绮的生活

绮的生活

雨影之心


When you did nothing but it still hurt that way

雖然很寂寞,但回憶給了我們安慰。

有太多想说
才发现要从脑里深入的去思想
会让自己受伤
...
所以,有些回忆还是免了




Sunday, December 30, 2007

Reopen sch soon!!! I'm nervous cause I'm going to study at 7.30am!!
I'm happy that i ca sleep earlier and wake up earlier..
because i can see the sun rise~~ how beautiful it is..
According to my plan , i shud sleep at 9pm and wake up at 5.30.
15min for shower time and 15min for take on my uniform and tie my hair.
I should take part tuition lesson, and study on Saturday.
I know i always said " i shud do"..but the end i nvr do.. lame
control myself~ control myself!! ..
everybody +u+u .. erm
Dun gv pressure for myself now.. I know everyone will be crazy for facing the exam..
Relax~
Yes! gambateh !

Friday, December 28, 2007

The happiest family that i ever seen..
He , as a father of two children , a husband of a wife..
I'm impress this family ..
He, is my uncle .. my father's brother..
He and his family now live in S'pore.. He's a chef,same as my dad.
I still remember what i had asked him, " How can you communicate with ur children even you only study Chinese? " , and he told me.. " I use many time to learn English, it's necessary.. It help my job, my future , my life... and English is national language , dn't give up on it ".. admire!!
I'm thinking , how long time he had took for learning English? He must be evry hardworking and did many research.
I don't know how to describe .. he's a role model of his children.
Everywhere there are, any question his children dn't understand..he try to explain to them..
to tell them which is right, which is wrong..
I think , his children must be have a good future.. cause they learnt many from their father.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

YO! Christmas! This must be my happiest time of Christmas day~..
My bro& I said t my mum that we bbq at Deckson's house.. yea.we did..
I'm the only girl.. but it's just normal to me..
After bbq , we played games.. 10pm..we went to Sg.Wang for countdown.
Lolz~ Ah wai- my neighbour, he drives really fast..and it just like sitting on a racing car.. fun~
okay, we walked til a place and sit down for take a rest.
Yea! I called Ruth by using the card which belongs to a stranger..
I picked up at 24/12 afternoon at the Leisure Mall shopping mall after i watched "I AM LEGEND" with my friend..
I didn't hear the sound of countdown .. people keep spraying on the girls..gang~
Lolz..I'm the only girl in the gang! They called me to walk at the front, so no one know which gang i belongs to... And I'll get spray, and they will "attack" back..
Oh right, there's a gang,..they suddenly count "1,2,3"..and run toward us for "spray war".
Idk where I'm running.. there's a person keep chasing me..=.=
We back to Deckson's house for the second time BBQ!
BBQ..play games..til my mum call me the third time at 3.30am..
Then we play the last round of game.. then i said.." Merry Christmas!" and spray to them..
yea...very fun~!!! But I think dn't hv the second time..
4.30..I'm too tired.. I dried up my hair then sleep.. guess what time i wake up?
3pm at the other day...=.=
yea...fun

Saturday, December 22, 2007

A lonely shadow when sunset..
sitting on playground,
then go down the street..
she doesn't know what's the real world like..
she's being alone...
The only partner with her now,
is the music ..
even the music can't make the world more colorful,
but still ,
it is the only sound with her now...
And she's not alone now..
but with a lonely shadow...
PAVILION~~~!!!
ytd i went to PAvilion with my family.
My bro said, thr got abt 13 rooms of cinema~!
Thr got so many restaurant , "Japan Chakcoal Steak" ~~ Next time I'll go in thr if i got money.. hoho.. We all ate at the restaurant name " LiJin " .. chinese cuisine..
wow` the dim sum very expensive.. but I'm enjoyed it...
Let's see... White Christmas ~~ Actually i steal the pic from the other person blog..haha
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Thursday, December 20, 2007

I'll nvr have whatever i need...
Who is me?
An object of the world... ...
No point for online...
thanks for my blog...
you're the only one i can share everything..
jin tian , wo hao bu kai xin...
Is that friends are important to me?
I'm happy when I'm with my family.. not friend...
I'm unhappy with my friend.. they seems like all faker..
so, who am i?.. I dunno what i need.. so i dn't need to hv anything..
from the world.. worthless to be too nice...
The Style Of Richard Clayderman - romantic piano
Why am i sitting in front of the com and doing nothing?
I should not on9..
it's boring...
it's wasting my time..
it's no fun..
but.. the only thing i always do when i on9 is..
Open my MSN...check out that Ruth got on or not..or Vicky..
go t Ruth's blog..
then turn mine...

