The Matter, and Cared

written by me :3

I remembered I conteng school lab table by writing this when I was Form2.

It's been really a long time I didn't update huh? :P

Hey there, imy.

Is like the feeling keep growing but still it's so little.

I know there's people who can miss a person or worry a person until they cry.

Sorry, I haven't feel that way so far.

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I clicked in your blog for quite a few times recently.

Although the updates stopped on 2010 October.

I can see my name there , " So Rins, Is this an update? :P " .. that's all

And today, I read all of your post, since 2009 until 2010.

Then I rmb I laughed last time reading your post about how funny you act in class, and how u got demerit cause eating , Sweet in the class.

My school consider to be not that strict I guess? HAHA

But college, you could eat the sweet like anytime :P And there's self direct period included in time table, which is you could go back home or stay for your homework. And also, eating is allowed in the class!

Well.

I always tell my friends about how people don't really matters on thing and stuff about others.

Cause they just want to be matter, and yet they got lost.

I'm not lost, at least not now.

Not knowing how you actually feel or think.

But just caring like a friend do. You might have feel it's sincere, or any other will not do the same like me.

But still, people don't really cares a shit about what happen to you.` That's the reality.

And then , I step out of that little circle, just to get a little closer to you.

And I cared.

Yea right, I turned one big round back to the main point. I cared.

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Can I know what was the dream about and what happened?

Is like that doesn't a matter at all, but still I wanna know :/ is it bad dream?

Will you continue to write your blog if you're free to do so?

I don't wanna guess. :/ Cause people get annoyed guessing.

PS : Don't annoy any others buy guessing, assuming one's thought. Which is you do not know the truth. And as if they really care for you. D: Boo

Shan :/

Gosh I wanna change my blogskin.

:/ Cause it has no colour font

crying is nice.

But I am too happy that I wanna cry