D: I love You

I still can't get to find the picture I took.
I know I post it on blog last time` Where is it D:

That three words you sent
I couldn't rmb which night

But that day
Two person was telling me
I love you
on Chinese New Year

maybe it's a joke

Days I rmb

Time pass ..
There's some date and day I can remember. And what I had done.

10 May 2009.
Around 11pm +
I was using compasses to scratch my wrist.
And now there's a scar.
It reminds me of these two friends.
I actually got hurt so badly and I don't know why that day I was doing that?
Maybe I collapse. xD

10 Sept 2009
Duh , he made a call at 12am sharp and we talked to each other for an hour.
Tada~ there my first love start.
Thank you for reminding me that my first love start on my birthday.
'Great'.
If you're close with me know. You know how I talked about this guy now.
Duh I do miss him in another way. Who knows.

23 Jan 2010
I am late back home. Reach home around 2.40am.
Mama got so angry and geram. :x
It was the 1st time I cried in 2010 after the broke up on Christmas Eve on 2009 =D
And seriously I never cry that way b4.
I kneel on the floor and tears keep falling.
Aww I know I was wrong D:

31 March 2010
Duh I miss him. And I cried.

9 April 2010
Someone get drunk. And there comes the realization.
And it's time to patch up.

12April 2010.
I am sorry for the late wishing. Duh I know it's special for you on 12th.
and Happy Belated Bday. How I wish the time would turn back, so I would have attend the bday party as a special guest and said that I love you.

4 June 2010
It have been half year. I never know time pass this fast.
Yea I asked babe wei before , whether I can wait the guy for half year or not?
yea I was giving myself a hope.
Well. Now there's he is with a girl. Nah , I am okay. =]
Just because half year had past , that made me cried.
Haaa

Shagua, let's improve English together.
and learn together =]

Never ever give up on education.
Pendidikan Sepanjang Hayat ! xDDD

Faith & Trust

I know I didn't update my blog for only 2 weeks.
That's long for me.

Craps.

I'll end up with this post. =]
The coming days would be very busy and I don't feel like posting up any shit here.
Sorry being rude, that's the way I like to write. :x


Chee says:
*that incident did affected me
*and I am now lose faith to everyone
*or maybe i don't trust anyone
*So i don't tell anyone about me
*I hate to explain.

EuEu ლ(╹◡╹ლ) says:
*/e7

Chee says:
*I don't like to inform anyone about me
*I don't like to explain so much ..or any shit
*even ppl ask me what's my hobby
*i will be perfunctory or anyhow say one
*end up get fuck up and shoot that person in ill-manner way or politeness way

EuEu ლ(╹◡╹ლ) says:
*muahaha i know hw u feel
*i hv been like that for 7yrs jor /e7

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Someday I will be just like EuEu ?
Anti-social. =]
*thumbs up* for me ?

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Yes. Thanks to that shit of incident.
Here am I to say.
Maybe I lost my faith / trust to everyone.
How great .. and there's more and more people around me , keep saying things that make me fall again and again.
Is not that I dont wanna stand up.
Is that I don't know how to stand up.

Great.
Now I hate to explain. And I just don't like people ask me this and that.
I am just being selfish.
But there's always particular person I care and concern.. who I want them to make me feel better.
In the end , I will be emo cause I got no response from anyone.

Kay. Cause of my selfishness.
that I do not walk to a better way.
And spout nonsense here.

And that is.
After today will get myself out of this shit that being messed-up.
=]

End.

People encounter in life

Saw this from muh cousie's blog.
This is what I was thinking about


Maybe what they say is true. There are those people you encounter in life whom you never really get over. Even if you meet others who treat you better and love you more, there is always that person you can’t quite completely forget at the back of your mind.

Claire

郭静 - 每一天都不同

最讨厌 要下不下的雨
可惜未来总是 扑朔迷离
如果摔得越痛 才越会飞行
快把我 丢向最高的天空里

不喜欢 别人说我幸运
他 们不懂我有 多么努力
虽然冲动永远 比坚持容易
宝贵的 东西都需要很费心


碰到的事 每一天都不同
有的给我眼泪 有的给我笑容
终于会珍惜花开 不怕花落
走过的曲折 就全变成彩虹

不喜欢 别人说我幸运
他们不懂我有 多么努力
虽 然冲动永远 比坚持容易
宝贵的 东西都需要很费心

遇见的人 每一天都不同
偶尔失去什么 偶尔学到什么
慢慢能翻越沙丘 走出日落
每一天的我 要比昨天辽阔

连我都不相信自己的时候
只有你一直相信我
此刻我什么也不想说
因为拥抱能表达得 更多

现在的感觉就像这首歌的旋律
有一种坚持

完成现在的一个目标

对不起

心有点痛

what goes around comes around.
我知道

每件事都会有轮回


你以前的感受
我现在了解了


但请不要把我抛得远远的
因为我不想又疏远的感觉

也许
是我的错 一点的希望 却因此全归零
把我们之前这么一点的信任也摧毁


空间
是有隙缝存在的
就一点点
但我不晓得 我是不是其中一部分


对不起

不知怎么说


完笔