绮的生活

绮的生活

雨影之心


When you did nothing but it still hurt that way

雖然很寂寞,但回憶給了我們安慰。

有太多想说
才发现要从脑里深入的去思想
会让自己受伤
...
所以,有些回忆还是免了




Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Perdana kias =3





16 May.
Steamboat night.
Invited May Yun to my house. And last minute call WJ, dia yang cakap yamcha on Wesak day.
Which is


17 May


Awesome day with WeiJing , Miao Yun and Yee Miao =D (yeemei)


Talk quite a lot of topics and new stuff! :D
Love it so much.
Most of the topic is about college, about how to find class, about people around, and what they gone through.
Even Mayyun only went to College 1 day, tapi banyak thing to talk about!

Haha, 4 of us. Keep changing partner to talk.


YeeMei nak pukul dua orang yang cakap secret tu xD
MY & WJ : wo dang!

xiao ren jia 1
2


qiao qiao hua one

qiao qiao hua two
look at WJ face =P

WJ : I tell you
MY : hmm
You guys made me so eager to get into College leh!
Still thinking wanna go hostel or take LRT to school.
And life at college can hang out with Mayyun sometime =P Her coll is so near with mine. =D

we separate two section today`
Sekali kat Bu Jian Bu San at 3pm until 5pm.
We talked K-pop, talk guys talk girls, talk ang mo, talk lecturer , talk class, wahahaha, talk PESS school and so on.

6pm I have piano class, went for it, then go for next one.. WJ's house =]

Barbie Doll part,
Wanna play Lego, tapi sudah late. Hungry liao D:
next time!

7pm I go, 8pm all of us back to our house.

It's quite excited when meet again, but not making sushi but just talk talk and talk. You know girls la xD

Perdana Kias weeeee =3
Next! MURIEL Competition !

Hey guys, a question :
saturday or sunday ==
Kalau Saturday, aku perlu back on friday from school ( if stay hostel ),
kalao Sunday, after Muriel I straight back hostel (kalau*).

CANT wait! =D



one sad thing
My piano teacher said I got tanner.
yea I know` Just don't know WHY ! D:
neeed to dye black colour hair again and cut it short ngekngek
Join me, Mayyun???!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Oh My Life =]




How i wish May could pass faster,
knowing how much I gone through last year on May.
All those memories and feeling that i found back
that when I realize who am I really was
what kind of life I wanted to have
what does freedom really mean to me.
That was back to May last year...




This year May, if it does not past,
please make it stay still.
Working as an insurance agent is nice,
learning a lot thing out there is great,
laughing all the time with my colleague and agency manager is awesome,
doing co-call outside is challenging,
going to GE company for training is the best thing ever,
meeting up different people with different family background is awesome too,
eating lot of nice food same time knowing how suffering the others felt on the other side,
learning moral value all the time ..
how great is this?




Then How I wish July is not a starting.
Imaging it is too much for me.
I don't know why I got so excited thinking of my little heaven out there.
Then think again it's actually nothing.

Well
Sitting here typing all these is because how lucky i am now to have such luxurious life.
To have the chance to learn new things out there,
dealing with challenges, and facing rejection and objection all the time.
Ah` How nice.

A smiling for myself. =]

Guess I would be going back home twice a month,
since my parents would not be at home until 11pm onwards.

Do not felt pity on myself, cause I have my parents waiting me back home.
Felt pity for them, that I am such a unfilial child to let them worry at this age.

So yea.
End here tonight =]

Good nights everyone.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

When time goes by






When time goes by,
I would have pretend never
Dream of you
Think of you
or even
tend to talk about you.
When time goes by,
I would put down the word
" I miss you "
and start to say
" I hate you "
for letting me stand there alone
doing all these you didn't ask me to

When time goes by,
that I realized am always a fool
never change
a fool
never wanted to admit
a fool
didn't know the time had passed

When time goes by...
I would like to hold the dream even longer
and never get out from there
when I can get so close with you
Do things I wanted so much in the pass,
never wake up from there
to let the feeling stay so
and loving you,
like a fool always did.

That's when time goes by.
it's good to know was a fool




Friday, May 13, 2011

appointment 来来




拼了! =D

开心开心

有连续三天的appointment! :D
只不过,我都是在『不是工作时间』之下见他们。
~ 挺好玩的 =]
六,日,一都有appointment =P

甚至只是喝茶聊天的旧同学也约出来,真是佩服自己最近的改变。HOHOHO 自大到 =x
还要是两个星期后的appointment

一个字
爽


Gambateh !
Just a starting.

笔记抄不停
资料打不停
电话call不停
msn响不停




但就是没有你

Thursday, May 12, 2011

这样的人生




最近就是狂写笔记。
笔记本从一变二...然后现在就是要分得非常清楚。
二变三 ...

这个世界上就没有特能记忆卡吗? D:


开始闻到懒惰的味道.. 哈哈哈 xD 懒惰没有味道

没有人要出来
我想一个人去看电影了 =\
如果[ 单身男女 ]再上映,我会自己去看一次!


电话费从以前的RM30/40 一个月变成 RM60/70 一个月。
天啊,怎么都不回复信息啊~ 怎么打电话费用那么贵啊!!
想打算用Maxis =.= 因为我会疯掉,每五六天就进钱


这几天有很多功课要做 D:
资料不足,我想杀人... =\

Sunday, May 8, 2011

我,投降




就想让头发留更长~也只是因为头发全部绑起来有个很美的马尾。
就想让头发留更长~学习不同的头发造型。


重复着 Take Care of My Heart - Jung Jae Wook.
这几天,无论我在做什么,只要有自己的空间,都会不停播放着这一首歌。
有时候,它就像是心里那已凝结的泪水,慢慢被旋律融化着。
有这么一下的感伤,但我却一整天都在听...但已经不会再被过去那不好的回忆影响。


母亲节
向几位妈妈祝贺以后,就是驾车回家后得到自己妈妈的‘泼冷水’.
不要紧,晚餐我们还是一起吃泰国餐。
然后就是聊天,她抽起烟来,然后与我聊起在社会上立足的成人之道。


我有时候也要向自己投降,毕竟最近真的发神经。

1.竟然不停的看韩剧,听韩语歌曲...
只因为不了解歌词再说什么,所以歌曲再感伤都还有保留,不会让自己想太多。
甚至我还想fight target 要让自己在韩国游玩!
毕竟我真的太喜欢韩国的环境~ 那些像是世外桃源的地方

2. 我竟然又在今天早上,和一个傻瓜在popular门口等开门,然后就那样买了我要的书本。
Next - Secret . 这本我在几年前就知道的书本,却一直没有买下来。
正式向自己投降,我手头上有5本新书。 ~~ 书橱是时候收拾,不然真的没有那个位子。
等待第六本 - 秘密。

3. 两天前,3am睡觉
前天, 4am 睡觉
昨天,6am睡觉
今天嘛 ... 6am xD
时间完全颠倒... 正式再向自己投降。
明天考试一定要pass !!!! 然后,我要去看一场电影,轻松一下 =D
我要一个人 =0 再叩头向自己投降。

也要谢谢某人,半夜没有睡觉,和我一样,读书。


Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Weee What a Day with Love =3



Oops` Took a few pictures of me.
Post it up here next time. All sot sot one. :O


This is the one I sent to Norm yesterday (=
That's how we start right? haha



Then this the 2nd one I sent to Jie. (=
Too bad she only see this on facebook cause her noob phone can't see.



I love reading my previous post`
When everything is about "Me n You". (=

You know right.
I miss you n I love you.


Saranghaeyo =D