today we have do 60 times pumping oh!
hee
this is the song from "bull fighting"..by S.H.E




我 看不开 也放不开 因为我曾见过 爱情真的盛开
我 要等待 一直等待 等那一个夜晚 从回忆回来
当你拥抱着我 那一瞬间 我象飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落 我不再是我 我有了梦 我在梦中
爱来过 来得那么美 那么凶
欢呼着 从我生命 狠狠碾过
连遗憾 也都不争气的 珍惜成笑容
爱来过 让我完整过 幸福过
怎么能轻易就放他走 我不想解脱 我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来 爱我
S.H.E 爱来过
寂寞喧哗 我不害怕 因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大 会容得下 我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺 我已忘了 那已不重要了
反正我都会守候 在梦中守候 我最唯一 最美的梦
爱来过 来得那么美 那么凶
欢呼着 从我生命 狠狠碾过
连遗憾 也都不争气的 珍惜成笑容
爱来过 让我完整过 幸福过
怎么能轻易就放他走 我不想解脱 我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来
S.H.E 爱来过
如果需要动用奇迹来交换美丽
就让泪蒸发 下成雪花
和我一起在爱中被融化
爱我
爱来过 让我完整过 让我幸福过
等你回来 爱我

HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO ME
It's hurt alot alot alot !
Deep and Deep..
I can't forget...
You're kicking me out right?
IT's fine =) I dn't even mind that..
Just say .. you angry, you hate , or you intent t do that to me...

Is like our friendship
ends up..
you didn't even say a word
then u leave...
Should I hate you?
NO..
Cause in my heart
you're still my friend

Oh man!!!!!
This morning, my mum asked me whether i back home by myself or what..
I said "yes, I go back myself "..
Then, my dad's motor at home and he's waiting me at the bus station after he fetched my bro!..
Guess what, I can't call my dad cause I dn't hv the key to go inside..
So that I wait... then I ate my bread and played schooter.. There's a grasshopperrrr!!!
Its excreting after I looked at it for abt 5min..
b4 that, that's a bee..and a 'superman' fly..
Okay good.. my neighbour back and I went to his house for call my dad..
-----------------
My parents back..
and they're scolding me now..
I wanna cry!!!!
Everytime also is my fault..
My mum said.. " I asked that is for know I need to fetch u back FROM SCHOOL.. nt b.s!! "
WALAO A... now I;m like OMG!... did she said " from sch" that word!!!
my fault again!... This the 2nd they wanna fetch me but I'm earlier / late.....
lame lame LAME!
And my "SECRET" piano notes vanished.. I lend it to LingWei and now she was like ntg happen!
I'm very very angry that time.. Cause I can't find any friend to accompany me to the stuff room... So I just follow Lw2 them...wasting the time until 1.30..went for my club, my mood became better tht time..
Sigh, it's like bullshit today...
How can she pretend like ntg happen after she lost the thing that belongs to others!
the track bottom also she made it lost...and she was like nothing. Hoe Yee was so angrying too

eee... I posted the photo which took when I'm model....
heeee..
should nt be proud know?
cause it just a "xiao shi qing"...
you can see the photo at my friendster prof!
haha
Have a Nice Day..
time to say goodbye

Went to Rynn Lin's 代言 glasses 的宣傳會!!
They wanna choose 10 model... 10 of the model will get the glasses which is FREE!
I'm one of them =)..
Guess what!.. Pheobe choose the right side and Rynn choose the left side..
So I'm the 1st model choose by him..
heehee!
When up to the stage, kinda nervous lo~
But after few min just like usual..
I'm the 3rd "model".. the glasses quite nice..
I wanna buy newspaper after tmr.. see whether I got in the Entertainment thr or nt..

今天，神让我再看看这美丽的世界...
蓝蓝的天空，青青的草地..全在我眼前
好久好久没看过这样的场景..
是神在安慰我，不让我觉得寂寞..
要我坚持下去，
还是，从今以后的寂寞..
都要以最耀眼的那刻去遗忘

我的世界并不空虚，
但我把它弄得连我自己也不懂得世界...
再多朋友，
最终只会发现...
那可能是虚幻...
让自己觉得有安全感
让自己觉得不再空虚

自己傻笑着，
当初的光阴，
是如何过的...
竟然坚持到到现在...
=)

I'm crying I'm crying...
I don't know why am i crying..
what for?
I'm sorry...
the tears just fill out ..

