her children talking to each other.
She's still learning to understand them every moment.
Cause people do change.

I like the feeling.
When the 2nd birthday song is singing by all of us again to my Aunt.
The 3rd time wishing to my uncle at Singapore at 12am.

How amazing?
Its like celebrating 3 people birthday at the same time.
A bond never separate.

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A bond that between us
will never break.

A dream

It's a dream. I am so sure it was a dream.
It scared me.

I wake up from my dream and I was crying there.
My tears keep rolling down from my face.
I didn't know this is so hurt , and so pain.

I was crying in the dream and cause of that I awake.
Then htw ?

When I told my mum about it, I almost cry too.

I can't bear the death
the fact going to happen in future

=\

What a day with diff types of friends?

Sorry for the super late updates!


Its a day out with Hassel, Apple , Kay , blaa o.o

there's 6 of us , and most of us tak kenal each other.
But we laugh alot in Wong kok. nice feeling. (=

Suppose to watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love,
because it was Saturday , and we didn't book the ticket, so that end up went to eat at wongkok.

Around 4 , Kay have to back.
So that 3 girls and 1 boy walk around in the mall.
Haha , sorry for the boy who with us , cause we were so high trying out those clothes in the fitting room.

ciao !

Yamcha section =D

啦啦啦...

Hen bu cuo de yi tian.
Although I got really dong ngiao in my piano lesson today, but after 7pm is like release from a prison or cage.
It just my problem , didn't practise well and get so worry on every friday and reject all the invitation to yamcha/ gaigai.
But life actually change, most of the time I will only go yamcha after 7pm. Ah ahh..

So today I decided to plan this.
But it just as normal yamcha , no celebration.
I choose Cappucino because i used to love it very much, I ask you to choose Mocha because you loved it.
It had mean something , like a bond.. Coffee bond.
So then we actually went to Coffee Box to yamcha. Everything went well (:
Laughter and laughter and laughter. Child's memories , craps..this and that.

Patch up is something special because you realise something.
Everytime I would just want to give u a suprise , but actually the suprise suppose to be a big hug but fail. =\
:__:

Nice to have those conversation with MK about the child's memories thing. The 'masak2' we used to play, digimon , pokemon , car car ...and NO BARBIE DOLL ! =D =D

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I really wanna eat ice-cream =\
And I really MISS the Mixed Vanilla Choc from McD =\
I wanna go Taiwan to get it !!!

End story.

Good night bendan (:

Good night pooh pooh =]

Good night the ice-cream kay.

This would be a real task for us.
We been through real friendship and hatre parts.
We know each other's characteristic.
And there's always a way to be good.
Keep Calm and avoid whatever bads to be happen.


I've been thinking about this.
Who am I today?
Someone seem to be angry for I am not telling her about the incident.
Nevermind , I would accept whatever reaction/respond from you guys.
Does that really a matter ?
Should I really go and tell the wholeeeeee world that WE're now 'okay'? patch?

Why couldn't she understand everyone have their own personal stuff to deal with.
That would only bring shamefulxx to oneself if they couldn't keep their own secret.

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I am on my way .. I would decide to walk or to run.
Like Yuu said , I had let go something I bear for a long time on my shoulder.
Now I feel much more better.


Is that wrong?
Nevermind , I would just hug her or kiss her ..or else be very close like lover with her.
Shoot me back if you beh song. D;

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You know I always love you

bendan

For a long time

Love-hate-love

the perfect love.

南强华小

南强啊南强！

刚才在电视节目（小太阳）上看到， 有关南强的片段。。。
原来南强华小那么闻名~
其实节目是介绍24令鼓 ， 而在我还就读小学就已经有了这项活动...
如今为了让更多人认识，那些南强的小弟弟们就上节目啦~


好久都没回母校了
最近小学同学突然打电话问我，为什么没有同学聚会？
抱歉拉，假期时候我很忙。。 >< 下个假期我会计划的啦~ 只要不是全部男生就好.. xDDD （我都跟男同学比较好聊)

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Bendan :__:

I wanna text you. Cause I am so boringggg D:

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I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

=x

Eat frieds just now .. :x

What goes around comes around. I am ready

I am ready to take whatever judges and comments.
I know I just changed 180degree about something else.
Just that I hope you guys would have understand...

It's not easy to let go of a friendship..
My babe said , " 潜意识一直都在意对方，所以这么大的快速改变是没错的 "

I am really sorry for whatever I said last time.
Cause It's time for me to bear whatever coming to me soon..
What goes around comes around, I always know this.

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That I feel like I am in love for these few days.
Maybe I am totally insane but I miss you every moment =\
My phone expired but I really want to text you.
Cause I know can't get to see you tmr. :__:

What else? I just can't control myself..
Not only babe Renee have to 适应我的改变, I myself have to face this -.-

P.S : I hope that what happen on me recently will happen on Soniya. (:

*Nothing ever changes 请快乐等待 ` 等我绕一圈回来，还是会那个爱你的女孩*

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It's 9pm but I want to get on bed now.
Good night (=

为什么叫ben dan =\

一天的醉意点醒了一年的醉意

从12 April 在教堂 因为你而痛哭流涕

到今年的12April 正式接受对方

很神奇ba

抱歉 我总是把日期记得很清楚

Owh , Swing

No. That will never gonna happen again..

