绮的生活

绮的生活

雨影之心


When you did nothing but it still hurt that way

雖然很寂寞,但回憶給了我們安慰。

有太多想说
才发现要从脑里深入的去思想
会让自己受伤
...
所以,有些回忆还是免了




Tuesday, September 9, 2008

When I'm with you

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't lve to see another day
I swear it's true
Becoz a girl like you it's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

-------------------------------------------

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I..
I'm with you

===============================

Crush & I'm with you
Lyrics
==============================

I don't want to think about it
But I can't control myself
It's like a dream
fatigue like this way
When I'm with you

to comfort you everytime
hug you or kiss you
And this is how my life
When I'm with you

And you just didn't feel it

=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=




Saturday, September 6, 2008

Rainy day - school

I went to school today`
What a good student I am.. =P
I thought she will be coming to sch..
So I didn't even ask such stupid qn that will she come...
But then , She didn't come =.=
First, we thought she will be late`
we saw a person look like her standing near the main gate
But then ,
As what Sook Moon said , " is teacher " ..
that crow mouth`
then suan liao....
There is only 14 or 15 students come =)
It's so cold today...
Started rain at the last period ,
It's quite fun when walking in the rain.. ^^
and I smile ..
like an idiot...
And I wonder why she didn't come...
Sigh`

--------------------------------------------

When recess`
Puiling passed by
And she make the "zhuu" lip shape to me again
And I was like ... so sensitive
Said loudly ( she's walking towards her class )
" No Zhuu anymore!!~ "
" NO ZHUU anymore "
" NOZHUUANYMORE "
And I wonder why i said it 3 times -,-
Argh... Siao me

===================================

see you!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

=)

Today she told me ... " I'm not zhuu anymore`..not ur zhuu "
fine then...
quite hurt... :_:
that's the way how we use to call each other
I know... and I really felt it
You never call me like that for a LONG time
So... just FINE ..
I have to call ur name tmr...

- no ZHUU
- no SHA po..

if you say that it is weird...
cause u told me that you're not Zhuu
So I have to do it so...
forgive me... I'm sensitive again

so` Gambateh in ur PRA-exam! ^^

I like the way u smile...
give me a smirk! ;) everyday... when I see u

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

That's him!

It's a long time!
I never chat with him...
haa`..
He took new pic! and I stole it =P
Let's how it..
Looks like THAI singer.. XD
Just what I said.. lolx`
I think we'll meet again after my PMR ;)
He said,
" I think you'll be getting taller that time "
lolx! yea I know I'm short laa..
don't say like that PLSPLS..
hehe``..
:+: Friendship forever :+: luu..

Sunday, August 3, 2008

------

2 August
Woke up at 8.16am..
Prepared and went to tuition center..
9.30-2pm..
Cause the BM teacher was late..
so the class ended at 2pm =.=
bORing``
Revision for Maths =.=

3 August
After tuition... eat
and now I'm here to say HI ;)

--------------------------------------

walking down the empty street..
the lights along the road were bright ,
there's nobody be with me
Just me.
Missing you


Friday, August 1, 2008

I'm back`` =)

I'm backkk =) !
My mood is quite okay and sooo hungryyy :_:
Today was so embarrassed after sch`
First is LL ,
Hx helped her t hold the text books and she prank on her with a kiss
O-M-G !!
but then she said she didn't really kiss..
but LL was soo soooo shy! and her face turned "RED"..
oh yeah , that time we were walking up the stair ..=D
Secondly, it's meee..
When the Sri Petaling' train came ,
I ran into the train just in a minute..
erm , ran into it when the door going to close.
Cmun said that she x kenal saya when I change the train to Ampang XD
Actually I shudd take the Ampang train back home .. hehe
Then I was keep laughing and coverin' my mouth -.-
Don't really want to think abt it anymore =P

what the hecks with today? =.=

Saturday, June 21, 2008

I'm abnormal since I study in a girls school
A-B-N-O-R-M-A-L

fine... end up here :D

Is like I'm so freaking out of this stuff...
ARRR..... Can anyone tell me what happen?

Monday, May 26, 2008

The chronicle of Narnia

After lunch with my family,
I went to Leisure Mall to watch <>
OH` it's cool even I didn't watch the first & 2nd Narnia -regret =x
I'm nt alone to watch it la` dn't worry
B4 i wait my friend, I went to Popular ...
No wonder there was some NEW book after I didn't go for thr abt 2 days
OMG OMG! 大象的眼淚/ Water of Elephant! Finally I found it.. it's new in Popular
And the latest book of 可愛淘 put infront of the door stead of my lovely
If i got alots of $$! Then i can buy all the books I want to buy
OMG OMG! Why the books is so expensiveeee

After the movie, I went back home by bus (alone oh~)

P;s - this is the 1st time i watch movie with her nerh` and her sis ...-.-

Thursday, May 8, 2008

I'm so tired .. :_:
I felt like gonna faint out...
Issit cause of the examination?
I didn't study much and slp late ..><
Mayb I'm too tired for reading all the sub
Haiz... the maths exam make me feel like wanna jump into the river `
going to rain soon
So boring here Need to memorize alot of moral value
ar... sane sane sane
Must keep going on!...
:+: Smile :+:

Sunday, May 4, 2008

100 postssss

This is the 100 posts! Yea~
perfect `
Sorry for my friends who were here
I'm using my new blog which is only for Chinese word ><
Exam is coming`
My science is bad, my maths is bad , my BM is worse... my GEO & KH worst
kee... My English .. hoho dunno It is highest in last exam 80%~~
Must be hard +++ working``
Come ON ~ Go go go~~!!!!