NO! I think over and over..
IT's my fault..
I look back our conversation..
It's my fault...
But, If anyone keep blaming each other..
The prob won't be settle down.

I cried until i fall in sleep...

* Thanks for ur caring msg...

#!Confused Confused Confused ~~

Sorry for being that..
but this time is ur fault..
coz u keep living..
I'm trying to talk with u..
but u leave...
fine...
it's okay for me...

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗

I love this song

okay... my fault.
hv a ltt argument with ruth..
I dn't think that's an argument..
I dn't know who's making it like a big trouble.. me or you?
just one word...
okay, 1st...that's my fault.. joke to you
I'm SORRY SORRY SORRY...
three times liao...
I'll see u next day...
very wu liao .. and i nvr angry for this stuff

I felt that Vicky and I are stranger..
We got such a long time didn't chat..
cause of her attitude, is really hard to communicate sometimes..
Today, she came to sch.. i got ntg to say.
Only I can talk to her fluently after sch.
you know,...
in sch, I can't angry.. only the others can..
i never shout, never scold any ppl..
They never see I angry... =)
that's me.. keep laughing...
If I need to continue our friendship,
i should forgive of their rudeness...
that's how i live..

here ~!!

this is w970i.. it's cool!

the model are nt same..but it's name same.. so how?
i dn't think it is the latest phone.. w350, w760 and z555 is the newest

how?

There's one day, your lover say goodbye to you.
He gonna leave u... he said " we shouldn't be together anymore "..
You tell your friend abt this, some of them will say ,
" dn't be too sad, he doesn't loves you from the beginning , why should u suffer like this? "
To yourself, you say " no, he does loves me.. "
He loves you or nt , is nt important to your friends, but it's important to you.
Trust yourself that he does loves you , because you're still love him.
After many months , you ask yourself again ,
" Does he loves me? " .. you're still hesitate abt the answer , or maybe not..
Cause , that time you don't love him anymore..
it's nt important abt the answer...

If you're sad or depressed..
I'm sorry cause I'm nt by ur side
So am i..
If i'm sad.. you're nt here..
But rmb, we're the tough teenagers which are growing up..
I can't let u stay in my chest...
But mayb u can hug ur teddy and telling all the thing to teddy..
Dn't complain anything or desire to get more..
All you got is the GOD gave you..
The friendship will never end except u neglect it...
no matter what happen..
there is ME!
Teddy& GOD..

Rush hours!!

Sleep at 1.30am cause played UNO with my ltt bro~
he keep losing to me..wahaha
Wake up 5.30am but very sleepy then continue til abt 6..
rush to brush my teeth, rush to wear my uniform..eat my breakfast..
rush get up into the car..

Sch time!
Recess time finished, rush back to the class if nt got the teacher will scold again through the PIBG room..
Okay, time passed over.. Time to rush to the tuition class to change my routine,
then rush to eat my lunch..
then rush back to sch for my L.S club~
Abt 3pm, it's raining! 3.15, teacher let us go back cause the rain is getting heavily..
Coz i dn't hv umbrella, so i need to wait for my friend ..
rush to the bridge for cross over the road... straight away go to tuition.. my friend gone..
Alone.. go into the tuition class, everyone look at me... my friend said.. " eh? lychee has come.. "
lolz.. the girl who sit in front keep looking at me when I go out and come in the tuition class.=.=
my friend said.. " eh, go kao her..." ..XD
Rush to LRT station for chase the train.. and so on...
Rush HOURsssss
See ya~

Can i cry loudly?
Can i cry in your chest?
I wanna cry...

Angela Zhang! <3 .. She's cute.. but i dn't like the way she smile..it's really weird!
Considering wanna buy her album or nt~~!!
Too many things need to buy.. wahaha
but lack of money.. ><

So sien nerh..
Alex changed his blog link!
It's enjoyable chat with Ruth them..
haiz..

Ytd i was looking at the sky alone..
sitting on the swing ..
i felt ...lonely.. and is terrible that the street dn even gt a person!!!
I watched...til i find a star..
finally i found it.. it's so far away and so small
thr's only 1 i saw..only 1 star.
na shi wo dui ni yao yuan de si nian...
end up here~

my only accompany.. teddy bear <3 pink

it's boring to be here...

tired of being like this...

sleep and never wake up anymore...