In those period , those times .. I was keeping the same concept.
Someday in my wedding, you'll be there for me.
Always the same, and I think this might be happen in future right?


I will never say No to friend who is crying.
I will just say Keep On Crying , Its good (:
hahas Maybe I just wanna see you cry ? And show Prihatin. LOLOLOL


I never be so nervous ...and so concern about someone ..'suddenly'
Since the day you got drunk , I worried. Went to visit you .
When you left and give a big smile then wave to All of Us today.
You know how's the feeling is? ..
Then I think how's the game going on. How's everyone?

No doubt, Peggy always a good friend. She sing with me, chat with me in class when Renee no there. Was quite boring. =\

You know what , I think I am the only one put your name as Swing in phone contact.
Special right? That's something meaningful , do you know?
That is the period of time we first know each other and call this.
Chee , Chee , Chee. Hahaas

Photography day. D; 遺憾

你知道嗎 你知道嗎
這是個遺憾！ 最不能有的遺憾！

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恭喜你們，都獲得了勝利 ，為PESS 爭取這勝利！ (=
我其實一直都忐忑不安... 當我知道你們勝利 （而且分數相差好遠，對方怎么打的？），我真的很高興哦` 真的好久好久沒關切這些了...

其實啊，這幾天生命就像恢復了100% 的感覺！
有些人，有些事，都回到身邊... 這種無法用字來形容的感覺 >< 雖然，有那0.5% 的遺憾就在今天發生了，大家都安慰說 "還有畢業照可以拍呀"

" 不管你生病還是什么，全部給我到學校來！"

"畢業旅行要搞的很好！"

" 班的派對一定要有那么大搞那么大！"

其實目的只有一個，就是不能讓這個遺憾再重復發生了（可能對我們華裔）...
目的：為了拍一個全體的 5Zamrud / Zammewar 相片！

可見大家都為了你今天快了一分鐘的離去感到遺憾.

這算什么Photography Day.
身為 Photograph Club 的 President 盡然沒出席 ！

大家都被我嚇到了吧 呵呵....
可見姐妹情都真好

曾經的熟悉?

Twit
有一種感動 像是瞬間再愛上你這個朋友... (=
那曾經熟悉的感覺，讓我想對你說聲對不起，我愛你。

熟悉的

也許，我是下了決心和絕心... 最后一次，就最后一次見面。

謝謝你的陪伴，我很好，沒事 .. (:
感覺不錯，就像回到以前最熟悉的感覺.. 你說對嗎？

也許你和我感覺不一樣吧
當我從車站，走到你家門前那一刻，都好熟悉 ...
可不知道為什么感覺距離好遠，雖然以前都走習慣了 呵呵
有一點不確定哪一個門是你家， 心跳就是噗通 噗通地跳著..看著納米橙色，兩年了都沒換漆的門...一步一步地接近..
抱歉敲了門后卻躲起來，因為這就是我... 在最害怕卻不知哪來的勇氣而表現出的。
待太久，也希望你別誤會...

謝謝你..
愿意踏出門，到廣場陪我... 和聽了我那么多的廢話.. -.-
不知道，就覺得這兩天很有新鮮感.. >< 很特別

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戴帽子，不是不讓你看見，是我還沒有心理準備看著你...
很好啊，只要沒有眼神交叉的時刻 .. then everything will be okay (:

一個擁抱

我真的不想要繁體字啦！ 怎么換 =\

一個擁抱，你知道多珍貴嗎？
今天，一位朋友告訴我，她很想念他的擁抱...
昨天，我抱著一位朋友，我想告訴她不要怕...

你的“對不起” 我收不下... 也不需要，因為那是我必須做的...
我不曉得為什么，也不知道... 上天總是在給不同的訊號和信息，讓我自己都好糊涂...

我很喜歡你頭發的味道，雖然我也有用同一種洗發水.. 但我就覺得很特別
那一刻，我總于將我珍貴的肩膀借給了朋友...
第一次，我的肩膀用得上，第一次，有人躺在上面哭泣..我自己也搖頭了 呵呵

我摸著你的頭，車子速度加快，我不是怕你把那些惡心的...吐在我身上
我只是怕你會覺得更加不舒服.. 也預防有任何危險發生.

這是第一次，那么沖動... 連電話也沒打，就去看你了
看來我和她的那些擁抱都沒白費...
雖然過了很久，也沒好好的聊天... 也不再了解你了
但是，我還是妥協了
呵呵 對，是妥協了.

