Me , my dreams , my thought

I bought this book last week.
Silent Boy - Torey Hayden.
And I finally read it all today. in 7 days.

I know it's not a right time to read novel or books like this now but more focusing on my SPM.
Duh duh, I know. nanana `~
This book wasn't really attract me at all , but when you read it , you would have realize every words, every sentence, every story that author trying to convey to readers are impressive.
I found no pointless in that book. It's like everything in it as a soul. A complete one.
Well , a writer should have felt that way to write a book right.

Ps : I was thinking about this guy when I read this book , and I felt it's a little like him but not that worse. And yes, zhuzhu cause of you I read this kind of book. Still I wonder can I get to help you a little in future, cause you know, we aren't in a face to face condition.

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There you go.
Here comes INCEPTION.
A quite complicated story.
Mm-hmm.
You guys should watch this , it's amazing and ~~fantastic? ha
Impressed me.

And then I woke up after a half hour sleep around 2.30am. Felt someone's hand around me, and there I saw illusion my room's window opened and someone trying to cover my mouth after I scream " Thief Thief ! ".
It just a dream anyway, when I awake and realise no one is around and I didn't really scream at all.
This scare me , I couldn't forget last time. If , If I really in my room that day in the middle of night. I would have been ...ahha` something bad.
But this kind of like imprinted in my mind and become an influence for me staying alone in my room.


I hated dreams. I never like them.
I told babe how I've been struggling over my feeling towards these.
Always, there's someone trying to take my life or kill me. Keep chasing me over and over again.. different environment , different type of "runaway style", different time..but mostly night.
And I never know what's coming in the end, and I don't want to know.
It's so scary and I would have always imagine things like this happen on me when I standing alone down at the street.

Let's see.
I am not trying to sound like a psycho .. but I hated these all.
Falling from a high building and trying to grab something..clench my fist and felt nothing in it..and still I am falling ..unbearable pressure.

Ps : Aww ! D: This is the reason I can't play roller coaster