I'm waiting...

The day

Is that our friendship
OR
The relationship that i lost
or
I just passed by and never notice
o..
you never show any sign for me either
n
It's hard to stand on this stuff to wait for you
...
Can we stay like this?
or
Can i only belong to you?
b4
it's too hurt for me to be stay like this..
...
three words
I love you?
or
I hate you?
Can i have this two at the same time?

如果有一天，
我能拥有一双隐形的翅膀，
我要飞到你的世界...
把你的精彩人生带到我的世界...
虽然那很自私，
但如果能于某人分享你的快乐..
那很值得..

如果我没有那双翅膀，
我会走上我自己的道路..
一路找寻我的未来..我的快乐
就算只是我一个人，
一路上，
也许我已经得到许多快乐..
快乐是多么的让人觉得自由...
但如果自由，
是在不允许之下寻找，
那我宁愿一个人承担我的痛苦...
宁愿躲在最暗的地方把痛苦埋藏起来。
如果你也像我一样宁愿要痛苦..
能不能..
让我等你...
让我们把痛苦一起放走..
一起寻找快乐..
一起寻找自由..
一起走向未来..

Happy Birthday

dear my buddy, Ruth

I didn't prepare any present for you..
but all i can give you is...the friendship between both of us..
No matter what, in my mind...there's a friend name Ruth.

- Chee -

I hate confession ..
now when i go to sch , I'll look at my neighbor house, i scare that he'll look at me inside.
After sch i back home, I'll look again.. i scare that he'll look at me inside..
I always say i dn mind abt the other ppl confession.
But when the person is live beside ur house, how terrible is..
Dn't care...

yuuji didn't sms me anymore, mayb he's busy for his camp stuff.. it's okay.
All activities are going t start. Need to change tuition timetable liao...haiz..
My mum sure will scold me again for making her confuse.. LAME
anything...dun care...

ARRRr.. tmr gotong royong...
I still hvn't buy mahjong paper for wrap the mapping book!
i still hvn't photostat for my science homework...
i still hvn't send my letter...
i still hvn't pray for the god to make myself calm down!
i still hvn't ....

I still miss you...right?

I'm 100% GIRL!
I'll sweep my floor when Saturday !
Every time just scold and scold..Why dn't u believe your daughter..just once!!
you always protect ltt bro for what! He done wrong also didn't scold..
you're pian xing between treating two of us... nt i wanna say what, nt that i dn't mature...
I just dun wanna u to treat me like tht when bro is thr.. i hate that..
If i can choose, i wanna freedom... you care for bro, i can do whatever i want and wn't let u worry..
What's the prob with this WORLD! .. wo ning yuan alone ye bu yao ni dui wo ...

Ignore this post.... it's childish

Today my mum bought a short jeans for me.. it costs RM45, exp right?
I keep my mouth shut when my mum said it's exp, coz i dunno what to say.
mama zhen wei da~ n_n
I spent my time on watched tv at afternoon.
After ate my dinner, i come and on9...here i am.
My neighbour confess to me through msn..
I told alex, it's easy the neighbour will fall in love with each other..
But nt include me...
I decline him... but i think we still friend.. he know my meaning ~
nt cause he's a ltt fatty, is... i dun hv feel to him lo... neighbour..
Ruth didn't on9!!

my L.Skill notes hvn't finish arrrrr.... lazy to do.. lolz

yoyo! ytd was so fun!
Ytd was my 1st day of tuition.. the maths teacher is so lame!
when he teaching the polygon..he draw the heptagon on the board, then he draw the chinese suan ming..-.-
He asked " do u all know whr i learn this from? " ...then i said " shen gun " (means the ppl which con ppl) .. he tot i said he's shen gun ..then he came to see my name tag and check my bday.. then suan ming!!! he talked alot of bullshit!..and Many ppl laugh on his crap topic. Cause one of my friend said " she's lychee "...then i famous on the class =.=..
near 5pm, it's rain heavily! I wonder how am i gonig to home.. it's fun holding the books and running in the rain! and my friend hold the umbrella run with me... then i back home with LRT and wait for my dad come and fetch me.
abt 10..i sms with singwai..chat for a while. Guess what , his bday wish came true.. He did kissed his GF. haha! Congratz..
abt 11.30 , after i washed all of the dishes, then i hit the hack..coz too tired.
I scare Singwai will reply my last msg and wake me up, so i put silent but vibrate.
When i wake up on this morning, thr got 2 msg from Yuuji and 1 from Levnn.
He find me for chat , asked that did i sleep..then apologise when he realized that I'm morning class slp early. lolz
So i replied at the morning.. i felt i just got a ltt bit happy from the suprise, nt really happy at all.. and He'll come back on CNY..