Ytd, i went t hospital to let the doc check ..
and I'm okay... and i dn't nid t eat the BITTESTTTT medicine..
I watch tv at home.. enjoying~
8pm..ntg to do with me... so i hear the disc i buy..
Richard CLayderman..
then i fall in sleep.. til the other day...
guess how many hours i sleep for?...15 =.=...
and i didn't watch "why why love"..

my life = watch tv , hear song , check out blog , drawing , and sleep..

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

I watch ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS today..
yea~ last min only decide to watch it.. if not I'll regret.
My friend keep say.." dun la..I want I am Legend! "
lolx...when "AST" come out..my friend keep said.." DAMN CUTE"..
I'm happy to watch it .. and I can know how happy Ruth is..
yes... I'm happy of that~

Back home - I'm not that tired..
My bro is watching Ratatuoille? how to spell..whatever..is abt the RAT - REMY..
but i watched it at Cinema b4..
After that , we watch Evan Almighty.. lolz~ is funny...and ...weird...
GOD~BIBLE~and...FLOOD..

After ate my lunch.. I still wanna watch tv..
but all the show are boring.. so i watch the disc which my mum took back 3 days ago..
lame...is boring too...
Okay...I'm tired.. but i stil need to bath , hang up all the clothes , fold the clothes which dried..and wash dishes...it seems like a lot of job..
I just done some of them~.. and listen to the disc i bought this afternoon..
It cost RM35.90 only! and 6 disc!..erm...is all piano music..
And now i on9... but I feel no mood when i on9...
Life~ see ya~

Monday, December 17, 2007

it's hurt````...
no...it isn't...
I dunno that is friendship...
or relationship...
Don't say what u dunno..
don't pretend like you know it..
what shud i do?
I'm confused...

I'm happy today...
And enjoy chat with Kj, Ruth and tt Francis..
lolz...
Francis let me see his pet..guinea pig
wow/~ damn cute
but i scare it.. it's big..as my two hands..
Mayb i dun hv time to have it..haha
My parents sure will say.. " you want a pet for what...did u got time for it? "
lolx.. wuu... a fish also good la~
see ya~

I wish i have a pair of wings ...
fly to the world which belongs to us...
but there will nvr be...
the wish will nvr come true...
I wish to have a pair of wings..
to fly to ur world...not us...
to feel wat u feel..
to see what u see..
to enjoy what you enjoy...
when you're sad...I'm sad..
when you're happy...I'm happy...
I used the way to be with you...
but it nvr achieve my mind..
I just wish to have it...
but my mind keep say that..
you're worthless to be like...
I'm waiting...
waiting for nothing...
for no reason...
the wings will never be on my shoulders...
and all i want is ur shoulders...

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Today is a sunny day..
I went to piano class with full confidence
coz i know i can play the song well~ yea~ I use 1 week then learn it~

Francis confessed to the girl he like..lol
I'm happy met Kejin * Frans through RUth..
She always intro friend to me..lolz

i'm not stress..
I feel like I'm not same as the others..
I always alone..
But i enjoying it..
Maybe I'm alone...and not lonely..
Everyday , watch AXN - CSI ..
hear song..play com...
Sometimes , i dun like my friend sms me..is annoying..

I'm waiting the day i become 18... i can do whatever i want..
I'll got the guts to watch movie myself..
to play basketball myself..just only me..
the vent the anger with every way..

Kj asked.. When end of the world..blabla
i dunno wat he's talking abt..
I scare die..
When end of the world ,
I wish to have a peace of death...

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Thr are somebody caring me
Who is that?
I wonder why he be so cool to me
And now he keep ask me to rest..
It's hard to understand what he's thinking

Coincidence between us?
Or providence?... to trust the god arranging everything?
Plans - will nvr achieve
Plans - will nvr end
Plans- will nvr work out
What should i do for the plan anymore?

It's hard to wait somebody coming to you
It's hard know what the person want
Lack of communication
Lack of meeting
Lack of trusting..