Sorry nvr tell u all that
My piano arrived since last week
And I keep play my piano for 2 hours a day
hee ... ytd be "pig" ..so nvr touch it
Today I'm going to study ~
GOGOGO!

Marriage D'amour! nice ~

thanks for tagged~!
`` :+: tian tian kai xin :+: ``

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Do u all rmb that I said.. I'll post my wallettt up here?
I mean..the pic~ Mayb i din say it..
da la~~
Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us

QuickPost Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others!
Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us

QuickPost Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others!
lovely hebeee
Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us

QuickPost Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others!

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Here I am~
This blog will be close for a few time..
To be frank to the readers..
I've got 3 blogs~
This is English one
Now I want to write a Chinese blog
Ytd I opened a new blog just to write Chinese..
hee.. But now nobody know the link yet.
Wanna know?.. It is all abt my feeling~
ASk me loooo haha

Okay~ I'm nt really happy after back
But now is alright
I'm gonna find the homosexual thingy for my English lesson tmr~
OMG... haiz ... It's for my ORal 2 zz

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Hey!~ I'm here again
Today got senaman pagi competition .. oky it's sucks and maybe some of the students nt happy abt that~ skip this
Geo singing competition~ We got No.2!! yo~
Thanks for my friends who supported me in the hall~ terharu de nerh.. XD
And thanks for "dear" >< .. she cheer me up b4 went to the hall wahaha
No sad thing no sad thing no sad thing ..
LiLing sit bside me today leh... lolx cause she didn't brought her TEXT BOOK -.-

I went to see my new piano just now
The sound was so nice
My mum scolded cause I dn't dare to ply infront of them
Of course I try to ply when they're nt around... wahaha
Tmr will receive the piano when I get home.. kee

P;S - When I dn't want to talk .. maybe I just want you to talk to me? haaaz I'm crazy

:+: Happy Always :+:

Saturday, April 19, 2008

huu
The piano class have been postpone.
So that now I'm in the tuition center ..
First, I went to photostat the whole set of piano sheet that I need to ply for the net lesson.
After that, I back to tuition center(until now) to do my piano hmwk.
Then I received a msg from my teacher. My piano class will be start from 7.45 today~
Yay.. the I bought cup mee and Green Tea at tuition center.
After I settled down,I dn't know what to dooooooo
Then I came up here!Chat with Mayyun
Fs can't login ..
P;S - pls put ur real name when you're tagging =] I know there is nt much ofppl being here

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Lychee


Edited at LunaPic.com
lol! History exammm~ OVER
I just read and read the text book in sch today
After I back from toilet... the paper start
arrrgh I hope I can pass the exam
* No fail again

Okay chatting with Liling in msn
She's quite busy -.-
Ntg to say at all
Hearing song ~ wait the time pass
then study~ Science paper~~
wahah

Sunday, April 13, 2008

yoyo! It's sooooo boringgg now~

Today after tuition classes.. Sy, Pk & I went to Sg.wang
Then I asked pk to call CheeMun.. we met together
Then we went to watch the Highstreet5 competition~ lolx
around 3.40..Sy backed home and left 3 of us.. wuu
Then CheeMun called "xiao wen li ming" who work at the shop which opposite my tuition area!
lolx They looked like couple but they're nt
lame... If David know.. CheeMun will be very cham haha just jk
4 ppls We joked and laugh .. that guy really funny!
Around 6.. I reach home then rest
1930- I sang in my room 2030 - I studied for my Maths exam~ Others leave it away~~~~
Cool man~! see what will I get in my Sj exam..must be fail again XD
" Expected "

Friday, April 11, 2008

hey hey~ blog

Today Shook Yeng and I went to TS watched "Nim's world"
I skipped the sch race practise..XD
I bought the green tea (honey taste-costs RM2.8) b4 I get into the cinema.
The movie was quite nice~~ Galileooooo
This few day, I've been talk alot with FLL~ ( after recess..cause I dun even talk b4 recess )
She's cute for me.. cause we called each other "dear" b4..
okay.. I said "divorce" ..yea.. so we're just friend but like a couple always argue
lame.. okay, I'm nt a lesbian and it's fun to talk with her
Everytime she talk..she will make me or others laugh..
P.S - I like to hit her..er.. bit her?..er.. prank..ply.. ha~ LL ur hand still hurt or nt?

Exam is on next week~ See you guys on next next MOnday~
miss yaaaa

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Confused.. Who am I? I'm not me anymore..
It's my Life

Friday, April 4, 2008

This is the 90th post!!~ yea

I cut my hair by my own self today... wakaka~
It's nt really nice but I like it~ hee

I told my P.Puteri group captain that I dn't want to join the kawal kaki..
guess what~ I quitted~ yes.. haha
It's so lazy to stay at sch and my body always get hurt after sporting..
Cause I told my dad dn't hv to come and fetch me up, so that I went to YangGuang with CheeMun
And we talked alot.. chat and chat
Be4 it rains, I suggested that we should go to Lrt station .. cause it is still early ..abt 2.15.
Then we chat thr for 1 hour at the LRT station. 2 Ampang train over.. We went in the third then back home..
It's fun to talk to her... XD

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Yea! I'm here
It's boring here ...and now~
I uploaded alot of S.H.E photo in Friendster~ chat with RaNg~
Now I've got ntg to do and outside is keep booming and thundering~

