加油吧 淑铟

天啊
鸡蛋糕的黄淑铟
部落格歌曲可以不要那么感伤吗
内容可以不要那么感伤吗

你让我快流泪了
哽咽着

....

怎么了
我知道你总是这样
把很多无谓的压力看得太重
自己也承受不住

能不能自私一点
不相关的真的提都别提
理都别理

忙 忙 忙
有谁不忙  有谁不累  有谁不需要钱
可别压抑自己太多啊

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对不起呀

常常拒绝和你共餐
却不知道你多么需要聆听者

才发现自己真的没有当好姐妹这角色

傻瓜
你要是真的需要拥抱
来吧 =)

我多忙，星期六抽空陪你吃晚餐
你累，我就不打扰你
你要出去喝茶，我尽量安排时间

傻瓜
你还真可恶
写着写着
我还真的哭了

...

我是真的心疼了

我这妹妹还真有点当不下去了
生日礼物今年都还没有买给你呢
`

对不起
下次见面
我们来个大抱抱 好不好 ?
=)

加油啊！

谁会要做手术啊! 天

那天华华陪了我去看牙医
早上大早的洗了牙
有着心理准备... 不晓得会怎样

这一次，没有花很多时间就到了诊所
比起上一次，真的辛苦了妈妈，下着雨还要为我接德士`
带路去~

我不是路痴 :O
只是去一次，至少我还记得怎么走 =)
没有迷路的，我们俩很快就到达目的地

由于早了一小时
就先看了咳嗽伤风，再到楼上牙科继续我和医生约定的时间

这一次，
一进去，对的就是直接接手的医生
看了看我的 X-ray 照片，医生只是简单的叫我把牙齿合起来
"............."
医生说 " hmm` this case "
我说 " open bite? "
" yea. But you have to do surgery "

我没有听错，他强调多一次 " surgery "
...
而聊天过程中，那么巧爸爸打电话来
其他详情，就在爸爸和医生沟通的时候知道.

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在经过考虑
必须去一趟私人诊所，问个明白

毕竟，政府医院都以快为主，
实在太多人了

在有option之下也变得没有option

但我依稀记得很清楚
当医生和爸爸说 " there is no other way "

医生就是医生，他说如果持续这样，我的open bite的 open, 只会越来越大
谢谢` 这我绝对赞成!  因为这么多年来
这个 OPEN 越来越大`

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时不时都会想到说
如果，进入手术室
会怎样

开始觉得紧张
开始害怕麻痹药太久会有副作用
开始害怕脸上留疤
开始害怕在手术室以外要等3-4小时的他们
开始觉得

天啊！
我的牙齿怎么那么特别待遇啊！

....

Is so sad.
To be this way.

No care?

I might have just be quiet.

There's always mistake had made.

You don't expect forgiveness from the others unless he/she really mean something to you.

Else, they don't care.

There's no time to care for such a shit

People comes and goes

They have their principle, you have yours.

But never restrict in yours, and blinded more wise knowledge out there..

You'll end up know nothing but yourself.

Kind of like a suicide to me.

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Maybe someday I had had enough all this kind or maybe naive thought.

Although I had told myself do not care for others

I still did the same.

But when you grow

Things you have to face, and you have to change the way of solution.

Mask has always be put up.

I tried to give a chance, you didn't pick it up.

You run from the glance, you don't care a shit.

So. Why should I?

Yea right. 

You have your way

I have mine.

Class Rep

Class Rep = Nothing to be proud of = burden = responsible = troubles = faking smile

:O

End of story.

Tough

Move On.
部落格有着那么好的名称

...

可却看不见自己能怎么Move On.
`
凌晨 4.30
没有要睡觉的念头`

功课
动也不想动

要怎么Move On?

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I fall.
Hurt badly.
And I told myself to move on.
And I start my journal here.

I can't get my feet step forward anymore..

Failure, ashame..
time management
respect

There's lot to deal with in this life.
I can see people helping me when i'm in trouble
and people step aside to get rid of problem.

I'm surprise by a sentence from a classmate of mine.
" Do not afraid to try. Be courageous. Trust yourself you can do it "
That did calm me a little when I was about to weep...

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Stucking here at 4.30
I feel like touching my homework

Meanwhile

I just feel like crying out loud for all those awkward works.

Can you imagine someone don't draw
and have to learn all this stuff and catch up
with just a little time like this?
And I am wasting it.

颓废

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Somehow I like my project Lecturer,
who did really give support, and good advice,
sometimes, good direction...

On the other side,
I just don't really like much about the new lecturer
he made me upset.
And feel more terrible on my works.

Thanks for helping.
I appreciated it.
Maybe just I don't accept the fact , i am sucks.

Or it just the real me feeling the real world.
I hate being pointed out, that someone see through me
and caught anything I'd did wrong.

...

Numb.

好"瞎“

Art n design
让我看透了很多事情
让我学习到很多不同的学习方式
让我解除了这世界各地的每一小部分
也让我明白了许多学习态度

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也因为这样
无法用言语形容我的知识之下

我只能用有偏见的眼光
我只能说有太多人对待事情太主观
很直接说出了眼见的事情

可是
很多事情背后
有他的故事
...

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历史
是多么神圣的科目

...

历史
是多么特别的科目

...

历史
是你现在所有的所有的来源

....

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有时候
身边很多人
都很“瞎”