There another person
to instead of you or not..
I ain't got full of confidence
to wait the day you back
It's hard..
LOLX.. back from hospital ..no is "hotel"..
the service of the "hotel" are really good!
need diao shui and inject..lolz
Ain't got pain when injection..kinda fun~ no feeling..
after 21 hours stay at "hotel" , i went back back..
Then i jog with my mummy...
Actually i just have a walk thr (new park near my house)..
Sigh`
I can't eat too much thing..
Sometimes , is good to be a patient .

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Christmas is coming~
What should i give Ruth?..
Erm...to send the present is a prob too~
Aiyer~..My bro wanna send present too...he kao lui?
lolx!!!
Okay~
she ask me what i want?...Suprise~~ I don't want..wakaka!
But i nvr receive any Christmas present...
Yuuji!...Shud i ask u out to celebrate b4 u go to NS?
erm..I don't have the guts...

Shakugan no Shana! 夏娜!!
I finish watched it!!!!
I love Shana!... kawaii nerh~
Shana love Yuuji.. lollol..he didn't hear that...sucks
dai jium derh~ he will know one day...
continue Shakugan no Shana II!!
Super Dancer online-Extreme...REOPEN!!

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What a cool game..
When i start to play it..I'm not nervous..
But then... I'm moody. I don't know why~
I play for alone...and i'm thinking abt what i told Ruthie..
: your happy is my happy :
If I'm not happy..will she same too?
She tot I'm angrying..hoho
But xdo is v4.5 .. so, that's not many song as China SDO..
China Sdo soon have v5.6 to play~
but XDO is enuf~

Saturday, December 8, 2007

watashiwa aishiteru

I used to this silence since I'm alone...
Would we meet in this holiday?
Impossible...
Will you miss me when you go for national service?
Impossible...
Would you celebrate Christmas with me?
Impossible...
Would you... would you...

Confession is easy...that is what ruth said..
just.." i loveeeee youuuuu !! "... zzz
I won't say that...but i will say...
watashiwa aishiteru...
Yuuji - I'll miss you - Shana


Today ruth is mad..and no mood..
Coz Kejin splash him cold water...
cycle?..I nvr do that for a long time...
If i can..I wish to cycle with you...
If i can...I wish to share everything with you..
wo bu liao jie ni...that's what i know today..
your attitude..your behavior..
coz..
there got one line..between us...
On9 and Real life..

wakada...aishiteru,..

Thursday, November 29, 2007

You're not a good listener

You're not a good listener..
You never listen to what i say..
You never know what the mean i say..
you never...
I never cry...
I never listen the word u said..
I didn't know the mean of you said..
I lost it..
Now I'm regret..
I want to hold your hald...
but i can't..
I can wait...but the time didn't wait for me..
Things changing..
there got no chance..

Brother arguing with mother..
noise keep coming up my head..
Can you talk to me and listen to what i say?
I'm waiting..
1 month more..you go for National Service..
I wonder when can i see you again..

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

你要加油哦!

假期已经接近两个星期...
但仿佛已过了一个月似的,
岁月不留人... 突然开始知道什么是寂寞.
成长的过程中,寂寞是最主要的...hehe
你要加油哦~ 虽然SPM已过,但我看到你正为未来打算着..
当然,我就是那默默支持你的fans~
不要放弃... 我也要为自己打气!
在这11天里,弟弟和妈妈都病了..妈妈说话还不清楚。
我就帮妈妈多做点家务..但总觉得不够,妈妈总是好像不喜欢...
妈妈最疼弟弟了..我了解,我是家里唯一的女儿,也是中间那个...><
妈妈总是关心哥哥学不学驾车,做不做工..弟弟有没有吃药,去那里玩..
而我,妈妈总是要知道我有没有帮她做这做那..不过那也是应分。
有一天,我paint了一张图。一座山,满天星,绿森林..夜空。
有人跟我说,星星代表我的希望,山,是我要继续走下去的路..夜空,是我宁静的心..森林,是我思绪宽阔...我想得开。 说中了~那是我。 所以,我跟妈妈说,我要买图画纸..妈妈也没反对,它应该是看见了我的图画旁写了 "放松心情看着夜空,那就不会寂寞..成长中~"..
Sigh.. 我总是那么喜欢看着天空...因为,那是希望.....
我不知我在做什么..

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Walala`..Lov3-!s-Ntg..
TO ME~..
It's such a lie...love is ntg?..lol`
I hate that...hate that...hate that..
I wish all of you who got a good relationship..yao zhen xi!!..
thx god..
the day i say give up..the day i begin to stand up..
i gv up on u.. i run for my future..thx for you

Friday, November 16, 2007

I dream you?

