Tough

Move On.
部落格有着那么好的名称

...

可却看不见自己能怎么Move On.
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凌晨 4.30
没有要睡觉的念头`

功课
动也不想动

要怎么Move On?

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I fall.
Hurt badly.
And I told myself to move on.
And I start my journal here.

I can't get my feet step forward anymore..

Failure, ashame..
time management
respect

There's lot to deal with in this life.
I can see people helping me when i'm in trouble
and people step aside to get rid of problem.

I'm surprise by a sentence from a classmate of mine.
" Do not afraid to try. Be courageous. Trust yourself you can do it "
That did calm me a little when I was about to weep...

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Stucking here at 4.30
I feel like touching my homework

Meanwhile

I just feel like crying out loud for all those awkward works.

Can you imagine someone don't draw
and have to learn all this stuff and catch up
with just a little time like this?
And I am wasting it.

颓废

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Somehow I like my project Lecturer,
who did really give support, and good advice,
sometimes, good direction...

On the other side,
I just don't really like much about the new lecturer
he made me upset.
And feel more terrible on my works.

Thanks for helping.
I appreciated it.
Maybe just I don't accept the fact , i am sucks.

Or it just the real me feeling the real world.
I hate being pointed out, that someone see through me
and caught anything I'd did wrong.

...

Numb.