3Words

Remember when I keep emphasizing I don't like to say [3words]?
Here they are.
But things goes wrong, when my friend Fish always go Facebook and said
" I love you ". Is being so normal.
I got no idea why I restricted myself to speak out those word, except IHateYou.
Maybe I scared of saying IMY too much.
And ILY is always mean like nothing, and the meaning of the word is gone?

I didn't sleep very well for 3 days. Today is the third day.
Someone might have injected me poison when I was asleep I guess.
I keep on waking up around 6am , and my mind were somewhere else, telling me I wasn't at my own world. Should be say that, my heart were somewhere else gone.

Wake up at 8am everyday, then I will check on my phone, continue to sleep until my alarm ring at 8.45am` , except Saturday n Sunday.


3 days is like sitting on a train meeting new people, having meals with different people, and heard conversation with different topic.
I no longer hug my Sakae doll , but I hugged the duck doll given by Norman n Isaac as my 17 birthday present.
It is so soft and warm that once I got addicted then I won't feel like letting it go.
The reason I hug the duck is because when IMissYou, I hug it.

So I wonder is it the poison got too strong when I am sleeping, so that I couldn't let Chiz (duck) go somehow. =/

Sigh, Since when a doll given by them will not make me miss them , but you.
WTH am I talking. @#%^&*

D:

ILY :)