Sch - During the last 2 period (Geo)
We sang.. as loud as we can..XD
Ss and me were having fun thr and we're enjoy to sing the song
Cause we got the sing competition on next Wed and the title is abt geography.
lolx I know this is lame.. I told my mum this and she scold me
omgwtf ? She said I attended many competition but didn't get anything back.
What I can say is.. so many ppl look down on me
Fine.. I dn't mind now.. whatever - fullstop

My voice is like "stuck" now and can't really sing out..
I know it's boring to read this post
Anyway, it just a post ... aiz

-xiao gua dai-

Sunday, March 30, 2008

This is the 2nd post
After this, I will off9 and say byebye~
haha~

what should I say
I really dn't like to sign in here
Everytime after I typed the email ,
I should type the password only can sign in...
guess what... my password is a name of friend
to me... the name is so special
ha~
Nvm ... It's the pass
I don't want to change it, cause I will rmb this friend 4ever
xx is the power of mine.. yea
I'll nvr forget what xx said... the promise we made
1st. We'll meet each other
2nd. When we find our first love(really 1st love ar) will tell each other..
3rd. We'll blog everyday

manyyyy.. the 1st and the 3rd .. will nvr achieve haha
Why I write this at here... cause I always go to xx blog
I were there just now.
今天感覺好自由~
補習時一直sms~ 美專心聽課
儅我拿到那份Singapore standard的考卷
要命 雖然有些答案猜對了 我想我只要再努力
vocab方面沒問題吧~
過後,我到7-eleven 吃了杯面就和佩琪搭接運到Maluri
見了Vicky 我們拼命找人問路 如何去國家圖書館
好啦~ 在不該下車的車站等... 結果原來的車能直去~
了解了KLCC外面的建築~
一路上 認住了路綫,Jln Yap Kwan XX and JLn Ampang
到了站 Institut Jantung Negara對面就是 國家圖書館了~
雖然只是一小路段 卻學了不少東西
自己在圖書館register 找資料
也很勇敢問路 向那些有我們要的資料的人索取那些資料~
好好玩~ 回到Jusco買了杯雪糕吃
這雪糕真好吃~ 就三個小瓜到處走最後的禮物
haha

Thursday, March 27, 2008

" 7 zai "!! ~ 7 zai-
Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us

QuickPost
I want to buy this type of 7 zai! not the fake one
Ytd my family and I went to Kangle pasar malam.
Then I saw this!! Cuteeee~~ yea, the same size! but it cost RM70 arrrrr...~~!
I waaaannntttt...

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

今天看了很多有关S.H.E的片段~
有些真的好好笑哦!
黑涩会美眉就有说什么 “自high 超搞笑” 之类的..
什么自high~! .. 被冷到的感觉~
我想有时候我在学校就是那样.. 就自己high起来~ 还蛮丢脸的!

project!!!~ x3!
KH 还剩下图片...
Geo 就一大堆的来.. Sej 很少见到老师,就好像遗忘了似的.. 四月要交了!来不及了
Lisan & Oral~
Lisan type 完了哦!
星期四有Oral... 那个欧巴桑老师~ 老是脸黑黑对着我们
nitenite

Monday, March 24, 2008

奔跑吧~ 孩子

今天小毛頭跑来跟我说他进了赛跑比赛, 他说我将会他最大的敌人
他要赢我才甘心~ 也对啦~ 小毛頭就是爱这样..
今天影终于动手做功课,平时他总是懒懒散散.. 看电视看到不吃饭
大家都有project, 还记得影之前哭了嘛...
他说他要努力, 把爱情都泡在脑后啦~
我很佩服这点 , 当然我不会输给他...
赛跑当天,我要赢小毛頭给影看
谁叫他看不起我...
算了 , 反正小毛頭出现当天影也不会来~
等着瞧吧你们
奔跑吧~ 孩子

Sunday, March 23, 2008

还记得在梦里牵着你的手...

今天遇到超扯的事~!
补习后到LRT站等车,我带着郁闷的心情..
蹲了下来,喝了口水.. 望着对面的男生
他打电话给朋友,第一句就说 “喂,你在那里?”
接着, “我不会去啊,你到了啊?我一个人我怕” (好扯)
“我去你那里啦~你带我去.. ” 然后,这是爆点!“eh!你那里有美女(靓女)吗?”..
然后不知说了什么就收线... 我当场“噗”了一声!如果我在喝水,我可能把水也喷出来..
扯透了!
今天心情还好..
一只回想昨天的事,可怜的影..
是吧~ 这就是感情...
我想现在已经很少有我喜欢你,要等你喜欢我才在一起的情侣了吧~
都是“你当我x朋友吧~" 然后就答应的那种~
影不管,他说只是跟时间比赛...

Saturday, March 22, 2008

今天迟去补习社,女生那边坐满了人.. 只好坐在那又冷又靠近男生的位置
我是不怕和男生坐啦.. 但有个女的易位,就做到他的位子
我今天仔细观察了一个前的像Hebe发型的女孩..
现在还真多人剪啊~ 打她剪得不像 XD
3.15pm 去钢琴lesson..
练了最后一首歌了,要买新书了!

今天我把 《野蛮奶奶vs格斯拉》 给看完
原本想培养感情,痛苦一场看悲part..但Adam打来 直说我sound like very sad..-.-
看完了
我上线了
影对我说,他很伤心..
他哭了一下 他还打我心,直向我倾诉..
我想这下他真的动心了..
不管了 , 我安慰了他说 “你对我说过,睡了一觉就会好了..去睡吧”
他答应我 会好好读书 想放弃
曾经尝试要放弃的影 最终与时间过不去
他说还要考虑 要我别担心
影爱我 我爱影 你要开心哦~
The Sky is Black..
Ying tell me, I should say out ..

