绮的生活

绮的生活

雨影之心


When you did nothing but it still hurt that way

雖然很寂寞,但回憶給了我們安慰。

有太多想说
才发现要从脑里深入的去思想
会让自己受伤
...
所以,有些回忆还是免了




Thursday, October 14, 2010

Smile (=

Yay (:

Uh hmm...
Home Sweet Home. My school bag was soooo heavy =\
I didn't know that we don't hv to bring any books.
I brought my story book and 2 addmaths buku. So crap right.
Then I wore pinafore... All the other student wear in Purple.
I am lucky cause I get to borrow it from someone (:
Tq !

After school went for Zenmai with the gang , finally I made it.
I am sorry I ffk last time. @#$^&

Well , it's the third time I went to Japanese restaurant this week :x
Paiseh. Sushi King ada promotion, and I went with my bro on Tues , and friend on Mon.
Blaaaa zz * I ain't rich, brother belanja :x

Weee wang wang (:

Ms.Chen keep calling me Yang CheeChee today D:
What a naughty girl she is !
Nvm I like the name called by her =)

Yea right? Chen ShanShan =P

Aww hate the Zhuu =\
I said morning to her, and she asked me to stay away.

shh
cause she was slping =P
and i kacau
wakaka
never did this for long..
just like last time kacao2


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How neh?
Phone. Zylo.
Money.

:__:


Done here.
Aku pergi PomPom (:


Let's see how the fate turn


微風輕輕吹過
我揚起一絲微笑
高興的說

是的
我笑了

(=


Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Peaceful day

Peaceful day ! D:

Okay.. just that it's soooo senyap.
Phone not ringing
Messages not coming.
Ouh. Usually I would hv text around 50-70msgs. I guess so.
Aww today? ..Not over 20 :D:D

And and

A extremely HOTTTTT day. zz

It's so hot that you wanna bathe with ice -.-
Or to say, soak in the swimming pool?

Dotdot.`

Woke up and went for lunch. Keep on listening the same song.
Back home...computer...piano...night market..makan...
and now.

Aww` I wanna batheeee laaa =\
Then study de. Ciao !

WHAT A DAY

I love serenity but not this =x

I love the wind blows
it made me smile (=

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

离别的感觉

今天的我
现在的心情

可能是因为我今天少许的不对劲
仿佛失去了什么

我找不到原因 =\
Something missing.


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是种离别的感觉

毕业后的我们的感觉
怎么我觉得今天我看到未来
感觉到未来

矛盾

怎么觉得我们像分开很远很远的地方
eee.
我~~bu ~~ 要

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不对劲
我就是想狂写部落格
补习不去了`
还是做温习就好

哥 抱歉
这种心情
我无法教你 弹钢琴

休~ 念书去!!!


12th号的今天
不对劲
上了堂很好的课
努力让自己明白
笑 的意思

笑 是一种最简单的安慰
:)


很抱歉 我连最简单的微笑都给不了该被安慰的你

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=]

Sunday, October 10, 2010

我要音乐

空虚

我要音乐

自己的世界

.......


抬不起头

不开心需要原因吗?


无聊

音乐音乐音乐
歌曲歌曲歌曲

最近喜欢听伤感的歌
感觉是没有
就爽...

我还是觉得我需要大哭一场

when would this end,
cause i wanna get out from here.

zzz

Saturday, October 9, 2010

塚塚洗澡澡


我就是喜歡早上的天空
家園
我家的左邊與右邊





今天塚塚要洗澡澡了


我不想他孤單
我找了Xan 來陪他

洗泡泡浴 xD





過後才發現
...
...

虎皮大衣線出來了


然後就去曬日光浴嚕




是的
很傻
哈哈

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Yiruma 李闰名

不晓得为什么
就觉得Yiruma的曲子很有感觉

不一定是忧伤
不一定是喜悦

有时候淡淡的
轻轻的
打入你心灵最深处

我就是喜欢这样
用他的音乐诉说自己的心情

每一首不一样的歌曲
有不一样画面 感觉

这样
永远只有我自己知道
我的感觉

playlist里都是他的歌
部落格就像我小小的空间
就算没有人来看
但我在我的世界

我喜欢呆在这
雨影

关心 care

是的 我是真的不会沟通
或则 很多时候我都不想承认我说的
Is like end up I would have screw up all the thing
just by talking.

Why can't you shush me instead of giving me a silent respond?
其实有时候自己明白
也许对方不想用言语表达
怕伤害了自己
或则他们有时候根本不知怎么回答

I would have say
IAMABSURD

I shouldn't say so much

It's too much that I hope it would just a little.

A little of care will do
我只要一点点的关心

I just wish someone would have care for me
Maybe there is somebody, but always like nobody.

Well serious, no one would have ask me questions but ..well Adam.

babe告诉我
"我觉得你身边很多恩人咯"`
" 什么恩人咯.. 哪里有 "
" 我就觉得有咯`从你告诉我的事情中 "

Maybe I am always pessimistic`
But I swear , this is the 5th day I'm being okay`
I did not emo.

You know, I wonder can I hold it up for just 1 week?
haha bu ke neng.

maybe I just wish someone
that someone always be one person
more than any others
would have show the cares.

well
it's fine.

Since I seek too much

I should leave.
我必须离开

This what I saw from a book
" I stupidly believed it. I used to think that it was better to have too much than too little, but now I think if the too much was never supposed to be yours, you should just take what is yours and give the rest back. "

The character is referring too much of luxurious life.
But for me, this sentence could be used up for more things.

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I don't wanna stop at a circle for so long.
But wander around it would be enough.
I do not feel like walking out of it either.

I start to listen to those Love song even I feel nothing at all.
Not cold blooded. Just no feeling cause never had that feel b4.
It's always fine.
Just try to understand.
It would always be better to learn more thing
than just staying at the same spot.
Right?

Iamjustkeepchanging.