Ruth is right.. i never see Franc on9 too..
Now my friend intro list only got 1 person online..

I feel like, all my friend come back..
two faces disappear ..
lingwei gang got leewei..charmaine..
to me, they can't substitute Mankay them.
Just only 1 year i stay with Mk them, guess what?
We knowing each other clearly.. know their attitude, their behavior..
It's fun to be with them..
and lingwei.. we just enjoying our chat..
they're that kind of person who enjoying play~~ when i'm form2..
we always go to Times square by the way of sneak out b4 sch start. yea fun =)
today, I'm the 2nd person who reach sch!! i nvr see a person in the canteen!
I sit at the place which mk them always sit..unite..
it's fun... best friend will believe.. I'm glad that our friendship can continues til now.
I meet Mankay since i'm in kindergarden...til now 12 years..
but we didn't really chat with each other in primary sch..6years.
yay!! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER- vicky, peggy, yuzi, Ashley, yokewai.. and the otherssss

Here i am!!
Today, i keep laughing at sch..
I'm getting closer with my classmate..and they're my new friend.
Oh ya, it's cause of my "special" name - lychee..
When we're learning L.Skill , the teacher called me up for answer the question.
And i'm very blur abt what she said, so siang shuin told me the answer..
After that, she distributed the file to let us check which we have done on last year..
she read my name as "lei chee" ...when i go forward get it..she said.. "i'm gonna call lychee"..
then my classmate laugh..yeah special name!..-.-
Chooi yee!! Recently i always joke to her...and keep saying cold thing..-.-
WE laugh like sane ppl in the class..coz we sit in front of teacher..the teacher also felt weird that what we're laughing for.. today- our title is condom..
she asked me.. ' did u ever see condom? ' 'ya..from the tv..why? ' 'see here..'.. the Science text book.-.- ..yeayea then i said... " why show like that...mayb it used" ..lolz
there were so many things that we laugh for...is like , 13 years old me is come back!! laugh like crazy ppl

I join the PeriJaya tuition class!!
Guess what! there got abt 10 computers! If u get over thr early, that computer belong to u..
But i'm sure dun hv msn... ><..
And thr got a leisure room... all the funiture are so nice and comfortable..
After Vicky and I finished looking at the room.. then we decided to register..
And we forgot abt Kasturi there already~ and Martin.. huhu...
So, b4 the activities will start, I go tuition on Monday and Wednesday..
When March only i change into Saturday and Sunday 11.30-1.30... shuang AH!
See you all

Yo! It's really boring to be in sch..
Cause there are all student i dun even know..
Just know their name..but dun even talk to them
Fine, now i only can chat with the student beside me,
and Shiang Shuin.. or another 2.
Let me guess, the other Mawar student, faker, two faces ppl..
lol lol.. idk
Alright, the 1st lesson i learn is GEO! The teacher is nice..
and i feel i wanna get more and more spirit on it.
yeayea..and art.. i dun want to get low marks anymore.
morning classes are good.. that's more free time for me
But from next week, I'll be attend the tuition classes!.
guess what, mayb only Wed i can back home early.. haha
see you all!

hohoo~ kai xue laaaa
the most happiest thing is after sch..
lolz..ytd keep wrap the present for friend..then i late sleep..
made for 3 days liao...too busy for others thing too..
now is 7.23!! So happy can chat with Ruth..
But i need to take more time to study...
she wn't mind..coz she's facing her O' lvl.. haha
see you all!

I'd fought with my bro..no...argued!
My dad slapped him cause he keep going out.
Good to me... sry for saying that...u nvr know how i hate my bro when he's playing the com.
I dunno why i feel that..
NEW YEAR!
Is happy at the 1st 30 min.. but then..
erm , new beginning .. PMR!!!!
Maybe I'm not going t on9 too much.
Dn't worry , I'll "visit" you all anytime~
Miss ya!
Time to bye..