I miss you friend
Even we didn't talk to each other anymore,
but I miss you..
I learnt , that I hv to treasure the people who is always around me..
And I will never forget that ,
I love you.. cause you're worth to be a friend .. and worth to be my friend

I miss you too
I wouldn't say it out who is you..
The people who is around me will know who is you
you're heart.. you're my soul
but, you not my everything
but my love..
Yea, I'd lost my direction before,
that's what I learn..
Three words doesn`t mean tat I hv to get along with you

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Finally!! I bought 六弄咖啡馆 ~
咖啡王子1号店 找了我一整天,
当我拿着 《
六弄》朝向爸爸的方向走去时,眼前就出现一堆的 《咖啡王子1号店》。
是的,最后最后才让我遇见~ 心中多么的兴奋啊!
在我选择了咖啡王子后,拿到妈妈面前,却被妈妈认出..
她说我们年轻人真奇怪,又浪费钱.. 电视节目都播出了还要买书..
我心想,其实是不一样的..
算了吧,最后还是买下了六弄. 待会爸爸跑步回来要还钱呢~
谁叫我脑子不听话,每次去Popular看着六弄却没钱买.. 这下好了,买了书 还欠人钱!

3月20日
距离还有10天小碧就要生日了
我想忙于工作的他应该不会忘记自己的生日吧~
加油哦!

要回去我的工作岗位了
影告诉我,他找不到未来的目标
想要学摄影还是设计啊~
他也告诉我,今年PMR会很忙..
不得空上线了.. 要大家快快乐乐的
影要对所有的朋友说他爱你们哦!
他要我告诉就上College 或也将要考PMR 的朋友努力读书!
=)

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

托托托~ 鬥牛要不要托了一個禮拜, 現在都不想看..結局耶~
咖啡王子1號店 超好看的 雖然有時哭哭啼啼很悶
也許是弟弟跟哥哥在的關係吧 不然我也會哭的
今天沒吃午餐 媽媽出去了
考卷分發了哦! 成績好爛哦!
不過沒有不及格啦~ 但我已知道歷史不及格了~

七仔!你們知道七仔多可愛嗎?
知道的吧!是超級可愛.. 真想擁有一個
這星期四放假 也許會去打籃球哦~

學校的projeck還真多
今天功課也很多 煩呐~

對了哦 到底什麽是愛情阿
新動搖了也算嗎?
我的好朋友都曾談過戀愛 有些熱戀中 有些煩惱中
而我~^^一直都單身的啦~
單身也好嘛 不是我在掩飾什麽 是真的~

好啦 一天又要過去了
身體健康哦!

喜碧生日快樂

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

My another blog can't use!
No acc available! ...eee suan
反正只贴过三次
我以为你没回来
我想 你是太累了 没时间回吧 不过我看到你上线
恭喜你回来 哈哈

2nd..
憋在心里很久很久了
很不舍得一段友情 假的友情 不真实
我的blog密码依然放着她的名字
我知道 她永远不会上来这
我永远不知道她如何想我 two faces?
算了吧 影阿影 人家都不领情 还用敷衍方式跟你对话
我也知道啊 况且 我已经不敢跟她说话了
就像日常生活一样 每次上线 第一样做的事
上msn 看她的心情日记 反正当看小说嘛
两个不同世界的人 友谊再好 也看不透他人的心 对吧
影阿影 这道理就对啦 赶快去眠一眠
明天一定要好心情!
那我就跟大家说声晚安咯~
dance dance dance~
我的舞技好差
好不容易有假期 自己却找些perfomance...
ho! 真累 这九天都很忙
明天是Vicky生日 大家都看得出 其实她不是很开心 但她很坚强^^
六就要表演 到最后大家才一至决定跳那爽快又孩子气的舞
而且我可能要绑起像小孩似的头发吧~ 哈

假期前 刚考完试 我的历史不及格 好笑吧~
加油加油! 再混下去 ,我看可要全考不及格 呵呵
还有一大堆的project等着我要做
我却把他们都留在小小的角落,因为大角落给我把平时伤心的泪都藏起来
我没哭啦 也不是时常伤心
但如果我看连续剧/偶像剧 悲的part都会伤心起来

我就是喜欢我行我素 想做什么就什么
成长中 ... 看我会遇到什么 但我都会保持笑容

最近爱上韩剧和韩歌
《咖啡王子1号店》 好棒哦 伊恩惠好可爱 而且酷呆了
好像像戏剧里一样...

Monday, March 3, 2008

New blogskin! Hebe <3

Maths exam overrrrr it's quite easy
hoho~ Sick sick..! again
Today that Mr.Chee come in for last period, and we're having maths exam that time.
I tell myself that " want t find a boy teacher is hard , we must deserve.. "
BUT!.. my mind goes wrong.. the TRUTH is.. He's really like gay
when he talk, the sound is just like the way girl teacher talking yuksssss..
And.. his movement on his hand!
the "OK" sign make by him is just like.. yerrrrrr and I covered my mouth quickly cause I'm gonna lol!
And when the bell ring.. we took our bag and I laugh so loudly with Shuin at the back corridor..
This is the 1st time I feel like I really laughing.. OMG

happy life

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Sivik teacher change again! Next week maybe we'll get a new Sivik teacher
And march we'll get a new Maths teacher! Mr.Chee!!.. alot of student don't like him..
they said he's just like a gay boy..-.-
I drew a pic of Hero(DBSK) ytd. But the eyes and the mouth is totally diff with the real person..
but still got some friend can recognize it.. It looks quite nice =)
Today, Shuin, cy and I were chatting abt the ghost topic.. hotel , genting , anywhere~
b4 geo period is Sivik, teacher didn't teach cause she's moving to other sch or bla..
Sleep until Geo period..the teacher come at the 2nd period of Geo..
So, I slept for abt 1 hour thr..=.=
then still blur blur when teacher is teaching ..
so hottt

