现在；过去

请爱上现在的她

别爱上从前的她

你会讨厌

每一个曾经出现过在她身边的人

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请爱上现在的我

别爱上从前的我

你会讨厌

我过去的种种心情

你会讨厌

那个总是有一大堆想法的我

你会讨厌

我为什么那么爱写

然后是一些没人能明白的感受

你会讨厌

我的思想怎么总是那么不成熟

你会讨厌

每一字一句仿佛都很负面

你会讨厌

当我每更新一次

让你猜不透的那种感觉

...

请爱上现在的我

让我能够在改变更多之前

亲口告诉你

从前的我是个怎样的人

我怎么走过来

怎么遇见了你

怎么..

爱上了你

13.11.11

脑海里有很多想传达的讯息

脑海里有很多想告诉雨影的事情

对不起 雨影

那么久没上来

......

13/11/2011 早上接近11am的天空

很美很美

很蓝很蓝

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看着你的照片

我想你了

部落格

假期就是这样

早上爬起来的感觉真好

今天

是星期日

一如往常的

上网第一件事情就是点击入部落格看

然而有时候部落格都会好几天没更新

新时代 年轻人都很忙

开始觉得沉闷

希望能阅读更多不一样的故事

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一大早的爬起来

喉咙在起身前的3个小时开始不舒服

是一场梦唤醒我

梦里我就是喉咙不舒服 然后我就行了

才7.22am

很干 很想喝水

却懒洋洋的不肯起来

...

我只希望别再喉咙痛了

经历过上一次

真是可怜

笑不得 吃不得 喝不得 说不得

吞口水不得

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我可不可以在出发到buffet之前先写一大堆有的没的

因为

部落格

是我的生命

假期

假期和想象的不一样

如果如期一样放假 那么我原本的假期有2个星期

就是说 好像只剩下3天

可不是... 假期还有10天

要嘛放久久 要嘛几天就好

不太喜欢假期就是了

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妈妈曾经那么说过

别放下书包太久 要不然不知道读书的感觉

...

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起来就对电脑有时候真让我觉得好没用..

假期一来生活好像有点邋遢了..

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柜子少了一张 东西一样多 还增加

乱七八糟得我不知道该怎么办

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好像都没什么耐心

心情有时候就这样的带过

有那么一下子觉得自己洗衣服的时候

才感觉到 我还活着

看那些戏剧让我觉得无息..

钻牛角尖的性格没有变过

固执一样在

只是不晓得 还是否一样执着

也许吧

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饶了我吧...

睡觉去

IDoHaveFeeling

It's not funny at all!
I do have feeling.

What the hell.
Don't judge me.
As If everything gonna be perfect..

Screw it!

zzz

I feel hurt by your word.

酸甜 :)

華華

我找到了一張酸的照片 :P

再送上甜的 (:

teehee

懷念的兩年前

長發的我

幼稚的我

:O

08'

我可以是大小孩

很cui zi

08'

我也可以像女人一點 xD

10'

當然不忘我的酷酷 :P

不穿裙子的我

不好意思

一股衝動

`

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我說不出口

You're not my Cup of TEA

也许哪一天
我会在部落格"大声说"

Sorry! You're not my CUP of TEA =O

wakakakaka

闪边哦`
不然会受伤 (=

crazy spamming

yay
i like my emo spamming post.
zzz


am crazy yes. i am.

1.21pm now
sitting here like a fool.
gotta make a move.

jisun is love =3

whatever

Last day of School Holiday.
Nothing to do with me.
whatever.

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What the fuck right.
I had had enough with all your nonsense reasons.

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Don't be good to me
Cause I would not appreciate.

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What justice really mean is
someone treat you that way, did the same to them.

Block my way, I cut yours.

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Idontwannamissanyoneelsecausethatsnotme.

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Whatever.

Crappy

So there's time you move your sight to the other direction.

You have no idea what the other one is thinking.
All you know is what you want to say when both meet up.

So yea, i try to forget everything but still those scar that made would never be heal.
Song can be replay, but not those memories build.

I step in the hole again, and I wonder will this keep long.
or
just a short while will do.

So nobody will get hurt
and nobody will take it seriously.

i hope my reader wouldn't felt awkward.
But after some while you'll see it's quite lesbo in my post.
didn't really mean it that way but that's my life

On the call, the other side
there's this girl
who just sound exactly like her.

On the call, the other side
busy for her new life and all I know is
she was all I cared about
in the past.

So then now I tried to let go all those past
here it comes
another one.

雨·寂

雨影

下次我帮你拍一张[雨·影] 的照片

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忘了是多久没有撑伞
忘了是多久没有带伞出街
也忘了所有的过去 所有的曾经曾经
他没说过的什么与什么

CRAVING for stuff =3

Applied new bank account, then this month salary cannot spend on a new bag =/

Ish` So eagerly wanna get one soon.

