emotional break down

I am a freak =]
Emotionalbreakdown
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I opened that blog since April 2008
After I've been rejected by "you".
I love my second post in that blog.
Cause I wrote it out on the 3rd day (after the rejection)
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I guess it is time to stop posting that blog (:
Since so many things happened.
the blog is now 98% belongs to me
I should leave 2% for you
1 % for my faith to you and 1 % for our memories
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What is the feeling being an abandont child?
Without parents with you.
Without any friends with you.
Am I lucky enough? who knows.
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