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Valentine Day..
Is it really important? it's important to all couplesss
but nt me..=)
I saw AhBoon holding the flower and a present, he's hiding under the bridge behind the wall..
I saw ManKay walking to the bridge and finding Ahboon..
( they are soooooo sweet man! the smile on her face.. the flower on his hand )

This year Valentine Day, is the first time I feel like nothing..
Just same as ytd, tmr.. last month,last week..last second!
Enjoying being at the basketball court..
throwing the ball .. joke with friends ... hug hug kiss kiss..
How important friends are... Even you dn't hv a lover.. you can still feel the "love"..XD

I want buy my own basketballllllllll! coz I dn't hv :_:
After I join Xing Guang hou yuan hui.. I'll save money for my pandu uniform and my basketballll.. bskb is nt exp-.-..

End up here... Basketball<3 !
Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us
Pigletttt.... it's cute!

PAUL FRANK! ..and that slipper belongs to my cousin^^
it cost RM2xx and the slipper cost RM69
Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

eeee...

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Happy Chinese New Year!

yoyo! Happy Chinese New Year
Even though there are nt much person to be here to see waht I write..
But I still wanna write down what had happened.

Chinese New Year Eve -Reunion Day
Bing Ngen uncle and his family hvn't come to M'sia yet.
My bro and I were the 1st two person who reach thr~
We're waiting for our cousin to come.. unite=
b4 we go to my grandma's hse.. My mum brought us to buy New Year clothes
But I've got enuf of NewYear Clothes.. so I just chose 1 pants which cost RM74.90 (half price)
body gloves brandddd.... I was like stunned thr .. But my eldest bro said all of the body gloves must be exp.

Chu 1 !!
Yeah! Whole family~
When we arrived my grandma's hse.. I saw the car which belongs to Bing Ngen uncle!
Yes, HanXin is thr.. I'm so happy..
but the 1st sight I looked at HanXin is like..
I've got ntg to say.. but time getting longer..
And we chat for more and more.. getting closer
this year, we didn't go to "gu po" hse bcoz my grndm is sicked.
There were so many person in my grndm' hse but some of the children were gambling at the 2nd living room. I were thr too =)
Sudden a piglet pop out in my mind when I'm looking at HanXin..
I asked " Where's ur piglet? Did you bring it? "..
then she walked to my grndm room and took it for me..
Shock! She brought 4 piglet which just bought at last month.. Faint
THEY ARE sOOOOOOoo CUTEEEEE!
Especially that "big head" one.. piglet <3

chu 2
dad wake us up coz we have lunch with " shu gong " at 12.30
And my dad wake us at 12..
He keep said that we got nt enuf time to prepare..
Half hour-.-... can you?
We're in a rush and my mum forget to angpau..
We're having our lunch at Hai Wai Tien restaurant..
I keep miss calling HanXin bt the line is busy... and she's sitting opposite of me. XD
Then I sent a msg for greeting..
aFter that we went to my mum sis thr for bai nian
get angpau! My biao jie now is pregnant ! the 2nd baby!!! Is girl..
4.30pm We're going back to my gugu jia..
Unite with HAnxin
lolx.. Joshua and Geng Yi were playing Counter Strike.. all the boys join together.. 2 laptops and 1 com... HanXin and I were watching Bean's Holidays
The dog- dudu.. keep cuddling on hanxin' leg..it is sooooo cute

After Dinner, I join Hanxin and her family .. we went to Pavilion
Shopping.. Uncle wanna know how M'sian manage their business..
Uncle brought a coat for me..and a pair of slipper for hanxin~
PAUL FRANK.. HanXin said " Where's my paul frank? "
WEn Yee " ur bf? "... lolx! cold man..
We're having fun after the dinner..
My dad back to grndm's hse and chat with uncle.
my bro , HX , wy and I were playing at the 2nd living room..
chat, talk abt dance..
fun =)

Thursday, January 31, 2008

today we have do 60 times pumping oh!
hee
this is the song from "bull fighting"..by S.H.E




我 看不开 也放不开 因为我曾见过 情真的盛开
我 要等待 一直等待 等那一个夜晚 从回忆回来
当你拥抱着我 那一瞬间 我象飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落 我不再是我 我有了梦 我在梦中
来过 来得那么美 那么凶
欢呼着 从我生命 狠狠碾过
连遗憾 也都不争气的 珍惜成笑容
来过 让我完整过 幸福过
怎么能轻易就放他走 我不想解脱 我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来
S.H.E 来过
寂寞喧哗 我不害怕 因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大 会容得下 我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺 我已忘了 那已不重要了
反正我都会守候 在梦中守候 我最唯一 最美的梦
来过 来得那么美 那么凶
欢呼着 从我生命 狠狠碾过
连遗憾 也都不争气的 珍惜成笑容
来过 让我完整过 幸福过
怎么能轻易就放他走 我不想解脱 我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来
S.H.E 来过
如果需要动用奇迹来交换美丽
就让泪蒸发 下成雪花
和我一起在中被融化