Look at my "crave" section on blog, a big sigh!

LAPTOP!

mobile phone! ==

sneaker

bag

pencil box`

and so so so so so on .

everyday i update my little note book about things I gonna do, appointments,and stuff to buy.

Totally insane looking at it.

Let's see. It's something hard to hit 70k ANP within half year for a beginner.. =/

So my manager, how can you suggest such addicted plan =/

...70k for Macau`

you can do it

这样的人生

最近就是狂写笔记。

笔记本从一变二...然后现在就是要分得非常清楚。

二变三 ...

这个世界上就没有特能记忆卡吗？ D:

开始闻到懒惰的味道.. 哈哈哈 xD 懒惰没有味道

没有人要出来

我想一个人去看电影了 =\

如果[ 单身男女 ]再上映，我会自己去看一次!

电话费从以前的RM30/40 一个月变成 RM60/70 一个月。

天啊，怎么都不回复信息啊～ 怎么打电话费用那么贵啊！！

想打算用Maxis =.= 因为我会疯掉，每五六天就进钱

这几天有很多功课要做 D:

资料不足，我想杀人... =\

埋头苦干

故事是这样的

.....
用电脑就是用电脑
读书就是读书！

上网时不能读书的.. !!!

*其实我是比较想睡觉，但却只好看着“蜗牛”鼓励下自己。

珍惜；你

珍惜

有很多方法

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会不会
像上次那样
只是去两天的旅行
却依依不舍的样子

而这次
没能联络任何人
电话只是听歌的用途

暂时
去散心了

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回来后

我要一个人去看电影
.

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当靠近的时候
就是

不会想要的那个『自己』
努力摆脱的『自己』

而我

爱你

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如果可以

我爱你
对不起
没关系

不出现
好吗？

思緒。

抓不緊的
就得放手

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沒有想努力的動機，
朋友們漸漸地為自己的生活奔忙。

不想那麼快讀書，
原因連自己也不知道，只因當初計劃好而實行。

有個念頭趕快讀書，
只為換一個新環境。

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真的是一個人的時候
就一個人。

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夜豬
生日快樂

真想衝上你家 =\

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夢見的星星好不真實
虛弱地在閃爍
就不能更明確點嗎

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沒有人會為你而活
只為了自己更好過而活

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出去走走吧.

I am Bored

Ahhh`
I am too bored until I come here and write a post.

Ish` Besides writing I have no idea what to do.
Life is such a messs........

Sleeping at a wrong time and wake at the wrong time.
My mind wasn't going right at all.
It's like everything gone so wrong !!!

5th Day ; You made me unbeautiful.

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Had a great time spending with Jon wu, Lyvier Dungu , and Samuel Lam. =]
Have a peek at Taylor school and met Charmaine there for a small celebration. (:
Happy Birthday Girl!.

Aw ! Now I know how's college life is like.
It's Ew. And I rather to have autistic == instead.
As an Asian girl , I know I am just way toooooo prudently.
Sigh.

It's like no one there telling me what to do.
But giving me information of the reality of this world.

Somehow those " pain , my heart is breaking , it's hard to put down , lifeless " , all this bullshit sentence are useless.

No one cares a shit for how you felt and how you gone through your life.
That's all.

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Chee : I can't wait for college ! Cause I don't want to be autistic and I wanna have a great time with my future college friends` Be not myself anymore * , threw up all the shits thing. HA

Conclusion - I'm crazy right now cause I don't know what's up with my mind.

I AM BORED

Random

Life after spm?
Ahh I don't know.


Days spending with Renee Rins Trisya are awesome (=
Except today well.
We met each other like everyday but not today and tomorrow and.. @@
Aw cannot imagine.
I love her family as well (=


Went to Hebe's mini conference / musical / signature? Aww whatever.
She's pretty :D
Shake her and and got her signature. Didn't have courage to shout in front of all fans so I said that to her face to face. Heee and got her lovely replied (=
“要继续唱下去” .. " 好 谢谢你 "

LOL


Sometimes you have no idea why you login msn, facebook and skype.
The answer come from the first thing you do with it.
The person you look for.

沉默

我並沒有想像自己今年的快樂
有多快樂。
但就是純粹發自內心的快樂


卻總是不經意
Screw up everything.


說真的，
一直渴望一個重大的打擊
好讓自己清醒
卻沒有任何一件事
總說要大哭一場就會醒過來
卻不是一個愛哭鬼
really ddy.

只要一個打擊
可以讓我毫無思緒
我就可以永遠保持於最沉默的狀態

至少這樣受傷的人也少了

沉默是一種很好的解脫

擺脫了EMO
卻又想回到當初
不曉得，就挺喜歡
那個我