Simply and happier life

Do you remember how you said people get easily satisfied with their life even with low income?
You said they have less expectation and to pursue a better job.

But do you know, how is the simple and happy life they actually living in?
Yea. Happiness.

I don't have a reason to jealous because I am lucky to have my own room, my own vehicle to drive around, and dealing stuff on my own. Sound pretty lucky huh?
I don't have to live outside but to stay with my parents even though my college is so far away like 40++km back and forth.
You see, that's how lucky I am. I really don't have a reason to jealous.

Guess what, I do. I do feel everything I have is suppose to be appreciated.
But how can I convince myself, when every member of this family, settle things on our own, without sharing.
No communication, no discussion.
You see how lucky I am to have parents to love me and work so hard to earn for us.

How? How to change all these? If, we aren't always going for a greater life?
If we aren't so self-center and thought living in a better house would be a thing to proud of.

No one would say money is enough.
But if that's the reason changed a life, what should you blame on?

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I don't wanna runaway from everything I have
But I want to rely on my own, and stop living in a life I am not happy with.
I want a change.

I don't wanna care any shit of what you guys doing with your life.
Either it is harmful or harmless to the family.
As long as you love each other in a simple way, that's all enough.

Continue to keep your secret, cause I don't want to know the ugly truth.

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So yes, I am jealous.
I rather stay at someone else home and enjoy their family time,
than staying alone at home.

I would stop crying from any issue related to family.
Cause I am on my own, and I will always be.

Stay Strong.