来过 让我完整过 让我幸福过
等你回来

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO ME
It's hurt alot alot alot !
Deep and Deep..
I can't forget...
You're kicking me out right?
IT's fine =) I dn't even mind that..
Just say .. you angry, you hate , or you intent t do that to me...
Is like our friendship
ends up..
you didn't even say a word
then u leave...
Should I hate you?
NO..
Cause in my heart
you're still my friend

Monday, January 28, 2008

Oh man!!!!!
This morning, my mum asked me whether i back home by myself or what..
I said "yes, I go back myself "..
Then, my dad's motor at home and he's waiting me at the bus station after he fetched my bro!..
Guess what, I can't call my dad cause I dn't hv the key to go inside..
So that I wait... then I ate my bread and played schooter.. There's a grasshopperrrr!!!
Its excreting after I looked at it for abt 5min..
b4 that, that's a bee..and a 'superman' fly..
Okay good.. my neighbour back and I went to his house for call my dad..
-----------------
My parents back..
and they're scolding me now..
I wanna cry!!!!
Everytime also is my fault..
My mum said.. " I asked that is for know I need to fetch u back FROM SCHOOL.. nt b.s!! "
WALAO A... now I;m like OMG!... did she said " from sch" that word!!!
my fault again!... This the 2nd they wanna fetch me but I'm earlier / late.....
lame lame LAME!
And my "SECRET" piano notes vanished.. I lend it to LingWei and now she was like ntg happen!
I'm very very angry that time.. Cause I can't find any friend to accompany me to the stuff room... So I just follow Lw2 them...wasting the time until 1.30..went for my club, my mood became better tht time..
Sigh, it's like bullshit today...
How can she pretend like ntg happen after she lost the thing that belongs to others!
the track bottom also she made it lost...and she was like nothing. Hoe Yee was so angrying too

Sunday, January 27, 2008

eee... I posted the photo which took when I'm model....
heeee..
should nt be proud know?
cause it just a "xiao shi qing"...
you can see the photo at my friendster prof!
haha
Have a Nice Day..
time to say goodbye

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Went to Rynn Lin's 代言 glasses 的宣傳會!!
They wanna choose 10 model... 10 of the model will get the glasses which is FREE!
I'm one of them =)..
Guess what!.. Pheobe choose the right side and Rynn choose the left side..
So I'm the 1st model choose by him..
heehee!
When up to the stage, kinda nervous lo~
But after few min just like usual..
I'm the 3rd "model".. the glasses quite nice..
I wanna buy newspaper after tmr.. see whether I got in the Entertainment thr or nt..

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

今天,神让我再看看这美丽的世界...
蓝蓝的天空,青青的草地..全在我眼前
好久好久没看过这样的场景..
是神在安慰我,不让我觉得寂寞..
要我坚持下去,
还是,从今以后的寂寞..
都要以最耀眼的那刻去遗忘

我的世界并不空虚,
但我把它弄得连我自己也不懂得世界...
再多朋友,
最终只会发现...
那可能是虚幻...
让自己觉得有安全感
让自己觉得不再空虚

自己傻笑着,
当初的光阴,
是如何过的...
竟然坚持到到现在...
=)

Saturday, January 19, 2008

I'm crying I'm crying...
I don't know why am i crying..
what for?
I'm sorry...
the tears just fill out ..
NO! I think over and over..
IT's my fault..
I look back our conversation..
It's my fault...
But, If anyone keep blaming each other..
The prob won't be settle down.

I cried until i fall in sleep...

* Thanks for ur caring msg...

Friday, January 18, 2008

#!Confused Confused Confused ~~

Sorry for being that..
but this time is ur fault..
coz u keep living..
I'm trying to talk with u..
but u leave...
fine...
it's okay for me...


挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗

I love this song

Thursday, January 17, 2008

okay... my fault.
hv a ltt argument with ruth..
I dn't think that's an argument..
I dn't know who's making it like a big trouble.. me or you?
just one word...
okay, 1st...that's my fault.. joke to you
I'm SORRY SORRY SORRY...
three times liao...
I'll see u next day...
very wu liao .. and i nvr angry for this stuff

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I felt that Vicky and I are stranger..
We got such a long time didn't chat..
cause of her attitude, is really hard to communicate sometimes..
Today, she came to sch.. i got ntg to say.
Only I can talk to her fluently after sch.
you know,...
in sch, I can't angry.. only the others can..
i never shout, never scold any ppl..
They never see I angry... =)
that's me.. keep laughing...
If I need to continue our friendship,
i should forgive of their rudeness...
that's how i live..
here ~!!
Photobucket
this is w970i.. it's cool!
Photobucket
Photobucketthe model are nt same..but it's name same.. so how?
i dn't think it is the latest phone.. w350, w760 and z555 is the newest

how?

Monday, January 14, 2008

There's one day, your lover say goodbye to you.
He gonna leave u... he said " we shouldn't be together anymore "..
You tell your friend abt this, some of them will say ,
" dn't be too sad, he doesn't loves you from the beginning , why should u suffer like this? "
To yourself, you say " no, he does loves me.. "
He loves you or nt , is nt important to your friends, but it's important to you.
Trust yourself that he does loves you , because you're still love him.
After many months , you ask yourself again ,
" Does he loves me? " .. you're still hesitate abt the answer , or maybe not..
Cause , that time you don't love him anymore..
it's nt important abt the answer...
If you're sad or depressed..
I'm sorry cause I'm nt by ur side
So am i..
If i'm sad.. you're nt here..
But rmb, we're the tough teenagers which are growing up..
I can't let u stay in my chest...
But mayb u can hug ur teddy and telling all the thing to teddy..
Dn't complain anything or desire to get more..
All you got is the GOD gave you..
The friendship will never end except u neglect it...
no matter what happen..
there is ME!
Teddy& GOD..