# 粉紅頑皮豹！


你說不會再有下一次，沒關系... 下一次可能不是你，是我們？ 哈哈
肩膀記得借給我們靠一靠

邂逅？

是一位認識了三年的朋友，不怎么聊天，也沒什么聊。
上個星期在地鐵站遇見 ，也只是聊了幾句，然后各自朝窗口望去。

很奇怪，他陪我走了一小段路回家，隨便聊聊，卻還蠻開心的...
不過也只是邂逅...

當我chubby的臉蛋在那炎熱的天氣下，變得特別紅潤... 他卻在我背后喊著我的名字.
很抱歉，當時心情沒那么好... 天氣太熱，沒有手機在身上不能聽歌，很悶.所以自己一個哼著歌曲，也沒注意有人在叫我.. haha

我住的地方，是很少有人陪我走路回家的啦.. 而且頭發亂七八糟，真可笑 =\

謝謝啦· 謝謝你平時的問候，雖然我很壞，都敷衍回答.. =x

我在想他有沒有在走回家時太熱了...err ?
希望不會中暑 哈哈

妥协

妥协，看起来就很不起眼 .. 也不常挂嘴边。

但是，在读过偶像所写下的《妥协》文章后，很有感觉，很有意思。也不时让我的思绪像是清醒了似的，想起很多生活中的挫折，是怎么度过的。

人就是很奇怪，其实大家都因为‘妥协’后才能比较安心的过生活，有时候就是没有选择，而妥协。

但唯有一点，很多人在爱情里都不能妥协，这真的很奇怪。

问自己，‘能不能删掉他的照片？’，一个"C"键，再按'yes' 就完成的步骤，却没妥协，而是放弃这念头当做没想过。 只能说，愚蠢。

如果马来西亚能不穿校服上学，那多好？ 但这也只不过是为了奢侈的生活想法..最后大家为了去上学还不是妥协了吗？

而逐渐大家都习惯这样的生活了，不是吗？

为了维持一段要好的友情，我们向坏念头说‘滚蛋’，而向好念头说‘嗨’。

把不该说的忘了，跟对方笑一笑,多好 (:

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其实当自己向某些事情妥协了都不知道。

其实有些人会误会了放弃/投降 和妥协的意思。

在某方面，这三个字都能用，只是比较容易误会。

如果有一件事情努力了很久都不能有更好的迹象出现，

不想再继续了- 放弃

算了吧，向命运-投降

或者 不妥协，继续加油

现在弄得我自己也乱七八糟的 ...

很糟糕， 只怪自己为什么不能向过去妥协。

脚踏车之旅

There's a lot of people enjoying the moment walking under the rain.
Most of them feeling upset or sad.
WELL. What I've been through just 10 minutes ago and i'm still feeling that my body is so hot..
the thing is, I cycle to tuition without company by Mr.Lonely.
I worried that it will be raining on the way there, but it never. But still I wear on a cap.

跟你们说，老天爷最棒了!

Just the moment I wanna get ready for my songs and listen , the moment i get on my bicycle and wear my cap. It start raining...
Say bye to the junior of our school , she's talking quite rude to her friend -.-

Use all of my strength and bicycle skill to ride all the way back on in the rain.
Hahaas It's so fun ! and I am quite happy. Pray that the rain won't get heavier ..

It takes time crossing the road and get wet.
Ahh What a nice experience xDDD
Imagine you're the one cycling with a cap , listen to your Idol's new songs , singing in the heart.. balancing your bike , see right left right.
And woo hoo... there you are gonna reach home , Open your main gate with your own Controller from the distance of 4 cars.
How fun.

我的脚踏车之旅 尽然是出了去钢琴班以外，补习也是。

一个字 爽啊

QingMing

There's one day, my friend was trying to let her India friend know she couldn't attend an event because of Qing Ming. She was thinking the english word for that.
LOL , as what i read from NewsPaper. English word = QingMing. o.o ??


I rmb when I saw 陳嘉樺 wear gown, my eyes open bigbig. I love her skin O.O
Then I wanna to maintain a good and smooth skin. Ahh I know how bad condition my skin is.. :\
It might take times. But then...this happen on the second day(today) after i promised to take care of my skin.

I went to QingMing to 'baibai' my grandpa.
Well , I was thinking it might very super-extreme hot so then i wear singlet.
Ahh what a GREAT IDEA that was.


...

...

And then I got sun burn. zzzzz

...

My back now got two different colors and very pain.
HELP

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Yes Yes!
I went to Redbox and meet a new friend after Sport.
I went to buy the SHERO and then went to monorail.
Wait for bro Dan get me. PandanJaya cell having Easter Celebration.
Ahh , how good this is. I didn't see them for such a long time.

Listen to testimonies and this that.
I want to go to church but not now. (:

Ahh
Gown O+O

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April Fool

Ahha , what you all remember is April Fool today right?
First, it's a examination day like usual to me. Don't even feel any suasana about this April Fool.

Second, is my daddy birthday! :DD

Happy Birthday Daddy =3

And And.
After the sport event on this Saturday,
will be going to shout out loud in the kbox !
And and !
GET MY SHERO ALBUM =DDDD
AHHHHHHHHHH

I AM just so into S.H.E ..
okay end.