I dream you..lolol. Coz Sy hug me so many time in class ytd. And all the classmate looking at us..lol.
SY.. i dream SC when i sleep coz u hug me in class...lolz
the feel is...warm? it's very comfortable..that i know, haha.
anyway, i'm just hugging him from back and the hand put on his neck. And take me cross the road...zadao..

Last day of school..

wulala` ytd was last day of school.
I didn't play with them, laugh with them, joke with them.
What i do?..I sitting at my place and read the book wrote by "zhang xiao xian".
L.MunKay asked me , "You like to read book?" "not really..i just read when i'm ntg to do."
In this year, i learnt many..yeah~~But thr got many times i read story book didn't bother anyone.
Lolz..that's the loneliness..
I cry coz when i heard the sound of laugh by my classmate. I bend down myself and i cry. They tot i just too tired and wanna sleep, but i'm crying thr. my eyes are pain after that..LOL!!
I wonder what will happn to me next year. Melia will beside of Mawar, this is what they said.
PMRPMR..i scare..
Tuesday was HSM dance competition, we dance well..rock~..
Shook Yeng and Mich dance solo..shuffle~~.EE i want!..haha
Ytd, we got the result. We got 2nd place. and the present will be given on next year..zadao.
Now on, it's another beginning for me.

Friday, November 9, 2007

A SPECIAL DAY`

Trip for my life. I meet 1 friend which really experienced many thing b4. He tell me many, and we chat and chat. I'm boring abt love....that kind of thing. really make me gone crazy.
Anyway, i don't hv that kind of stuff prob now.
7am i wake up. (But i sleep at2.30am coz rain) , i went out with sy, we keep chatting with each other. And didn't play bball. LOLZ..
I trust her, she trust me..that's the important thing... Next year we'll be seperate coz diff classes.
I'm already for what i'll face next year. /Something will change definitely!..Friendship.
But i'll keep on it.. everybody is ready for the PMr too.. I think i should do many revision for it.
Thanks god..
I will be seldom on9 since holiday begin. GAMBATEH!

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Today need to wake up early for sch. I just dapat one certificate. But enuf to me.
I tot today teacher will teach us today. But no teacher come also. And 2 Melur- Kenanga need go to form3 classes. 3 MAwaR class is at the banglo. They always say got that "thing".. OMG! scare scare. But the class is really .. nice for study. How to say? Not bad.
If i drop classes, I'll go to Kenanga..that class is kong bu then others. is the last class of that row!!..Dark dark..

It's too free in the class. Then we discuss abt the High School Musical. We choose a nice song(can't say at here).. I'm being lonely..2LW , Sy, and Vv also didn't come.
After sch, i go to "yang guang" with Pk, and i meet new frenz (pk frenz) ... I'm happy.
Wong Ann Yu..dun simply say "someone" is "someone" GF. LaME..

Friday, November 2, 2007

If you ask me how was my exam? I can tell you that.. from now begin, no matter what i do... i just want happy. that's the word. "happy". I don't care i got failed or what.. I care how my parents feel.. what would they think abt me?

I draw scenery..no.. i paint it. didn't even draw. I'm not thinking anything. Just paint. There is a dark blue colour for the sky. And the dark green colour for the forest. And i try to paint moutain thr.. this is the 2nd i do this kind of thing..natural scenery. I feel...joy~ I write " try to imagine the pic in real, you won't be lonely ".. I did it. But just a few min.
I love midnight. But i hate midnight. I love to watch scenery, which full of star. I hate watching it with no one, and it's feel kind of terrible.. Midnight...I'm gonna say goodbye to you. When the 1st day of holiday.. I try to slp earlier and wake up earlier. So, 12am is over..

EnEn` thanks alot...

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Wow~ that's so many thing changed...
出乎我的意料外... no wonder my best frenz now sweet sweet..
苞粟黄!你打赌输了啦~可怜我依然孤单一人... 开心咯!pek dei me liao lo.. haha
thanks for calling that loupo zai..算你有人情,重情义!哈哈。。开玩笑的啦~
okay..2nd, Bebe 不用去外国了.. Why?.. 她聪明咯..找出路.
3rd,我failed 3 subs!!..在学校的程度来说..below 40 是 E!!! What the sucks thing!..@#%$&^*#@%!
argh!!!!!!!!
妈妈生日要到了啦! 如果他知道成绩...可不打死我才惨!..BANGWALL...
放松...relax... hu...
SOS
HELP!!!!

