Conversation

G : " Everytime when you ask me what happen , what's my respond ? "
B : " Nothing. "
G : " So sorry. Am I always hide ? "
B : " Why do you wanna hide ? Why don't you try to fight back ? "

.... What was that about to fight back o.o

B : " For your rights , y must you hide ? "

.... Idk

B : " well I think you should tell someone about it, you shouldn't keep it to yourself. "
G : " And I don't know what was that I keeping to myself , haa ... "
B : " Try to sit down and calm yourself , go somewhere you feel like a temp shield and from there rewind ur past and find out what's missing . "


I went to places and I know what was missing. Someone , a feeling , memories , and a year of time.
On May , that's how I felt being in the past.


I am sorry and I don't know where is the place like temp shield anymore. And what's missing again.
I am not the Chee with a cheerful smile anymore.
But emo. Haaaa pathetic