Conversation

G : " Everytime when you ask me what happen , what's my respond ? "
B : " Nothing. "
G : " So sorry. Am I always hide ? "
B : " Why do you wanna hide ? Why don't you try to fight back ? "

.... What was that about to fight back o.o

B : " For your rights , y must you hide ? "

.... Idk

B : " well I think you should tell someone about it, you shouldn't keep it to yourself. "
G : " And I don't know what was that I keeping to myself , haa ... "
B : " Try to sit down and calm yourself , go somewhere you feel like a temp shield and from there rewind ur past and find out what's missing . "


I went to places and I know what was missing. Someone , a feeling , memories , and a year of time.
On May , that's how I felt being in the past.


I am sorry and I don't know where is the place like temp shield anymore. And what's missing again.
I am not the Chee with a cheerful smile anymore.
But emo. Haaaa pathetic

Day At Pizza Hut with babes =]

Let's see what happen of these 4 girls after school.
They went to Pizza Hut for lunch ` =]
My babes =3
人物介绍
Introduction for my babes

As you see the 1st picture, this girl is eatinga bread? Aaa` Garlic bread

Renee

here comes to me
Rins

The Spain supporter`
Charmaine

The photographer x3
Vicky

her name tag no name O.O

Tada !
Here's our PIZZA HOT!

『 我要吃 我要吃 』

『 香噴噴 1300-88-2525 』

After an hour of talks & laughter & lunch section

Renee　『 Omg , it's so messy here 』
Charmaine : 『 Don't talk about MESSY ! [ Messi ] 』
Lol` She was upset that Argentina lost and Messi didn't score D:

We laugh so loudly when there's those memek muka yang funny?
Well , humorous faces & grimace. x3

I am sorry cause I can't remember what's our conversation were about.
It was funny but aku short term memory , don't blame me.

The funniest one was when Char talked about the "burp" topic.
Imagine if you are having dinner or lunch with your boyfriend, and you couldn't reject him for not eating those food that served.
And you were stuffed , there it comes a burp abruptly ! D:
And what will your bf reaction be like?

" Hey, did you just burp or I heard it from somewhere behind? "
" Ha, c'mon ! Of course not me. How could I burp so loudly o.o "
-.- ???

Here comes some
art work? xD
No ideas


Love this

Aw These two girls were so cold
Look at that fella face ! D:
What was that so frighten about? @.@

How can they.. aa aa

That's how we prolonged our friendship
by showing

LOVE

and






LOL

Laugh Out Loud
Do not hide your feeling from them

Pictures`

Rins is normal , but beside her is a ninja` No ideas though.

To show that we actually finish the pizzas
and without BURP
thanks =)

Eeeee ?
Where's our food !
wu liao x3

Tada 2 !

Went back to Jusco and simply fool around xD


Charmaine & Rins

L.O.V.E
Love you guys =]

No Ideasss why do I keep so much space b4 this picture




...

just to show you

how crazy Renee was -.-

This Picture represented this post.
~End~

=3

Zoey wasn't there.
But she will.

Someday


=]

D:

哭過就好了

Haa, I know I need a shoulder for me.
And I know I need to cry out today.

When I was hugging Renee.. my tears is in the eyes.

I don't know how to express

Thank you Hassel =] for the hug.

" Shan , I am fxcking down , fxcking emo , and fxcking stress for nothing. "

D:



And I felt better after that.

Thank you Jia Wen
who prays for me

Feel Like

Feel like getting a hair cut
It seems too long`


Feel like going to Genting
Zhuu` bring me along D:


Feel like stop using phone & computers
Can't .. I just being a busy body person and wanted to know things shouldn't be known.
Duh , 8.


Feel like getting myself out of this area
Still considering my Plan A1. But I know I can't do it.
Then my Plan A2.. depends on my target ..
If, If ID really my choice, I wouldn't need to use Plan B.


Feel like hiding myself
Duh , when you have to consider whether smile with your heart or not, even while taking a picture. How simple
There must be something wrong in me.



Feel like stop bullcrapping here.


And Feel like
Keeping my mouth shut

Duh ..
It seems like I am always an EMO Girl

E.M.O

E.N.D

Abnormal

Speechless
No Mood.

Anti incoming calls and message

Just couldnt don't use phone because have to contact parents.

And Dot.


Hate being like this.
Hate being emo.

sudah biasa with emo , biasa don't talk , biasa faked smile.
What else, this is life.
Haa

Don't talk to me pls.
I just wanna runaway


W to C : " you don't ask her la` She is abnormal de , can't gv you a answer "
Thank you, you always know me well. ha

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Thanks to those who read my blog.
I am sorry for my emo posts`
And sorry if I made you emo.

善变

每个人都说
人是善变的

那请问你有没有听说过
人是恶变的？
没有吧`

我知道我很浪费时间
但我也只是用了半小时的时间看了一个人的部落格
拜托，他的全部post也只有那半年来的文章，很快就看完。

半年以内，看到的变化，看似不大，但没有真正了解是不知道的。
他变了吗？ 一定有吧

所谓善变，我觉得，是因环境的变化，身边的人而影响...
并不是有意要改变，只是成长. 善于改变...

如果可以，为什么不防看看自己曾经写过的东西.

你会发现
你曾经写过一些心情，一些事情...一些心里话

你曾经对过某些人说
" don't leave me alone "
而现在，也许你不在乎
但再想一想，之前说出那句话的心情是如何
虽然过去了，当时那份坚持算什么

人是善变的
善于改变


也许我错了
这也是我一时想法

Aww July !

Happy Birthday to Apple CYY =D

It's July!
Will be busy busy and busy for bla``


Alright night peeps !
Night laopo

Night HShan =]

Nothing makes a change
If you don't take a step