Saturday, October 27, 2007

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Vivian~.. see..she's cute

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Sigh Sigh sigh ..
Alexiony , now i know why u keep saying life is meaningless..
AR~~~ sEnd M3 T0 hELl!!!...
Why got this feeling... very uncomfortable!.. DAMN DAMN DAMN..
how gonna describe that.. being betray?..nono.. >,<.. venge`

Monday, October 22, 2007

Life- meaningless..
SEnd m3 to hell...

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Sudoku!
Today play Sudoku with Alexiony.. really gone crazy of that. ahha...
fun fun fun`... tmr go Vivian's Bday party loo..
I can wear new cloth...unlucky i didn't take my new beg from VICKY!!!
haiz

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

17 Oct 2007!

DAMNDAMNDAMn..
DArn it.. that idiot Levnn ..huh!.. Trick me!
Not a human being.. 没礼貌的家伙.
huuhuu...didn't go shopping!..
Mum not free..i tot u can buy some new cloth.. ><.. Don't know what to wear when Vivian's birthday party.. NewWay, roller!.. My money..~~~ huhu...

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Updated!.. but dun have TAG!!..><.. wait ar.. i wanna learn it.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Friendship`
我爱我的朋友..i love them` very much..
我要保护他们..take care of them.. 时时刻刻在她们身边..
朋友不一定永远,但只要那份情谊是永恒的/eternity ,这份友谊...永远存在!
Anime`
i love anime..动画!... 已经很爱很爱!!!.. 太没了..无言. 漫画很难画..只好看动画,不用自己画. haha
love`
无可否认,有些朋友都知道了... maybe he knows too`
Ntg is impossible... but i didn't try, i don't wanna confess.. it's silly to do the such thing.
trip`
Tmr go Perak~nono...now is 12++am...is Today 6am wake up, 7 am arrive the assemble venue.
then 7.30出发.. let's see what will happen tmr~... ja ne!

我已疯狂

Friday, October 5, 2007

Eee... Me`.. Lycheeeee

Name: Yong Lee Chee(my name quite weird)
2. Nicknames: Reeky?.. Lychee(the friend who just meet call me that)` , L:C(best frenz call). Reeky aka chee, Vanilla`..
3. Birthday: 10 Sept 1993
4. Place of Birth: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
5. Zodiac Sign: Virgo
6. Male or Female: Female..
7. Education: Form 2
8. School: SMK(P)Pudu ---(girls sch, sucks one)
9. Occupation: studentzzz.. wanna be a designer`..XD
10. Residence: Pandan Perdana
11. MSN Screen Name: ↓ ̄яèёκу_↑` - Target : Vampirates-Tide Of Terror, Blood Captain, Deep Deep (books write by Justin Somper)
12. Hair Color: Kind of Dark brown..
13. Hair Length: until the shoulders...
18. Glasses: gonna wear soon. Sure look like a freak
19. Piercings: 2 holes?.. Gonna pierce for the 3rd..when got time.
20. Tattoos: Grow up then i do that`..=.=
:::::::Your 'Firsts':::::::
22. First best friend: Sure Vicky, LW2.. peggy..
23. First Award: 1st huh~.? forget...race get a medal`..ar~.. gsmnastik-team-2nd place. A big award
24. First Sport You Joined: Primary sch race? - Basketball`..
25. First pet: I don't like animal`.. DOG
26. First Real Vacation: Singapore`..with sch trip
27. First Concert: dance in front of many student's parents(kindergarden)..
28. First Love: Nvr got it..Single Available`
::::::::Favorites:::::::
29. Movie: Harry Potter` , Pirates ..Caribbean
30. TV programme: cartoon?..Jacky GOGOGO..
31. Color: Pink, White, Black..sky blue
32. Rapper: Don't know..aha`..Mc Hotdog
33. Band: Simple plan?
34. Song Right Now: laopo-S.H.E <3>.<
::::::Do You Believe In:::::::
89. God: Yes. Jesus~.Sry I'm not Christine.
90. Miracles: Yeah`..Got!
91. Love At First sight: NOT
92. Ghosts: Sometimes..just hear the friend spout nonsense.
93. Aliens: Heard b4...but dun believe
94. Soul Mate: No idea.

Thank you`.. I hope Ruth and Alex don't mind i copy all of it..haha...but the details all abt me nerh`..^^