Rush hours!!

Sleep at 1.30am cause played UNO with my ltt bro~
he keep losing to me..wahaha
Wake up 5.30am but very sleepy then continue til abt 6..
rush to brush my teeth, rush to wear my uniform..eat my breakfast..
rush get up into the car..

Sch time!
Recess time finished, rush back to the class if nt got the teacher will scold again through the PIBG room..
Okay, time passed over.. Time to rush to the tuition class to change my routine,
then rush to eat my lunch..
then rush back to sch for my L.S club~
Abt 3pm, it's raining! 3.15, teacher let us go back cause the rain is getting heavily..
Coz i dn't hv umbrella, so i need to wait for my friend ..
rush to the bridge for cross over the road... straight away go to tuition.. my friend gone..
Alone.. go into the tuition class, everyone look at me... my friend said.. " eh? lychee has come.. "
lolz.. the girl who sit in front keep looking at me when I go out and come in the tuition class.=.=
my friend said.. " eh, go kao her..." ..XD
Rush to LRT station for chase the train.. and so on...
Rush HOURsssss
See ya~

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Can i cry loudly?
Can i cry in your chest?
I wanna cry...
Angela Zhang! <3 .. She's cute.. but i dn't like the way she smile..it's really weird!
Considering wanna buy her album or nt~~!!
Too many things need to buy.. wahaha
but lack of money.. ><

So sien nerh..
Alex changed his blog link!
It's enjoyable chat with Ruth them..
haiz..

Ytd i was looking at the sky alone..
sitting on the swing ..
i felt ...lonely.. and is terrible that the street dn even gt a person!!!
I watched...til i find a star..
finally i found it.. it's so far away and so small
thr's only 1 i saw..only 1 star.
na shi wo dui ni yao yuan de si nian...
end up here~

Saturday, January 12, 2008

my only accompany.. teddy bear <3 pink

it's boring to be here...

tired of being like this...

sleep and never wake up anymore...

I'm waiting...

The day

Friday, January 11, 2008

Is that our friendship
OR
The relationship that i lost
or
I just passed by and never notice
o..
you never show any sign for me either
n
It's hard to stand on this stuff to wait for you
...
Can we stay like this?
or
Can i only belong to you?
b4
it's too hurt for me to be stay like this..
...
three words
I love you?
or
I hate you?
Can i have this two at the same time?

如果有一天,
我能拥有一双隐形的翅膀,
我要飞到你的世界...
把你的精彩人生带到我的世界...
虽然那很自私,
但如果能于某人分享你的快乐..
那很值得..

如果我没有那双翅膀,
我会走上我自己的道路..
一路找寻我的未来..我的快乐
就算只是我一个人,
一路上,
也许我已经得到许多快乐..
快乐是多么的让人觉得自由...
但如果自由,
是在不允许之下寻找,
那我宁愿一个人承担我的痛苦...
宁愿躲在最暗的地方把痛苦埋藏起来。
如果你也像我一样宁愿要痛苦..
能不能..
让我等你...
让我们把痛苦一起放走..
一起寻找快乐..
一起寻找自由..
一起走向未来..
Happy Birthday

dear my buddy, Ruth

I didn't prepare any present for you..
but all i can give you is...the friendship between both of us..
No matter what, in my mind...there's a friend name Ruth.

- Chee -
I hate confession ..
now when i go to sch , I'll look at my neighbor house, i scare that he'll look at me inside.
After sch i back home, I'll look again.. i scare that he'll look at me inside..
I always say i dn mind abt the other ppl confession.
But when the person is live beside ur house, how terrible is..
Dn't care...

yuuji didn't sms me anymore, mayb he's busy for his camp stuff.. it's okay.
All activities are going t start. Need to change tuition timetable liao...haiz..
My mum sure will scold me again for making her confuse.. LAME
anything...dun care...

ARRRr.. tmr gotong royong...
I still hvn't buy mahjong paper for wrap the mapping book!
i still hvn't photostat for my science homework...
i still hvn't send my letter...
i still hvn't pray for the god to make myself calm down!
i still hvn't ....

I still miss you...right?
I'm 100% GIRL!
I'll sweep my floor when Saturday !
Every time just scold and scold..Why dn't u believe your daughter..just once!!
you always protect ltt bro for what! He done wrong also didn't scold..
you're pian xing between treating two of us... nt i wanna say what, nt that i dn't mature...
I just dun wanna u to treat me like tht when bro is thr.. i hate that..
If i can choose, i wanna freedom... you care for bro, i can do whatever i want and wn't let u worry..
What's the prob with this WORLD! .. wo ning yuan alone ye bu yao ni dui wo ...

