兜风记

三个小时的睡眠真的很不够
结果回到家后就是睡觉

起来后心情不太好

于是心血来潮
我又骑着我的战士去兜风了

这次我把路线给找了出来
下次兜风就这样～

天空其实不是很美
出门前的一张照片 还祈祷说请别下雨

随意拍了拍高尔夫场的网
角度不好 照片还可以

就这样从我家，骑着我的宝贝
经过美韵家，再转了个大圈经过了Wei Jing家
再经过highway旁的路
沿着路一直一直骑...

短短的一个小时 (=

发现，在每一个路口
都会看见不一样的天空
虽然天空只有一片...
角度不同 感觉就不同

如果哪天
有人愿意陪我一起去兜风

回头一望

。。。

如果你费再多功夫，有再好的语言能力及表达能力
但是只要对方不是你的聆听者，说什么都只是空。

...

我已经往另一条道路走去，这也许是我最后一次回头望
此后我再说些有的没的就是跟自己过不去
如果那是你想要的，那就这样吧... 反正我只是回头一望
看一看最后的依赖，看一看不被留恋的一切

...

脑袋其实很空
已经没有再想之前那些所谓的人生道理
什么诚实坦率妥协礼让谅解原谅道歉说服责任感伤感心被刀割之类的
[不像放逗号，那仿佛我用很长时间去解释一切]

...

31 Nov.
想换部落格的说...

世界怎么了
生活怎么了
大家怎么了
你怎么了
我怎么了

我不说了
回头一望后
不说了
只当聆听者

怎么我听见心里说着
[ 泡沫 ]
很多的[曾经]将化为泡沫

疯

再这样下去
前途一片黑暗

我不是故意｜当自己棒！

该死的` 太久没当自己了
我不是故意的.

太久没有难听的语言带在口边le
我不是故意要这样的，只是当自己真的很开心。
我不是说当自己要vulgar满天啦` 顿时之间让自己适应回那些疯狂过去的我。

对
该死的`我就是不爱听.
应该说，别人的关心我拿来当草.
我不爱你们问[考试考到怎样了][你好吗？有事可以告诉我]
也许是不对的人问起，或者太长问我很反感
" 他妈的，我成绩怎样关你鸟事啊` " " 拜托，我不是改考卷的，我屁懂啊 " 这之类的话就会闪过脑中。

所以说
“ 我就是不爱回答嘛！ 少管我啦` 反正一直以来都没人管，不要杀出来当白马王子好不好. 把你的好心收回去啦，我是不领情的自卑种 ”

我这么说
你们都会很快的闪一边了吧. 哈哈可笑

做自己很快乐
我没有故意要令人讨厌啦... 这是本性` 扮演角色真的很累耶~ 不然你们来试一试啊
今天很傻地传了封简讯给一位同学
[ 好久没当自己了！ 好好玩哦~ 好久没发明星梦 ]
拜托，我很爱追星好不好~ 而且我可以疯狂在你面前一直说一直说
只是没有人要当听众. 甚至有些，一次都不要听我说

" 呸！ 废话少点啦 " - " 不要烦我`去发梦啦你 " .. 之类的身体语言回答. xD
瞎猜的啦

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只是有时候觉得某些人很无知乱七八糟却很有头脑思想健全但无聊乱发言兼时间太多去言论有的没的

err.　无聊透顶！


PS : 我没有斯文，从小就没有，我没有想粗鲁，但我不觉得是粗鲁，只是任性．

Tadaaaaaa!

woohoo !!

2 more days Nov is over.
ByeByeeeeeeeeee Blogger.
Er Not Yet. After 8 of Nov 3.30pm.
Once I get back homeeeeeee!!!
Byebye Blogger ... kakakaka

okay. It's 2.11Am ! Tak nak tidor, come On9. Padan Muka jadi Panda.

whats the most important part of your body?

It is because it can hold the head of a friend or a loved one when they cry. Everybody needs a shoulder to cry on sometime in life, my dear. I only hope that you have enough love and friends that you will always have a shoulder to cry on when you need it.

Ciao !


Ruth, Aku worry. =\
Anything share with me kay? ):

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A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems
.A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

Okay this iss.. cacat`
Cause when I find myself a reason, that I am just a simple friend.
I find another reason I am a real friend.
Cacat betul.
So If I think I am a real friend to you? Does that mean you think the same as I do?
Or maybe I am just a simple friend to you? Are you being the same too?

CACAT
Can't ACCEPT !!!

Aku cacat
Cause I know
I wanna be a real friend to you.
And I know I never did the right thing
Aku cacat

Life Like This

Things gone through my mind a lot.
Every moment when I set my mind free, it wouldn't want to stop thinking.

My cousin said the second before sleeping is the period when thoughts show up.
That's the time you think alot. There's only you and your pillow.

I don't know what exactly to type.
I type and backspace and type and backspace.

Probably I just want to talk. Maybe not.

1.I do not feel loneliness. Maybe there's no one I really miss.
Maybe there's never been someone who make me feel not lonely.
Maybe I am always being like this.
So that's life are now.

Cut to the chase, life always like this. I am always like this.

2.Just wanna write.
Just wanna share.

3.I want nothing at all, but money. Haa !
I can only get Nicholas Sparks story book once I have extra money. Crappy. What am I doing with my life and put aside my hobby.

Well, now I see how my life are. Notmyselfanymore.

胡扯

怎么觉得这个星期的考试会很糟糕

生活上的责任感都去了哪？

四天的考试...

1.人生十四最里的第六句是
[人生最大的罪过自欺欺人]

第一句是
[人生最大的敌人是自己]

2.总爱胡扯些有的没的` 盲目地过生活.. 宁愿天天上课，也不愿呆在家.
无法想象未有工作时候的我.郁闷`

" itu life "

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怎么最近这么多关于[同性恋] 的话题啊？ o.o
而且我自己也去做了做research. 无聊透顶

哈哈 随便啦
反正这社会就是这样` 站一边听了算
知识多得是... 吸收了就好`

eeeee
<3 zaizai