Ignore this post.... it's childish

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Today my mum bought a short jeans for me.. it costs RM45, exp right?
I keep my mouth shut when my mum said it's exp, coz i dunno what to say.
mama zhen wei da~ n_n
I spent my time on watched tv at afternoon.
After ate my dinner, i come and on9...here i am.
My neighbour confess to me through msn..
I told alex, it's easy the neighbour will fall in love with each other..
But nt include me...
I decline him... but i think we still friend.. he know my meaning ~
nt cause he's a ltt fatty, is... i dun hv feel to him lo... neighbour..
Ruth didn't on9!!

my L.Skill notes hvn't finish arrrrr.... lazy to do.. lolz
yoyo! ytd was so fun!
Ytd was my 1st day of tuition.. the maths teacher is so lame!
when he teaching the polygon..he draw the heptagon on the board, then he draw the chinese suan ming..-.-
He asked " do u all know whr i learn this from? " ...then i said " shen gun " (means the ppl which con ppl) .. he tot i said he's shen gun ..then he came to see my name tag and check my bday.. then suan ming!!! he talked alot of bullshit!..and Many ppl laugh on his crap topic. Cause one of my friend said " she's lychee "...then i famous on the class =.=..
near 5pm, it's rain heavily! I wonder how am i gonig to home.. it's fun holding the books and running in the rain! and my friend hold the umbrella run with me... then i back home with LRT and wait for my dad come and fetch me.
abt 10..i sms with singwai..chat for a while. Guess what , his bday wish came true.. He did kissed his GF. haha! Congratz..
abt 11.30 , after i washed all of the dishes, then i hit the hack..coz too tired.
I scare Singwai will reply my last msg and wake me up, so i put silent but vibrate.
When i wake up on this morning, thr got 2 msg from Yuuji and 1 from Levnn.
He find me for chat , asked that did i sleep..then apologise when he realized that I'm morning class slp early. lolz
So i replied at the morning.. i felt i just got a ltt bit happy from the suprise, nt really happy at all.. and He'll come back on CNY..

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Ruth is right.. i never see Franc on9 too..
Now my friend intro list only got 1 person online..

I feel like, all my friend come back..
two faces disappear ..
lingwei gang got leewei..charmaine..
to me, they can't substitute Mankay them.
Just only 1 year i stay with Mk them, guess what?
We knowing each other clearly.. know their attitude, their behavior..
It's fun to be with them..
and lingwei.. we just enjoying our chat..
they're that kind of person who enjoying play~~ when i'm form2..
we always go to Times square by the way of sneak out b4 sch start. yea fun =)
today, I'm the 2nd person who reach sch!! i nvr see a person in the canteen!
I sit at the place which mk them always sit..unite..
it's fun... best friend will believe.. I'm glad that our friendship can continues til now.
I meet Mankay since i'm in kindergarden...til now 12 years..
but we didn't really chat with each other in primary sch..6years.
yay!! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER- vicky, peggy, yuzi, Ashley, yokewai.. and the otherssss
Here i am!!
Today, i keep laughing at sch..
I'm getting closer with my classmate..and they're my new friend.
Oh ya, it's cause of my "special" name - lychee..
When we're learning L.Skill , the teacher called me up for answer the question.
And i'm very blur abt what she said, so siang shuin told me the answer..
After that, she distributed the file to let us check which we have done on last year..
she read my name as "lei chee" ...when i go forward get it..she said.. "i'm gonna call lychee"..
then my classmate laugh..yeah special name!..-.-
Chooi yee!! Recently i always joke to her...and keep saying cold thing..-.-
WE laugh like sane ppl in the class..coz we sit in front of teacher..the teacher also felt weird that what we're laughing for.. today- our title is condom..
she asked me.. ' did u ever see condom? ' 'ya..from the tv..why? ' 'see here..'.. the Science text book.-.- ..yeayea then i said... " why show like that...mayb it used" ..lolz
there were so many things that we laugh for...is like , 13 years old me is come back!! laugh like crazy ppl

Monday, January 7, 2008

I join the PeriJaya tuition class!!
Guess what! there got abt 10 computers! If u get over thr early, that computer belong to u..
But i'm sure dun hv msn... ><..
And thr got a leisure room... all the funiture are so nice and comfortable..
After Vicky and I finished looking at the room.. then we decided to register..
And we forgot abt Kasturi there already~ and Martin.. huhu...
So, b4 the activities will start, I go tuition on Monday and Wednesday..
When March only i change into Saturday and Sunday 11.30-1.30... shuang AH!
See you all

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Yo! It's really boring to be in sch..
Cause there are all student i dun even know..
Just know their name..but dun even talk to them
Fine, now i only can chat with the student beside me,
and Shiang Shuin.. or another 2.
Let me guess, the other Mawar student, faker, two faces ppl..
lol lol.. idk
Alright, the 1st lesson i learn is GEO! The teacher is nice..
and i feel i wanna get more and more spirit on it.
yeayea..and art.. i dun want to get low marks anymore.
morning classes are good.. that's more free time for me
But from next week, I'll be attend the tuition classes!.
guess what, mayb only Wed i can back home early.. haha
see you all!

Thursday, January 3, 2008

hohoo~ kai xue laaaa
the most happiest thing is after sch..
lolz..ytd keep wrap the present for friend..then i late sleep..
made for 3 days liao...too busy for others thing too..
now is 7.23!! So happy can chat with Ruth..
But i need to take more time to study...
she wn't mind..coz she's facing her O' lvl.. haha
see you all!

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

I'd fought with my bro..no...argued!
My dad slapped him cause he keep going out.
Good to me... sry for saying that...u nvr know how i hate my bro when he's playing the com.
I dunno why i feel that..
NEW YEAR!
Is happy at the 1st 30 min.. but then..
erm , new beginning .. PMR!!!!
Maybe I'm not going t on9 too much.
Dn't worry , I'll "visit" you all anytime~
Miss ya!
Time to bye..